LOVE FOR CHILDHOOD CRUSH
Small Blyss

Attention Please! This story is just a mere fiction 😄

"I want to forget what happened earlier" I looked at him for a moment and saw his faint smile and immediately lowered my head while shedding tears. Suddenly my head hurt once, the first time I felt this much pain. When I tried to look ahead, it seemed like I was too late everything was getting dark.

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Where is this?

I don't know where I woke up, the place was white and empty.

'Am I going to hell or heaven now? Just be right. Oh jesus. At least let me go to school next week, last week I wasn't so focused on praying because I was distracted by kids eating chocolate, ' I stood and looked around the place, but as far as the eye could see I really found nothing.

'My feet are still treading, means I can still sit, ' I thought then sat down, pretty, what about what would happen.

"You want to say something?"

'My mouth is shocked.' I thought while standing and looking around. 'There's people? That phrase was just spoken by Han, masa' Is he here? Hide where?'

"You want to say something?" Someone had just said something, yet his figure was completely non-existent.

'I'm getting scared now.'

"Dam!!" Shouted a girl behind me, when I looked back all I saw was me being small. Although I don't remember the whole of my little life, I still remember that boy was me, about when I was 13.

'What did I call Han back then?' I thought as I watched the girl who was smiling happily. 'Wait. Whahuh? The han? How old was I then? And it? That's Han?'

"There's no need to shout brat," replied the teenage Han.

Han was sniffy early on, but what business do I call him first?

"I've grown up knowing," said the little Blyss with a cute pose, let's take it small.

'That's me? So centil. I feel sorry for the old me, I've been looking for attention but Han didn't give any response.'

Han did not give any response to the Blyss, even it seemed like little Blyss really admired Han.

"Oh yes, remember what I said. Don't call me Han, I'm older than you, take care of your attitude before you drive me out of my house" Han told Blyss.

'When do I stay with Han?'

"Yes-yes," Blyss replied with a frown.

'When his smile was beautiful and sweet.'

"Where are you going? Can I come with no?"

"Ck. Alright. I want to meet my cousin," Han replied to Blyss as he ran and pierced through me who was standing in front of them.

'It seems I was too focused on the two of them until I didn't realize that this empty place had turned into a backyard, ' I thought as I held my head and followed the two of them.

"Has he come?"

"It has. That's car. Let's go inside the house" Han replied as he pointed to a black car in front of the gate.

"Can we play with him or not?" Tanya little Blyss.

'This is embarrassing for a long time too.'

"I'm not very familiar with him, so I don't know that," Han replied.

Little Blyst, me and the teenage Han broke into a mansion that could be said to be luxurious and spacious then sat on the sofa when there were people crowded.

'It looks like there's a family gathering, but why am I there?' There were Han's parents and probably that other pair of Han's cousins.

"Which is still standing it's my cousin. His name is Clay Allios he's the same age as me. His parents were people who were already sitting on the sofa he was holding," Han explained as he whispered to Blyss

"Why do you explain it? I, can't ask her," asked Blyss while looking up to see Han's face.

"I just want to explain it," Han replied as he walked towards the sofa.

"Han-ssi! Wait for me," whined Blyss while following Han from behind.

This is Busan? But it looks different to what I remember?

"Hello Clay," said Han while sitting on the sofa, I little one just followed Han.

"Hi" said the boy who was greeted by Clay by Han. "Who is he?" Clay asked when he saw me sitting next to Han.

"Blyss, Bryan hyung deongsaengie."

"Ah~~" Blyss only smiled as he looked at Clay.

'There's something strange, Clay. He was the cop who recorded Han's case back then? Is that really him? Wow, this is really a surprise. His face seemed familiar. But why didn't Clay like me at the time? Or just my feelings? But it seems like Han feels the same way. He kept looking at Clay.'

Little Blyss doesn't really understand about it like that.

"Kids. You guys play outside first yes.we want to talk about boring things first, you guys must be better to play outside," said Mama Hana.

"Yes ma," Han replied as he stood up, me and Clay simply followed Han without giving any response.

'Where should I stay now? Stay quiet in this room while eavesdropping on this conversation? Or follow the three children? Ck. Let's follow those kids. My parents aren't here anyway.'

Up outside, the three of them sat by the lake and Han opened the conversation.

