LOVE EXAM (My Uncle Jones )
164. Widows.
It has been almost two weeks since Jones' departure, during which two weeks Shafa lay in his bedroom bed in the mansion.
No tears, no tears no smiles not even passion, his soul as if he was taken away, he was silent.
Eat if told to eat it was only two three spoons because forced, shower if asked to take a bath, pray if reminded to pray.
Shafa is like an undead whose nutritional needs are always helped by intravenous fluids and their energy is helped by drugs.
Johan was equally devastated to see the condition of his eldest daughter, so far he was very close to Naya, until Naya was told to return to Indonesia with her infant son and Arkhan of course.
But their presence there is no sign of fruitful results, Shafa still does not want to integrate with anyone even though it is his own foster brother.
Naya sits next to Shafa in his son Arkhana playing beside Shafa.
Naya hopes that by seeing her son at Shafa's side the beautiful woman can be excited and can motivate herself to rise, for the sake of the child in her womb.
But Shafa remained silent, all the ways he had done, usually Shafa is very easy to approach and given input this time he seemed to close himself from anything and from anyone.
"Dek.did not be like this, do not stay still, if Shafa wants to cry cry the original deck do not wail, do not just let go of the tightness and pain that is on your chest deck, do not let go, it's better to cry than to keep silent, later it could be a disease, cry is the deck."
Naya hugs Shafa patting Shafa's back gently, while giving advice to the foster sister.
"Dek. time in our dormitory is taught how to behave when we lose right, in religion we are not allowed to grieve prolonged must rise and must be strong, must be strong, for what prayer and practice we need is not long lamentation or sorrow."
Naya continued to give advice to Shafa, already four days they live in the big house, every day Naya always motivated Shafa to rise and be strong.
"Dek. all will return to him is no exception to our own, therefore we must return excited to face this life, adek affectionate self adek right."
Naya let go of her embrace and stared at Shafa's shady and gentle bead of eyes, Naya wanted to see the young woman's reaction, but still there was no answer.
"Adek love the same adek husband?." asked Naya again, holding Shafa's hand.
Hix...
Suddenly, Shafa cries for the first time since Jones was taken away by his Daddy, since Jones was declared dead and left his country Axton to be buried there according to the wishes of the Daddy.
"Crying the deck, crying there is no prohibition for God's servants to cry when grieving or other things, cry if it makes your heart relieved" said Naya again.
Hiks.hiks..
"Dadk loves a good husband, right?" asked Naya again.
"Hiks.hiks yes sis." replied Shafa broke up and in a soft voice.
"Well.if it is a dear must rise, see this fruit of love adek husband, adek husband is very affectionate and love for adek, he was only khilaf before, but it was not all he intentionally, but it was not, just khilaf dek, will forgive him."
"Yes, sister, Shafa has long since forgiven Aa hiks.hiks."
"Then rise up the deck, do not hurt yourself, what else is in the womb adek, if Mommy is sick her son is also sick if Mommy is sad her son must also be sad we are equally know it, what else is a doctor, is a doctor, adek more know how good a pregnant woman behaves during pregnancy."
Hiks.hiks..
"Cry the deck, settle and release the load on your heart deck, it is better to weep on your peace, stir on him the almighty of all the unrest in your heart deck because only to him do we surrender and ask for help but then you must rise up."
Hiks.hiks..
"Where Shafa wants to rise, sister, Shafa is confused, Shafa is confused." cried Shafa while covering his face.
"What's confusing tell your sister where you know you can help find a solution."
"So, can't be brother."
"Nobody can't deck, depending on our efforts." stroked Shafa's hands gently.
"Shafa is confused, if Shafa's child is born later and asks Daddy what Shafa should be, Shafa says his Daddy is not there, Shafa's child is not sad, brother, besides, Shafa can take care of Shafa's kids himself."
Shafa ahirnya let out his complaints, he cried more and more while covering his face with both hands.
"Dek thinks too far, it's still three and four years away when they're good at talking, now all you need to think about is the health of adek and adek children." pausing his words he momentarily saw Shafa's reaction.
"If adek dear husband means adek dear children, children who he entrusted in the womb adek to keep and protect until they are born and large bodies to adulthood." staring at Shafa's bead eyes inside.
"If this adek continues as well as adek keep and protect children adek, adek want them to be born later BBLR or malnutrition and could be born disabled because of lack of nutrition from Mommynya, adek want them to be born later BBLR or malnutrition and could be born disabled because of lack of nutrition from Mommynya, adek wants that ."
"No.no sister hiks no brother." cried Shafa.
"If you don't want to get up on deck, fight for the sake of children adek, for the sake of a good husband get up on deck, adek has been almost two weeks like this continue, see adek getting thinner and very thin even."
Naya looked at her foster pity, as if perhaps as young as a widow at the age of not even twenty years.
But that's our destiny humans just live and try, all the provisions in this life are written in the line of each hand.
Naya has managed to open Shafa's heart to be more calm and firm, remaining Johan who is not calm after hearing Naya talk behind the door with Zahra.
The man wept in Zahra's arms, he regretted all his actions that finally brought his daughter down, the great man was now helpless with all his frustration and anger at himself.
No idea where it came from so Johan was eager to make his daughter separate from Jones, at first he thought that Shafa would not be affected but he was wrong.
Shafa actually slumped and injured due to the departure of Jones things that were beyond his expectations, because all this time Shafa never showed affection and love for her husband.
Though not because it is not dear just that Shafa does not know and is not good at appreciating his feelings for Jones.
