Love on the verge of suffering
CDD # Episode 140

Zifa hugged her brother's body and her hands patted him on the back. "Did any brother remember anything?" lirih Zifa with her heavy voice. Zara nodded, indicating that she did remember the incident where she last saw her mother before dying.

"What do you remember about that incident?" zifa asked, her voice was heavy.

"Mother was forced to drink, Mother refused," said Zara with teary eyes.

"Stop Brother, setop." Zifa closed her ears she could no longer bear to imagine it. Ghava was equally not strong to hear from Zara. There is no reason for Ghava not to protect Zifa and Zara because it is clear from Zara that his mother killed Fatimah.

"Fa, you are strong well," said Ghava in the same trembling voice. Zifa had covered her ears and tears were flowing.

"Mas, you heard, you heard that my mother was killed with you, then what reason am I to be patient and keep quiet with all the injustice I got," lirih Zifa with a heartbreaking cry.

Ghava pulled Zifa's heavily shaken body into his arms and tried to calm his angry and disappointed wife's feelings.

"We will seek justice for your mother together. I promise I won't leave you to face this," said Ghava, his hand stroking his hair trying to calm Zifa down. While the King and Queen were stunned to see the tantenya cry.

"Mba, Aunt Ifa why cry?" the Queen asked with a sad look at the still sobbing tantenya.

"Tante cry if you don't get the toys?" the same king asked him to see his tantric crying with sorrow and pity.

"You rest in the room" said Sisri, so his foster children followed him into the room to rest, and the King and Queen followed the nanny to her room to rest.

Zara was silent with the Zifa reaction. "Ra, rest aja yuk," said Alwi who taku if Zara also has excessive trauma only he can hold it in the heart and only he sculpted. Later when the atmosphere is calm Alwi will ask again with what happened at the time of the incident, and Alwi will record it probably from the testimony of the zara will add evidence to ensnare the perpetrator.

Zara was surprised when Alwi's hand held her shoulder. "We rest" repeated Alwi.

"Why?" tanya Zara pointed at Zifa, maybe she was worried about her sister who was still sobbing in Ghava's arms.

"Ifa, it's okay to have Ghava, and soon Ghava and Ifa will be home," persuaded Alwi and Zara, according to the woman, to walk into her private room and lay down in her bed her eyes perfectly closed, even though she did not want to sleep. Alwi, who saw him, will leave Zara and will meet Zifa and Ghava.

"Dok," cried Zara as Alwi would wake up.

Alwi put his ass back in his seat. "Is there anything you want to tell me?" alwi asked in a soft voice and prepared for the recording he turned on in order to record their chat.

"Mother was killed?" lirih Zara with a blank look.

"Did Ara know what happened?" alwi asked with a shady look for Zara to feel calm.

"Did you drink forced water?" asked Alwi curiously. Alwi's pain also heard it. Why is there a person who is so willing to do this all and that makes Alwi even more furious is the perpetrator actually deliberately as if making that mother of Zara and Zifa died of heart disease.

"If Ara is sick remember it, don't be forced.forget it and let Mother rest in peace" said Alwi with a hand rubbing Zara's back so that Zara would calm down and not cry anymore.

Zara looked at Alwi deeper and deeper, as if the mother of two was remembering something. "Mom was crying, looking at Ara." Isakan Zara increasingly broke with lips in her bite so that her voice did not come out of the house.

Alwi gets closer to Zara and gives a hug to calm Zara down. "This is what Alwi was afraid of when Zara remembered everything she would be very traumatized, and Alwi was forced to use a sedative injection so that Zara would no longer continue to think about it. And Alwi could conclude one hundred percent that the mother of Zara and Zifa was killed. Alwi will make any legal effort so that the perpetrator gets his sentence. And Alwi will stand behind them.

"Justice must you get Zifa and Ara." Next Alwi walked away from the already calm Zara, and was currently soundly asleep. Not calm because he can control his own feelings, but because calm at the moment is he who is under the influence of drugs that have just injected Alwi.

Long enough Alwi was in Zara's room and Zifa herself with Ghava did not engage in chatter which meant they were more silent. In the minds of the two people were struggling with their own thoughts.

Zifa's face grew even more tense when she saw Alwi coming back to the living room with a sad and lethargic face.

"Dok, what happened to Brother Zara? Why are you guys in there so long?" cecar Zifa was so Alwi was getting closer to her.

Alwi threw his butt rough. Inhaled as much air greedily, as if the man was in short supply of oxygen so that it requires a lot of reserves.

"Your sister's intention is getting better, but less good for her mental health. He's been traumatized. I understand very well the condition of Zara, where she witnessed your mother directly whose execution is not easy to forget that. Maybe this is what changes the nature of your increasingly quiet and like always a good observer, he is trying to protect himself and his loved ones in his way. Poor him." Alwi did not continue. He himself if he was in the position of Zara would be traumatized to stare at the look in the eyes of his mother who cried for help to anyone who was in there, but with cruelty those people ignored him. Including Zara who can't do anything. I don't know what really happened to her mother.

Ghava's own chest tightened, his breath stinged and his eyelids also heated up unfolding the cruelty of his own biological mother. Ghava did not expect at all, the woman who had given birth to him, and the woman who had given life to him, had done a very cruel deed.

Moreover, Zifa is getting crowded and wants to avenge the same as them. Alwi himself wanted to give Zara a recording just now but he knew that it would only make Zifa weaker. So that Alwi will leave it all in his hands until one day what if needed then Alwi will give it as evidence.

"Dok, what does Ifa have to do so that Ifa can get justice? Ifa is afraid that later take the wrong step, and the fate of Ifa is the same as Mother. Just end up in vain with death, and they'll be clean again?" lirih Zifa with a lowered gaze and her tears since then had already dripped out of her mind how many tears Zifa had produced today.

#I'm sorry if anyone said the novel was slow. This is a novel that the author wrote about mental health that is happening in the community and for the healing process is very difficult and takes a long time. So if suddenly healed immediately seems impossible, actually the three years it takes Zara to process her emotions a very fast time othor even to read-read time three years including the fastest, including the fastest, let's not be too long othor there are cropped a little so quickly to the peak conflict.

Mental Retardation, as experienced by Zara in our society is very much and sometimes people consider it ordinary and natural, but actually if there is the right treatment they will be able to adapt to normal and good just like other normal societies.

Maybe there is a value of what makes a novel about mental?In fact, many people get mental because of a lack of understanding of pain itself. Mental illness is the most dangerous pain both depression, baby blues (Many occur in pregnant women and mothers who have just given birth) They need a family and an environment that can understand the contents of his mind, he said, sometimes it's bad, but our job is to do it so they can think normally again.

Happy reading and may more and more people be aware of the mental illness, and not look at them strangely, and add to the burden of their minds.