"Clay I'll bring food and drink here, just wait here" Han said as he stood up.

"I want to come" Blyss told Han.

Hem...?

"How long have you been here?" Ask Clay when Han is gone.

"I'm new here from yesterday" replied the little Blyss with a grin.

"Where did you move from?" Ask again.

"Tokyo's.."

"Oh~" Clay nodded. "You know you've heard nothing about the story of the man who threw a lot of gold coins into this lake?" Ask Clay.

'It turns out he really never liked me.'

"really? I don't know about it, I just heard about it, after all I'm new to this place" Blyss replied happily.

I'm not sure by 13, he's more innocent than a Kindergarten kid. Either his name is plain or stupid.

[Author POV : Salah make character traits dah nih🙂]

"Wanna help me find him?" Ask Clay.

"Of course," replied the little Blyss happily. "How is it? I can't swim to get there."

"You just look up, I'll go down to the lake, okay?"

"I see," Blyss replied and began to approach the lake and look around from there.

I only noticed the movements of the two of them I also saw Han coming from a distance while carrying a tray along with its contents.

'Han knew me from the first day I moved to South Korea, I would have drowned here, ' I thought as I watched Han looking at Blyss and Clay.

I looked back at Clay who had pushed Blyss into the lake, Han ran past me, I looked back and found the trays and contents already scattered on the ground.

'Blyss doesn't even scream at all? His mouth must have been filled with water, ' guess me while folding my hand on the chest.

After Han dived into the lake, I started to get closer to the lake and noticed Clay's movements. Clay looked at Han who was inside the lake blankly, I'm not so sure about this kid, whether he's really healthy or not. But after Han managed to get Blyss on the edge of the lake, Clay immediately ran towards his car and into the parking lot outside the gate of Han's house.

'I'm sure his mentality isn't right, ' I thought as I looked at him closely. While Han already carried Blyss towards the house next to Han's house (where the old man was now "talking about boring things" was Han's house).

I immediately followed Han and Blyss who had arrived at the door.

'I remember this place. This is the orphanage where I was entrusted, ' I said as I looked around this beautiful place.

"Son Han?! This is Blyss why?! Let's-ayo take it inside" said a fairly young woman from inside the parlour.

'Auntie?' All I saw was Auntie who worked at Han's house, just younger than the one I met at Han's house.

(I actually wanted to talk, but my mouth seemed like it couldn't open, "maybe" it had something to do with me being unconscious in the real world.)

Auntie went inside following Han and I followed auntie from behind, we all entered one of the rooms that were there. After Han put down the Blyss he immediately opened the drawer to take the medicine that could be inhaled and put it on the table and then came out of the room, while the aunt went out.

I followed Han out, it seemed like he knew something about Clay and I didn't really care about the little Blyss being unconscious either. I'm more curious about Han and Clay.

'This place is quite spacious for a child of my size, just now Han said he was going to kick me out, meaning I don't live here, when I'd rather be here than at Han's house. But never mind, I don't know the root of it all, ' I thought after coming out of the room earlier, then immediately followed Han.

'Call home? Han must know something.'

Han approached the house phone, pressed a button and spoke by phone. I'm invisible to all of them here, so why not eavesdrop. All I hear is the name of the guy across the phone is Kelvin. From the place of the phone of this house I can't see aunty already in the room or not.

"Hello, is this true Kelvin?"

"Yes right, what's up Han?"

"I want to ask you something about Clay-"

"Let me guess, you wanna ask me about his mental breakdown?"

"I'm not polite. But that's right, lucky that you cut it off, I'm at a loss to string up the words to ask that."

"That's me. About Clay's mental disorder, all I know is that he missed his therapy this month."

"How can you?"

"He pretended to be normal in front of both parents, although the disorder remained a little but the disorder could have returned if not timely therapy. He made it through this month, if you'd seen Clay's acting in front of his parents, I'm sure you wouldn't believe Clay was still sick."

"Does the disorder go away on its own?"

"Of course, it's just that he won't remember what he did while he was having a breakdown, that's what usually happens."

"Oh well, sorry to interrupt your time."

"You're monitoring him, why don't you just move here?"

"No thanks, it's not a good thing."

"Sup to you. You ask like that, don't Clay do anything?"

"Yes right, yasudah, my phone is closed."

"All right."

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