Love Is Not Enough
Chapter 4

With a giant step, Bu Melia came to see her husband in their villa.His mind was raging.Entah how her husband's reaction saw he suddenly appeared with a divorce decree that he had signed from the court.

No matter how bad the household, it should be maintained because divorce is not the best thing.But what he experienced really made his heart broken not restless.Love marriage, work and a prosperous economy, the,the ideal husband, coupled with the presence of their baby makes his life feel perfect.As a Cinderella between two handsome princes that is how he felt for 15 years.

Her body like boneless when knowing her husband cheating.With her two eyeballs she caught her husband meditating with another woman.Secondly her world collapsed.Cold sweat soaked all over her body.

Feelings of sadness, anger, disappointment, heartache mixed into one.The tears continue to flow without being able to he weirs again.Destroyed everything.

If someone who has the heart to cheat is generally those who do not have an emotional attachment to their partner, then 15 years of their marriage means what?Questions ran through his head.

How considerate? how much love did he give? does he feel bored?what makes him uncomfortable? Didn't love him? Or because he's not attractive anymore?He's really depressed.

Melia recalled how they met, how they married and what purpose they married.He remembered Daniel and the fetus he was carrying 8 Weeks.He remembered Daniel their baby who had been giving color and complement their happiness.

For 15 years, she adored her soulmate with immense energy every day , she gave all her love.So whenever something related to the person she loved goes smoothly,he felt like in the seventh heaven.In fact Love alone is not enough.

Now the age of his son is 18 years.Surely Daniel can think more mature.For three years he tried to stay on the same roof with her husband and did not show his pain in front of their baby despite his feelings were broken he sacrificed even though an innocent fetus was a victim, because his soul experiencing upheaval and depression made him have to miscarry.

Soon Daniel will finish his high school.So that's why he also ventured to sue her husband's divorce.He was really at the crossroads of his patience.The dark shadow continued to appear when he faced her husband.If the disaster never there was probably now their second child already in their midst.

About Daniel, about Daniel,he had thought about what he would say to his son.Although heavy but he would face it.Daniel tried to talk about it to her husband but will always end up in a fight.He knew that his only son watched them fight definitely hurt.But Miss Melia she can not afford to live in the temple again.His wife is tired.Splitting is the best.

A guard of the villa opened the door and let him in.

" Is there a father,bi?" asked Melia's mother is friendly.He is also a gentle figure in the eyes of everyone who works for her so it is not surprising that they are very affectionate and respect her.

"Mom Mel....How are you, Mom? " sapa Bi Marni when she saw the arrival of her employer.They hugged haru.The middle-aged woman told how she had been so longing to meet.

" Mother may rest mom in her room.mom's sick dad? " ask Bi Marni with her innocent face.

He was so longed to see his two masters who always appear romantic, although in the end, as time went on from the attitude they showed, which was different from before,he could already understand that his master's household was in an experiment.

"Maybe..I also just met the father today,bi... mr. kecapean kali..but the father of eating it is still regular right bi? No food is eaten?" ask Melia as usual.

However she had loved the man for many years, sharing his joys and sorrows together.Far deep down, she still wished she could see her husband happy and live better after they separated.

He sat in the family room that they used to spend time together to just sit and chat.He then stood looking at the entire room full of memories.His heart was really filled.One by one their beautiful memories crossed his mind.Tears back falling without being able to bear.Bu Melia cried a mouthful.Her shoulder went up and down with both hands holding the head down.

Ms. Melia was a little surprised when a hand touched her shoulder.She could feel the softness of the hand.After the dark incident she never wanted to be touched again by her husband,but times because of his determination in heart that he will close all their stories today.

If previously they always ended up fighting when trying to talk together, but this time he had to lower his ego and want to get along with it as well as possible.

She entered in her husband's arms when Mr. Darwin gently pulled her into his arms.Like Boomerang, the sadness in his chest suddenly exploded, exploding,broke with her crying.With full of warmth the husband rubbed his back with lips that continue to apologize repeatedly.

"I.m sorry..please...forgive me...." whispered Mr. Darwin in his ears full of sincerity.Bu Melia nodded while trying to smile.He wiped her tears then looked at her husband.Tak forgot her lips revealed a smile.

