Love Big Boss
Forgive Me

Ruby who had been content to cry on the roof decided to go home when it was getting late, she missed Raline very much and was also worried about her.

He picks up his cell phone and calls Handoko to send the driver to pick him up. It is safer to go home with the driver in his current chaotic state than to have to take an online taxi.

Ruby walked back to her father's room to say goodbye once again.

" Dad, it's not that I don't want to let you go, but can you please wait a little longer, I have to prepare myself. I know you're happier with mom there, but I can't just let you go, I'm sorry dad "Wish again, this whole day just filled Ruby with sobs of sadness, anger and disappointment. So you can be sure what his face is.

Ruby's phone rings, Big Baby. Ruby let out a breath of air. He did not want to meet Rai for now. He ignores Rai's call and prefers to keep holding his father's hand, touching him as much as possible before they actually have to part ways. But Ruby's phone just kept ringing nonstop.

" Why ? " Ruby replied lazily, in the end he gave up and picked up his phone.

" Mister Handoko said you wanted to be picked up, I picked you up, right ? " Tawar Rai girang.

" Let the driver alone, don't you have to look after Raline" replied Ruby lazily, her heart still hurt because of Rai's lies.

" But I want to pick you up, I'll just "Force Rai.

" Well it's up to "Ruby replies again and disconnects her phone immediately.

He still had not thought of what reason was right to say to Rai if he asked about her swollen and red face. She did not want to fight with Rai in public, if she had to fight, she wanted them to be alone, so Ruby was more free to reveal all her heart.

30 Minutes had Ruby waiting but she had not found the right reason, her mind now contained only her memories with her father and mother which again made her tears drip unstoppable.

" Haha.... " Ruby sighed to ease the tightness in his chest a little. He saw his phone, there was no word yet that Rai had arrived. Though it usually only takes less than 20 minutes to get to this hospital, but Ruby did not care, she did not want to think about anything about Rai, even remembering his name alone had already made his heart throb pain.

Rai who had arrived at the hospital lobby parked with the origin of his car, making the parking attendant run over arranged for other vehicles to pass.

He casually walked past the reception desk of the enlistment, and made him excited about having to contact Doctor Noh and the special floor nurses to get ready.

Doctor Noh who is still shocked by the threat of Ruby was increasingly shocked when the receptionist reported Rai's arrival. He only had one heart, and to be surprised so many times must have been exhausting.

Doctor Noh who was practicing downstairs immediately exited his room to greet Rai. And sure enough, once he got out and ran towards the route that is usually passed to go upstairs, Rai was seen passing by.

" Good afternoon sir "Have a respectful greeting and bow his head.

" Good afternoon doctor Noh, why are you here instead of accompanying Ruby on top ? " Tanya Rai was confused, even though she had ordered that if Ruby visited her father, doctor Noh should be on standby above.

" Mm.. that... " Doctor Noh replied stammered, he did not dare to face Ruby at this moment after seeing with his own eyes the power of Ruby. But not explaining to Rai just like delaying his death, when Ruby and Rai quarrel later, it was certain that he would be dragged along as well. Like the simalakama fruit, siding with Ruby will be tormented by Rai, siding with Rai will be tormented by Ruby who incidentally is the favorite son-in-law of Mr. Regis.

" Right answer "Rai's command is firm and increasingly makes Doctor Noh shrivel in fear.

" I'm sorry sir, I'm sorry "His words were trembling as he clenched his palms.

" I told you to talk instead of apologizing "Rai replied coldly.

" Mrs..mrs.... " Said Doctor Noh stammering, he knew sooner or later the third world war would begin, and he was the trigger.

" Oh !! " Decak Rai was annoyed and immediately snatched the collar of Doctor Noh's shirt violently.

" You know I'm not a patient person, and you've been holding me here for a few minutes just to hear you stammer, is that it ? " His touch was hard, all who saw it could only bow their heads in fear.

