LOVE OR OBSESSION
run away.

The warning!

The novel is in a renovation phase

I'm sorry if you're waiting

Up too long.

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A few months ago, it was truly my deepest regret. The day I realized Fares' deep love for me. However, I betrayed you so I'm sorry Fares. Our relationship during these three years does not mean anything anymore now your ideals to marry me are just wishful thinking. It's all because of my stupidity, I'm sorry Fares if I could time it back, I wouldn't do something stupid like this.

I'm getting worse with my stupidity because kaka and my mother who have been for a few months now.do not want me and do not ask me news, I just regret it all and lock myself in the room, I just regret it all, there is an intention to get out. The relationship between mother and child, the relationship between kaka and sister, the relationship between lovers, all have been broken into pieces and may be difficult to restore as before, some even can not be returned.

Tonight I chose to go back to London to fix everything and I'm sick of that crazy doctor calling and coming to my house every day, it's true that crazy doctor doesn't know shame, I was frustrated and eventually ran away.

I smiled when I got to my house, ohiya this morning I got the news that my sister-in-law had given birth and the dark kind of man. Dear God I can't wait to see my handsome nephew, I enter the House with a happy feeling of shame, whether my brother-in-law and I will forgive me, that's the question that's always stuck in my head, but hopefully they'll forgive me.

Finally they will forgive me, my heart a little relieved, even though there is still guilt in my heart.

Now I was in Ka Jasmine's room looking at a tiny baby who was sleeping soundly on her little bed.

"Duhhh. funny" I said, when I saw her funny face that looked more like her father.

"When are you born, Sher?" ka Jasmine suddenly appeared from the toilet.

"About 3 weeks" I said with my hands stroking my belly. But my gaze remained on the tiny baby in front of me.

"Ohiyaa. Then why don't you want to be married to Riski?" ka Jasmine asked, again I paused for a moment and finally answered.

"Maybe now Riski is in love with you Sher, the proof is that Riski is always finding out about you. Everyone is bound to change, Sher" said ka Jasmine, sitting next to me, I think Ka Jasmine's words entice me to accept Riski, or maybe Ka Jasmine will see the child I was born to.

"Ohiya, what's my baby boy name?" I asked instead of speaking, Since it was certain that I could no longer hold back my cries if Ka Jasmine kept talking about the topic about Riski, Ka Jasmine only snorted in annoyance but finally replied.

"Haikal Dzakir Munggaran" said ka jasmine, then held there was just a may.

"Hugely handsome, I can't wait for my son to be born who he is" amazed me with his hands stroking his soft cheeks like cotton.

"Yes will look like Riski is the same as you" joked Ka Jasmine with a smile made my lips lanky a few inches.

"Like me" protested I did not accept.

"why is Riski his father?" asked ka jasmine again pissed me off, suddenly Ka Adam came home from his office to break our debate.

"Ko's father's son is still asleep" said ka Adam by taking Haikal from a sling ka jasmine.

"Don't disturb the convent or sleep!!, kasian" protested Ka Jasmine because Ka Adam continued to kiss her only child.

"Abisnya Father gesticulates" said Ka Adam by continuing to shower baby boys with kisses on his cheeks, it is heartbroken I want to have a harmonious family like them, he said, But whatever my day is all just wishful thinking and probably won't happen, as I realized my tears were dripping down my cheeks.

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