She scooped up enough oxygen.After feeling calm she looked at her husband's face.

"You how are you? " his question opens the conversation while denying the awkwardness that still remains.

" I'm good." answered her husband with a smile.

"You alone, healthy?" asked Mr. Darwin while stroking his hand.The woman sitting in front of him just nodded.

" Don't look at me like that dad." she said then who began to be uncomfortable with the meaningful gaze of her husband.Without responding to her statement the husband still with the same position looked at his wife with admiration.

"You're so beautiful mom." she praised later.

The praised one tried to hide his red face and deny the compliment.

Mr. Darwin let out a long sigh.He already knew his wife had not changed his mind and remained cool divorced.He caught a glimpse of the file that was already in his wife's hands.

"The decision has come out and I signed it" Bu Melia handed the paper to her husband.Pak Darwin read the contents.

His heart raged.He looked glass.He felt his prayers were not answered, he was really sad even though he knew he was the mastermind of all the problems that befell them.

"Mom's...Should I sign it?"tanyanya.

"I and you know that there is nothing good about divorce.But now is not the right time for us to go back to discussing it" said Ms. Melia who knew what her husband meant.

"But what about our son? we both certainly can not underestimate the consequences.what if we divorce, then this divorce will make Daniel traumatized...."

"I know very well that this is very difficult for our child.But it is worse to survive an unhealthy marriage" Ms. Melia said.

The man was silent and lowered his head.Is that his fault? Though he thought only once did it and even that because of the influence of drugs.He was framed by his first girlfriend who deliberately came to visit him in Bali.

"Sorry.I've tried it dad. For these three years I struggled. I tried to forgive. but I couldn't.. Maybe if I hadn't witnessed it myself, it wouldn't have been this painful.I never imagined that divorce would be part of my life's history or my family's legacy.

When many people say that divorce can be more painful than death, I experience it even long before I decide this." she said this time with tears that began to pour out.

"Sorry.." That's the only word that came out of Darwin's mouth.

"I forgive you dad.But please don't let Daniel know that you're having an affair..I don't want him to hate you...She has great respect for you dad." said Ms. Melia as she wiped her tears.

"What are we gonna tell him? how's explain?" asked Mr. Darwin in a hoarse voice.His throat back pain.Bu Melia saw his expression that endured the pain.

"You why does dad...your neck hurt?" ask Melia's mom worried.

Initially, Mr. Darwin had an idea to tell his wife about his pain about the results of endoscopy and biopsy which stated that he had stage one laryngeal cancer.

But he did not want Ms. Melia to cancel her intention just because she felt sorry.He will try to accept it and still hope someday they can return to matchmaking.

After a long time he set his heart and his pain he again let out a long sigh.He grasped his wife's hand.

" How should we act in the future?" tanyanya gently.

"We should be nice to each other dad..It will take a long time to get back to normal.I will get out of the house." replied Ms. Melia stiffly.

"Don't.don't get out of there ..let me just be here..." said Mr. Darwin who arrived suddenly coughing many times to make his wife panic.Taken white water and give it to the man who will soon become her ex-husband.

"Hows it? is it better? " he asked worriedly, Sir Darwin nodded.

" Am I calling Cahyo?" tawar Bu Melia which was immediately rejected by Mr. Darwin.

"No need.. I have a cure mom.from Cahyo kok.." replied Mr. Darwin with a smile.

The atmosphere again became quiet.Without feeling the day was already late in the afternoon.When he saw that Melia maam began to prepare her bag, and,mr. Darwin was stricken with grief.Faraway in the depths of his heart he still longs to be with him.Today after the dark incident for the first time the two can talk without ending the dispute.

"Mom... will you accept another man after this?" she asked with a very serious face.Bu Melia smiled.The question sounded strange in her ears.

"I will marry myself after this" Mr. Darwin immediately smiled at the remark.Smiles a million happy.Million meanings.

That night a lot of stories that just flowed from their mouths.Laughter that had been extinct is now growing back.Rupanya bu Melia has managed to fight her struggles after doing a lot of counseling, back and forth to the psychiatrist, and back to the,the pastor and his own prayers calm him down.

Although he still did not change his decision, but his heart was filled with peace.