" The madam already knew that her father would not wake up again "The words just slid when listening to Rai's jolt that made her bones suddenly feel soft.

" What ? " Rai who listened to Doctor Noh's reply then pushed Doctor Noh's body and made him stagger backwards almost falling.

" How ? How did he know ? " Hurried Rai loudly, the officers who saw the incident then sterilized the room from the hospital visitors, they directed the visitors to wait in the other waiting room.

" I don't know, sir, suddenly the lady came here and asked me the true condition of her father "Clearly Doctor Noh with a trembling body.

" There's no way he knows, it's just between you and me "The jolt with heightened emotions.

" I swear sir, I swear I didn't say anything to the mistress, even the mistress threatened me to report any of my gestures to my wife" replied Doctor Noh growing increasingly frightened.

" Hey how can a threat like that scare you, huh ?!? " That means annoyed.

" Mrs Ruby is now a witch doctor, she even knows that if I nicknamed my wife a mother, so I can't lie to her, because she said Madam can read all my thoughts " Doctor Noh said defending himself.

" What did you say ? The magic shaman ? How dare you call it that ! " Year again.

" I'm sorry sir, forgive me, but that's the truth, I didn't lie "Doctor Noh even knelt down to convince Rai that everything he said was true.

" If you tell a lie, you'll know the consequences of "Threaten Rai coldly and leave Doctor Noh, she rushes to go upstairs to Ruby's father's room.

With her heart pounding, she took the elevator. Her brain keeps thinking about what reason she will tell Ruby about her father, she has to find the right reason why she had to lie all this time.

Ting ! The sound of an elevator twang indicating that the elevator has stopped and the door is automatically opened.

Nervously Rai stepped out of the elevator and headed for her in-laws' treatment room. Welcomed with the nurse who had been on standby at the reception desk, Rai only answered her with a wave of indifferent hands and continued walking.

He paused in front of the door for a moment, adjusting his breathing and preparing mentally for the worst possible. Ruby's anger has never been fatal, but that does not mean Rai will underestimate him.

Without knocking Rai opened the door connecting with his father-in-law's room. Ruby who was like waiting for Rai's arrival looks ordinary, she was sitting on the chair next to her father's bed and holding her father's hand.

" Have you come ? " Sany is flat.

" Yes "Rai answered nervously, he observed his wife's face, swollen and red. It is certain what Doctor Noh said is true, usually Ruby will look clean when visiting her father, but this time like the opposite.

" Let's go home "Take Ruby flat and stand up immediately, take her bag off the nightstand and kiss her father's forehead to say goodbye.

" I haven't visited my father-in-law" Rai replied fearfully.

" There's no need to "Answer Ruby coldly and then leave Rai first.

Rai who felt Ruby's mood was very bad could only sigh in annoyance, feeling stupid and careless to make Ruby that angry. Drowning, he follows Ruby.

While walking to their car, Ruby ignored every salute from the hospital staff, something she had never done.

Rai opens the door for Ruby, and Ruby enters without saying a word. After closing Ruby's door, Rai rushes around her car to get into the driver's seat, sighing for a moment before finally opening the door and going inside.

The sound of a smooth car engine feels like a loud roar of an old car, how not if all this time Rai never paid attention to every detail of the circumstances around, how to do it, so with the silence of Ruby at this time the atmosphere around feels very creepy.

" Have you not been to the spa yet ? " Tanya Rai was stale.

" Hm "Reply Ruby answered.

" Want to go there ? " Rose again.

" No " Answer Ruby.

Silent stretched. Rai was like running out of topics if Ruby had silenced her like this.

" What do you want ? " Tawar Rai again.

" Money "Ruby turned his gaze out the window, and leaned his head, then closed his eyes.

" Money ? " Repar Rai did not believe what he heard.

" Hm "Answer Ruby again as a sign of yes.

Money ? Why did he ask for money ? All this time he never used the credit card I gave him, never asked for money, why now suddenly ask for money ?

