Love and the Past
Part 157's
Instead of expelling, Rio instead left not wanting to muddy the atmosphere. He was angry with Azka, but he could not indulge in Salsa's out-of-the-box desires.
While in the ward, Azka still tried to persuade Salsa to go home and was always by her side. He stared at his lover for a long time with a difficult look.
"I'm your girlfriend Sal, not Rio!" azka firm.
"Lo forgot we broke up that night?" salsa asked in a slightly irritated tone.
Azka smile knot. "Relationships can be established because of the agreement of two people, and break up with Sal. You mututusin me that night, but I don't agree as long as you know." Azka was still trying to suppress the emotions in her, even though it was very difficult.
Even his hands were clenched, afraid of losing control.
"Tell me, why would you break up, Hm? What am I wrong? Papi, what are you talking about? She ngacem?" Azka demanded an explanation.
"But you don't say anything, he just wants to see you succeed in the future. So stop being so prejudiced about Azka!" Salsa took a deep breath, her chest started to tighten.
"It's purely my will!" press it.
"But why Sal!" Azka's voice began to rise.
"This is what I don't like about Azka! You are emotional and have a mental illness. I don't want to have a boyfriend like you. You are not normal. You don't know how depressed I am near you! Just so you know, I don't want to have an emotional partner, and have a personality disorder like lo!"
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Disappointment enveloped Azka's heart. Salsa's sentence just now managed to make her lose confidence and feel unworthy for the girl before her.
So as long as they're with Salsa depressed? Don't want a partner like him?
If you can be honest he wants to cry and embrace a body that is getting thinner in front of him, a body that always makes him calm. People who often give spirit and restore confidence.
"One thing you should know Sal, I sincerely love you. You're the first person to make me fall in love, and introduce that pain. I'll stay, if you change your mind and come back, I'll wait for that time to come. Just calm down, I will accept you," said Azka sincerely even though in her eyes radiating disappointment to the person she loves.
"I hugged you one last time?" ask Azka.
Salsa was unmoved, neither refusing nor accepting.
"I can smile, aren't you proud? You used to want to see my smile, right? I learned it for you." Salsa remained unmoved with a rumble in her chest.
His chest was like a big rock right now. "Go Azka and don't come back! I'm sick of you!" snapped Salsa.
Azka got up from her seat. Cupping both of Salsa's cheeks, then buried her lips in the girl's forehead for a very long time.
"Last kiss from me. At least now that I know where you are, and know your condition, that's enough for me to calm down."
With a heavy heart, and unbearable pain in her, Azka steps away from Salsa's gurney. Closing the door with a raging chest.
If only I knew love would be this painful, maybe I used to prefer not to know love.
Even after hearing Salsa insult her blatantly because of the flaws she had, she could not yet hate the girl.
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