Love Me Please!!! My Kenan
chapter 11's

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"i gave up kena," said kimmy, unable to look at her face anymore.

15 minutes passed no sound either kenan or kimmy equally silent, kimmy ventured to look up at the face of Kenan who was looking at him with a complicated gaze.

"so fast??"ask kenan.

" what else am I supposed to be ruined about Kenan?"kimmy asked sobbing to hold back her cries.

"sorry" said Kenan staring at kimmy.

"sorry??"kimmy asked, not believing Kenan's words.

Kenan still silently looked at the face of Kimmy who turned his face towards the streets.

" i understand," said Kimmy with a wry smile.

"sorry for putting you in such a situation, if only I could think of adulthood, and not force my own will, according to my obsessions everything would not be this messy. ken, sorry..."kimmy wiped away the tears that flowed on his cheeks without permission.

"kimmy,,,?"kenan muttered.

"wholly I realize ken, without you realizing I already understand we can never be one. You and I are so different, you know, you said that I'm just a spoiled girl who doesn't know anything, who can only whine. I'll never be the way you want me to be because I'm basically not your criterion.I'm sorry kenn hiksss sorry.." said kimmy sobbing smacked his own chest.

"kimmy" said Kenan moved to approach kimmy.

"stop ken,, don't pity me, it won't take long.it's just a while I'm sure as time goes by I'll heal by myself." said kimmy stopped his footsteps.

"this is not what I want kimmy" said Kenan kneeling in front of kimmy.

"then what's ken???should I disappear from your eyes??? Okay I'll go back to Singapore ken I promise if that's what you want ken" Kimmy said again.

"stop kimmy" he said, stopping the kimmy speech that was increasingly slurred.

"you said that I was self-conscious.. And now I've realized ken.. I'm fully aware of kenannnn huu hikss.." said kimmy..

"i beg you to stop" said Kenan begging kimmy.

"ayooo"he pulled Kimmy's hand and led him to his feet, after paying bill Kenan to pull the hand of kimmy stepping out of the cafe into his car.after sitting kimmy in the seat next to the steering wheel,kenan entered his car and advanced at a moderate speed.kimmy who was still confused not aware of the situation now.kimmy leaned his head that was painful on the back of the chair and he fell asleep.

"sleep baby, I promise you when you wake up, you'll forget what happened today.. I promise" said Kenan remove the kimmy glasses and put on top of the tieboar his car using 1 hand.

"sorry" muttered kenan stroking kimmy's head fondly.

Kenan pov

"ken"sapa mom

"yes, mother." I replied.

"is there anyone waiting for Ken??"ask mother.

"there's no bun" I replied

"from earlier the mother noticed kenan staring at the clock continues.is it that interesting??"ask mother maryam teasing me.

"no bun, hmm why the old clock hand is spinning the betreinya still okay is bun??"ask me back to mother and it looks clear mother confused by my question.

"that's obvious keno speaking" protest mom.

"i'm going on a date" I said embarrassedly

"dating??" ask mom to look at me.

"with kimmy, make a 4 o'clock covenant but praise the faith!!"I exclaimed with pleasure.

"please pray with the mother's daughter-in-law apparently" said the mother smiling.

"have deh bun, ken to the room ready" said I got up from the chair

"yes good luck" said the mother gave everything to me

"aaminn bun" I replied, walking up the stairs.

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15 Minutes to get ready I go to the cafe not forgetting my sharloc on my dear kimmy even though my phone number is still blocked. 20 Minutes of waiting for kimmy to appear in casual clothes is so sweet that my eyes can not turn away from it.

My heart stopped beating when Kimmy said the word backwards and returned the engagement ring I had pinned a year ago. My focus was distracted by how kimmy looked at me with a wounded look I couldn't see kimmy like this.

"i don't need to be pitied.."take my breath stuck in my throat that's all I heard Kimmy's words after my world was dark I couldn't hear perfectly anymore, my ears were deaf instantly. I won't let Kimmy get away from me let me be selfish for the umpteenth time Kimmy's sorry.

Pov kenan.....

Seriate....