
This one day, Dania was happy. Even his sense of regret towards Pram evaporated just like that. After checking in at the hospital, and getting the results of their child's ultrasound, now Dania has prepared a box containing testpack results and ultrasound results.
" Be healthy, baby. We give a surprise to papa. Mother sure, papa will be happy."
Said Dania as she stroked her flat stomach. The age of her pregnancy just stepped on 4 weeks, of course, is still a long time to welcome the presence of their baby.
Dania parked her car right next to Pram's. Dania stepped lightly into the house. There's no one. When Dania opened the room, Pram was not there. But Dania could see the door to Pram's office open a little. Dania heard the voices of her in-laws and her husband there. I don't know what they're talking about. Dania was staring at the door as her in-laws asked her husband questions.
" Pram, have you been feeling the change in Dania lately. Mami thinks there's something on Dania.."
" Mommy mean?"
" Pram, it looks like Dania is pregnant. My mom can see the change in me. Is your time not good?
Dania smiled behind the door of the room. She was happy, but her in-laws were very concerned about the changes that were happening to her.
Sounds Pram exhaling.
" Mi, Pram doesn't want to have any more kids."
Jeddeeerrr....
Pram's words successfully made the smile evaporate from Dania's lips. It seemed that Dania never expected, that Pram would say that.
" What do you mean, Pram? You married Dania. You will definitely have a child from him. "
Fatma's voice was heard rising.
" Mi, Pram does not want to add another child. Cilla's enough for us."
Say Pram later. Then Fatma snorted in annoyance.
" Have you spoken to Dania? Does he agree?"
Pram.
" Pram hasn't spoken yet, but Dania will definitely agree Mi. Pram don't want to, Mi. Pram doesn't want it."
Devastated already, Dania feels her world destroyed. Her husband did not want her child. Dania's tears just shed. In his hand-held tightly a small box that was to be given to Pram.
" Your pram is outrageous. Mami didn't know, you could do that. You can't force this. Think about Dania's feelings. "
Fatma began to get carried away with emotions, making Dania even more touched by the kindness of her in-laws. Dania chose to go into the room, then flushed her body under the shower to cover her disappointed cries. Pram doesn't want a child from her.
While Pram and his mother are still talking to each other in Pram's study.
" Pram, the boy is a gift. But why don't you want it?"
" Mi.pram has his own reasons."
" Say what's your reason? Mama wants to hear. Come on..."
This time Fatma was a little emotional. Makes Pram even more confused. Not usually her mother is provoked emotions.
" Pram if your reason, because you're not sure of your heart, don't blame anyone, if Dania leaves your life with some of you."
Fatma came out of Pram's office. And into his room. In her room, Fatma was crying.
The flashback
" Hello, Ko."
But Fatma heard their talk. Fatma smiled happily. The granddaughter whom he desired would be present. After knowing that, Fatma immediately disconnected the call. But soon, Fatma calls Riko back.
" Asalamualaikum, Aunty."
" Waalaikumsalam Riko. Riko, Auntie wants to ask. But Auntie asked you to answer honestly."
" Yes, my aunt, honey. What's up?"
" Is it true, Dania's pregnant? You don't lie. Aunt heard it earlier. When you call Auntie."
And in the end Riko told me everything. Fatma happy. And at that time he wanted to tell about the condition of Dania, but Pram's answer made Fatma hurt.
Flashback.
While Dania stepped up with a shunt from the bathroom. Unexpectedly, Pram did not want the fruit of love from him. Dania immediately wiped away the falling tears. And gently caress her still flat stomach.
" Mother wants you, son. You have to be strong and survive. Mother loves you."
Dania immediately put on her clothes, coinciding with Pram coming into the room. Pram looked towards Dania. There's a change in Dania's eyes.
" Dear, when are you coming home?"
Pram approaches Dania, but Dania avoids. Dania chose to put her clothes in the bathroom. And again Dania's tears fell.
Dania came out of the bathroom, and Pram was fiddling with her phone. Seeing Dania at the door, Pram immediately put the phone on the nightstand.
" Dear, please listen to the explanation, Mom. I don't want this problem to drag on."
Pram held Dania's hand that was about to pass. He turned towards Pram. Staring coldly at the man who had been her husband since she this past year.
" What explanation? Justifying your attitude that always put that woman's feelings first?"
" It's not like that, Dania..."
Dania smiled at his smile. Then laugh bitterly.
" If only I were in your position. A man hugged me, did you accept?"
" DANIA..."
Pram raised his voice. Makes Dania tremble and be surprised. This time, Dania was treated like that. If it used to be, Dania never cared, different from now. His heart was very wounded.
Dania took a step back, Pram who realized that, immediately approached Dania, and wanted to hug her. But Dania raised one hand, signaling that Pram would not approach. Dania's tears were shed at once. Injured, disappointed, sad, and angry all become one.
Dania stepped slowly, then went up to the bed. Cover her body with a blanket. And Pram knows very well, right now Dania is crying there. Pram approached the side of the bed, where Dania drowned herself under the covers.
Pram got out of control, and was fatal. Himself snapped at Dania. Even his voice was very strong back then. Pram wanted to caress Dania, but her hand stopped in midair. Pram squeezes his own hair, and regrets his actions. Snapping and raising the voice in front of Dania. It is truly out of his control.
Pram regretted, especially when he saw Dania's body tremble. Guilt was getting over him. Pram still sees Dania's body shaking. He realized that he had been very outrageous towards Dania.
" I'm sorry, my dear."
Pram said lirih. Her heart ached to see Dania crying. The man who was supposed to be the back when he cried but now he's the one who caused Dania's tears to fall. Pretty long Pram was on Dania's side. But I dare not touch it. Pram saw that Dania's blanket stopped shaking, as she opened it, Pram felt more guilty, and she fell asleep in between her tears. Even tears still fell from the corner of his eyes.
" Amafin...Darling..."