
Not feel the age of marriage Dara and Rico has entered the fourth year but Rico's attitude is still arbitrary to Dara it makes Dara feel tired to face Rico who sometimes good sometimes not.
And now the age of Jihan is also four years, only Jihan is the one who makes Dara survive the painful marriage..
"Mother why are you sad?"ask Jihan gently...
Dara looked at the princess's face and then wiped her tears..
"What's the matter, baby, why haven't you slept?"ask Dara while smiling..
"Did you hurt Mother again? Why are you always so rude to Mother?"jihan asked so innocently.
Dara's eyes opened wide when she heard the princess' words..
"Jihan can't think that, Dad is a good man and also this is a problem Jihan's adults haven't had time to know."Dara tries to explain to Jihan not to think badly about Rico.
Jihan just nodded and then hugged the Mother...
"If Dad can not love Mother then I will love Mother until anytime."Dara was also moved to hear the words of the Princess.
Dara was not able to hold back her tears and now the two embraced tightly.
"Mother is grateful to have you dear even though Jihan also knows that Mother is not the birth Mother of Jihan but Jihan always receives Mother very well,thank you without you maybe Mother has given up on this marriage."Dara was not able to endure her grief.
That morning as usual Rico who drove Jihan to school in the morning Jihan was ready to be helped by the Mother.
"Good morning dear." Rico said to his daughter Jihan.
Jihan just nodded while smiling and hurriedly finished her breakfast.
"Dad last night why Dad got angry Mother, Mother to cry all night." said Jihan made Rico who was enjoying a cup of coffee to choke..
"Does Mother cry?"rico asked trying to confirm his little daughter's words.
Jihan nodded and said that her mother was sad all night and this morning Dara had left early in the morning because of an emergency call...
Rico was silent he only realized that all this time he had been so deeply hurting the woman who occupied his heart.
"Have I hurt her so much, have I been too upset and hurt?"Rico wants to repair his relationship with Dara.
Rico was silent at the time when the clock was seven in the morning and Jihan had to go to school..
"Dad let's take Jihan later on Jihan's late." Jihan said pay Rico's daydreams.
At the same time Ibu Ningsih also came to visit because Ibu Ningsih lived in a different city so at least one or two months he could only come to visit.
"Where is the house so quiet?"said Ms. Ningsih after previously saying greetings..
"Grandmother.."call Jihan girang. Jihan ran after Grandma..
Rico also directly approached the Mother and kissed the back of her mother's hand.
"Assalamualaikum Bun how are you feeling?"ask Rico a little stale..
Mother Ningsih just nodded and then asked where Dara was, but Rico just kept quiet it made Mother Ningsih feel upset..
"Mother wonder with you Ric, Dara is a very good woman and also perfect according to Mother but why do you seem to hate her so much why? Mommy still wants to talk to you, you take Jihan first she'll be late."Ningsih's mother told her son to take Jihan to school.
After the two went, Ibu Ningsih also went straight to the guest room because every mother Ningsih came must always stay overnight..
Elsewhere Dara was taking care of her patients and Doctor Alif came to see her..
"Ra we'll have lunch together, there's something I want to say."Alif just said the word and left Dara...
Dara just nodded and smiled..
It was time for lunch with Dara and went to the hospital cafeteria and there was Alif waiting for her..
"Sorry old man I just finished oh yes there are things you want to say?"ask Dara while trying to find out...
Alif smiled and then shook his head.
"Sit down first Ra eat new later we talk." said Alif while enjoying the food he had ordered earlier.
Dara just nodded and then followed what was said by Alif, Dara sat down and then enjoyed her meal..
After they finished eating, the two were equally silent to each other.
"Ra I love you.."
One speech that managed to make Dara choke because of Alif's speech.
"uhhhukkkkkk... What did Mas say?Do not joke Mas later heard people eventually become slander." said Dara who thought Alif's speech was just a joke.
"I'm serious Andara I've loved you since we were in college. I can only harbor this feeling because I know in your heart there is someone else. Ra I know it doesn't make sense but I tried to throw this feeling away but I failed. Ra I don't care anything I don't care that you're married I know what your marriage is like even if I have to wait for you until you're divorced from your husband I'll wait for you."Alif was even more courageous to reveal all his feelings...
Dara just kept quiet she couldn't say anything, Dara sees that there is sincerity in Alif's eyes while her marriage to Rico the man she loves is nothing more than a fake marriage that binds her.
Rico who never thought it existed and also Rico who always think negatively about it makes Dara sometimes feel tired, and sometimes even tired, Dara also wants to be loved and also wants to be noticed by someone who considers it special..
"Ra you don't have to answer now and whatever your answer is I will respect your decision. This feeling is sincere without pressure and coercion and I have loved you for more than 8 years. Ra I just want to see you happy but if your happiness isn't with me, I'll be willing."Alif also spoke with gentleness.
Dara could only be speechless and without saying anything else, and she could only smile and then look at the man who had been so sincere in love with her for over 8 years ago,Dara herself knows what it feels like to love without being loved, and also knows what it feels like to sacrifice but it does not seem to make her dare not to give hope because so far her feelings still belong to her husband.
"Give me time to answer Mas, I know and I thank you for loving me all this time. Hopefully my answer won't make you feel disappointed and hurt."Dara lowered her head and felt that Dara should still choose one of the two.