Although Jones' affection and love are evident from the way he treats Shafa from the way he looks after and spoils his wife Shafa.
"Ko.. C'mon, let's pray ko, calm down koko, istiqfar ko, all humans have mistakes, what else ouka ouka again all that happens is our daughter's destiny."
Zahra took Johan to their room, the woman did not want her daughter to leave the room and find them there.
"Yank. forgive koko yes, this all happened because of koko, koko, if at that time koko is not hard and does not force Jones to leave Shafa kak all this will not happen koko can still see the smile and laughter of Shafa, sorry yank koko is not a good father."
Fortunately there are Andy and Aldo who stopped the company for a while, Robby himself also had two weeks not to the office even he hit the war drums with Johan.
Robby blames Johan for Jones' death, Robby does not accept everything that happened to Jones, he is angry and berates Johan because of Johan's stubbornness that does not want to forgive Jones and let Jones back with his wife.
The two people are now the same self-introspection, equally reduced in each other's homes.
"Dek. eat yes, brother cook Shafa favorite vegetables, eat yes let brother bribe." persuaded Naya.
The beautiful and gentle woman thrust a spoonful of rice and vegetables into Shafa's mouth but Shafa refused.
"Say he wants to eat and wants to rise up for the sake of his children but he doesn't want to eat anyway." Naye.
"Shafa can't eat kak, Shafa's stomach won't accept, Shafa can't kak."
"Can the deck, a little bit first, a long time later delicious also eat it."
"Naya. let papa who nyuapi brother Shafa, you take care of Arkhana he cried and his father was confused silence him." Johan takes a plate of rice from Naya's hand.
"Yes pa, ma Naya see Arkhana first yes, deck brother down first, adek eat ya." kissed Shafa forehead, then he left Zahra and Johan in Shafa room.
"Sister.eat yes, papa please, later if you are healthy and have the power brother can hit papa and punish papa if you think it can make you relieved, brother, papa wrong ya papa admitted wrong for separating you forgive papa son, but believe me it's not like this papa want, papa just want to teach the husband brother not to act carelessly anymore."
Shafa silent.
"Sister is angry at papa huh?, brother does not want to forgive papa hmm."
"No pa, Shafa is not angry" he replied softly.
"Then let's eat son, it's been a few days so brother is not organized, kasian papa's grandson-in-law."
"Later papa, now Shafa has not been in the mood to eat."
"Don't wait for the mood son, look at your body is very thin, live bones in the skin bandage, your lips until broken like this brother ngak kwatir same older children yes, yes, if this brother keeps brother's husband there will definitely be more tormented, where he went that way."
"Huaaa huaaaa Aaa aa huaaa huaaaa aaaaaa why did it go so huaaa how Shafa helped Aa huaaaa."
Shafa was crying hysterically he grabbed her hair strong, threw all the pillows and even threw the plate in Johan's hand.
Johan and Zahra were confused as to how to calm Shafa, it turns out that during these two weeks it became a burden on Shafa's mind.
Her husband died by killing himself by shooting himself in the head, Shafa obviously knew it was a great sin of sin that was difficult to forgive by God.
Shafa cries as soon as possible, Zahra hugs her daughter tightly feeling guilty for bringing up the cause of Jones' death.
"Sister.sorry mom, son, not what mom meant."
"Ma.. Shafa is not a good wife to Aa, Shafa is evil to Aa, Shafa often makes Aa hurt Shafa never makes Aa happy, Shafa never makes Aa happy, Shafa is not a good wife until Aa does the thing in forbidden Religion ma, Shafa evil Shafa sinned on Aa." cried Shafa.
"No sister's son don't be so, a good wife's brother and a wife who has made the husband's sister happy, his dream can be with the brother even though all the ways he did was done he must be happy son." Zahra was crying and so was Johan.
"No ma, because Shafa is also the cause of Aa leaving Shafa forever, Shafa evil ma, deserve mama Dara hate the same Shafa huaaa huaaa."
"Stttt don't tell me that son, papa's best daughter, because the best brother so Jones can't part with the big brother."
"Then why can't we be as papa, what's wrong Shafa." cried Shafa a mouthful.
Johan was silent, he could not answer because the source of their problems could not be together not escape the role of Johan.
Johan, who was most vehemently opposed to them together, returns until Johan takes care of his daughter's divorce papers.
"Papa.papa.why papa." cried Shafa.
"Sister.please don't cry anymore, papa apologize all wrong papa, papa wrong, forgive papa brother."
Crying Johan, the man could no longer face his daughter without a word, Johan got up from his seat and came out of Shafa's room with tears still flowing.
"Sir.don't be so son, look papa, papa is as hit with us, papa feels guilty because papa causes one
it makes Jones reckless, but believe it's not like that papa wants, papa just wants brother to avoid the surprise of mama Dara, papa, brother-in-law if one time he dares to slap brother is not impossible next time he can do more, therefore papa does not want you to be together again, papa is wrong but Jones is also reckless, sorry to not bring up the mistakes that have passed but that's the reality."
Zahra stroked Shafa's hair shackle, and was also confused as to how to explain it to the princess as to how to calm her daughter.
"Why Daddy hasn't come yet, Daddy lied to Shafa Daddy said Daddy just one week after Aa's business was done why until now Daddy didn't come too, did Daddy get angry at Shafa ma."
"Mama don't know son, maybe Daddy is still busy Daddy is still shoc with this incident, be patient son."
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