Rai thought hard, what happened in the hospital until Ruby asked him for money.

Rai who was about to ask again turned to Ruby, but she paused her intention because she saw Ruby who seemed to be asleep.

Their car entered the courtyard of the mansion and stopped in front of the main door. Rai shook Ruby's shoulders slowly, waking her up because they had reached home. Ruby who did not sleep and just wanted to ignore Rai immediately opened her eyes as Rai shook her shoulders once. Without saying anything he immediately opened the car door and got out.

Rai felt increasingly guilty and felt annoyed by his stupidity. He caught up with Ruby quickly.

" dear... " Ruby said it was nice to see Raline sleeping in her grandfather's arms.

" You're so fast ? Are you afraid Raline is crying ? Take it easy, I take good care of him, you should have visited your father a little longer " said Regis softly.

" It's okay, I just miss Raline so want to go home quickly" replied Ruby.

" Oh yes I will clean the body first before carrying it "Ruby continued.

" Yes, there is no need to rush, he is sleeping "Reported Regis. Ruby said goodbye and immediately went upstairs.

" He's fucked up, what are you doing ? " Said Regis coldly staring at Rai who had just been silent.

" He already knows his father's problems, and he seems angry "Rai replied in frustration.

" Then comfort him, you know he's not the type to whine in front of others, he's definitely pretending to look tough" Regis said.

" Alright, please take care of Raline in a moment yes "His reply to Regis and immediately go after Ruby.

Rai opened the door slowly, he raised his head looking for Ruby, but the room looked empty. He headed for the bathroom, and sure enough there was the sound of water gurgling from within.

Rai decided to wait for him on the sofa. Before long Ruby came out of the bathroom and went straight to the dressing room, with the origin of taking the top clothes and changing clothes.

" Dear "Call Rai when you see Ruby coming out of the dressing room and it looks neat.

" Hm "Reply Ruby answered.

" I want to talk to you "Said Rai nervously, and patted the empty spot next to her, telling Ruby to sit next to her.

" I want to see Raline "Remember Ruby's lazy and step back to the door.

" I'm sorry "Rai said quickly, making Ruby who was already holding the door handle stop, she sighed.

How could he not forgive someone who had already apologized, but his heart still could not accept it.

" For what ? " It's cold.

" For your father "Rai answered at last.

Ruby who heard her father called, back sad. His eyes were teary, and his throat was sore. He tried his hardest to keep his tears from flowing.

" Why ? " Ask with a trembling voice.

" I have hidden his condition for a long time "His reply hesitated.

Ruby turned her body, staring at Rai with tears and tears. He walked closer to Rai, step by step.

Plaque !!! A slap landed on Rai's cheek.

" I could be taking you to a taekwondo match right now, putting all my strength into every kick I'm going to point at you, even though I know I'm going to lose. But useless, it still won't be able to describe how I feel right now "His voice is bitter.

Rai could only be petrified at all Ruby's words, deep down she was grateful that at least Ruby was still willing to slap her, instead of running away from her.

" I'm sorry "That's all Rai can say.

" Why did you take care of me ? " Continue Ruby, accompanied by sobs.

" I don't mean to hide your father's circumstances, I'm just looking for the right time "Rai replied sadly.

" Why do you like torturing me so much ? " Ruby hits Rai's chest, venting his sadness, disappointment, and anger.

" Why didn't you tell me from the beginning that my father wouldn't survive, it sure doesn't feel like it's going to hurt this much. You gave me all the hope, the beautiful shadow that my father would heal and I would be able to regroup with him, but the truth is you just made me fall deeper and get sicker "The urge is screaming bitterly.

Rai only let Ruby keep hitting her chest if it could make her pardon.

" I hate you so much, Rai, I hate you "She cried again and fell in front of Rai.

Ruby spilled all her tears that seemed endless even though she had been crying for so long all day.

" I'm sorry Ruby, sorry... " Rai said softly hugging Ruby who was sitting on the floor.