Love In The Hatred
I've Tau Everything

After that night, I didn't know what I was going through. When I opened my eyes, I was already lying weakly in the hospital. The typical scent of medicine filled my nose cavity, the white bandage was wrapped around my head, mama said I was in a coma for two days.

Two days? What happens when I am unconscious? Everyone asked me why I could get hurt, I chose silence because I didn't want the woman in trouble. My parents were not the owners of great heart and patience, if they knew that woman who had hurt me then, I could not guarantee her safety.

I want to know where that woman is, I want to know how she is, I want to know if she will forgive me, I want to know if she will give me a second chance?

I sent some people to look for him until I could, go to his place of residence and find any information about him. But baby, that girl disappeared into the earth. Rossella left without saying anything, leaving without finding out how I was. Yeah, Rosella doesn't care about me.

I didn't accept it, I was angry, I ignored what my parents said. I just want Rosella in front of me.

I also decided to hate him. Yep! I hate that woman, I hate you Rossella.

The villa was haunted for me, where it all started and ended. I kept the CCTV footage open.

"Take this woman in front of me!"

I was angry when I found out that Olivia had betrayed me, that she could have instigated Rosella and foiled my plan. That very night I took it all out on Olivia, I did it violently and thoughtfully, it should not be Olivia but Rosella that I would make mine forever.

Not only on Rosella I also hate myself for not being able to control emotions until finally Olivia almost depressed because of my actions.

I refused to be transferred overseas, I was worried that if Rosella came back I wouldn't be able to meet Rosella. I vented everything by drinking, which slowly undermined the health and reproductive organs in my body. And so on for almost nine years.

My relationship with Olivia went as it was, I didn't want her to get worse alone, our communication was still going well, that night the last time I touched her, the last news I heard the woman took her life by slashing her own veins. Unexpectedly my parents arranged an arranged marriage with the woman I suspected had something to do with Olivia's death.

Yep! Time has changed everything, I managed to become a young entrepreneur to bring me to the peak of success. But, I still can't find that woman. If I meet Rosella I'll teach her a lesson!

A meeting I never expected happened at the restaurant. Secretary Leon is so much like Rosella, I was dumbest to see him. Although his face was slightly different but, his eyes could not deceive.

No matter how hard she tried to avoid me, I still believed that woman was Rosella. It's just that I didn't want to be mad and didn't want him to disappear again until I finally pretended to believe him.

Paris! It turns out that the woman is from Paris. It's only fitting that I can't track her down maybe, this woman deliberately changed her appearance to fool me. All night I could not sleep, after that brief meeting Rosella's face was always imagined until I was more convinced that the woman was indeed the Rosella I had been looking for all this time.

The night wind led me to come to your apartment. You look surprised to see me. I want to feel like I'm hugging you. The most pleasant thing was that when I put my head on your lap, it was the most comfortable place I had ever felt. I know your body stiffened when it felt a scar on my head. Do you remember what happened nine years ago? I wanted to apologize that night as well but, it seems like you don't want to deal anymore

know what to do with me.

Its alright. At least the dizziness in my head has healed in your lap.

Hint after clue I got, he knows my private Villa address. Even the decoration hanging on her phone belonged to Rosella. A crystal-shaped earring that's the same as the one on me. Rosella didn't realize that nine years ago when I almost abused her, when she injured and ran away, Rosella accidentally dropped her earrings. The earrings I still keep look no different from Sella's cell phone ornaments.

I tried to hide the happiness of seeing her again. The intention to punish him was instantly annihilated.

The incident in the park also hit me. Rosella really already hates me, she insists on not acknowledging her identity in front of me.

I realized that if I forced Rosella to stay by my side, that woman would get even more hurt. I already know everything. But I pretended I didn't know that Rosella wasn't getting away from me.

From that day on I prepared everything, I watched and learned from the experience. Nine years ago Rosella left me without a message. Maybe I'll be gone soon. The disease that I suffered because of drinking too often has increasingly gnawed at my body. Maybe, today, tomorrow or I'll leave you, leave everything behind. But I don't want to leave without leaving a message.

Rosella ... I deliberately wrote all about my feelings, about what I felt all this time on these sheets of paper. If you've read it maybe I'm no longer by your side, maybe I won't open my eyes again, maybe we'll never see each other again. Believe me, my love will be eternal for you.

Rosella .. You remain a rose in my heart. That woman, her, that little girl, Sella is the woman who owns my heart. I'm sorry for being so cowardly. Take good care of yourself. Everything I wanted to say I wrote.

From me, the man who really loves you....