Love Pellets
8. Love and Anger

He guided me to go down the rock. Because I was afraid because it was too high to go down, I sat down on the building.

Then dony held my waist and I rested on his shoulder.

Then I carried him in my arms as my legs slowly descended into the sand. Our faces were facing each other and dony's embrace had not been removed.

"I have to have you, I know we have different beliefs" he said, looking at me with my eyes.

I just stared at him, my chest beating faster. Maybe he heard it because we're in a cuddling position. My chest is still stuck to his chest, his legs are still tipped yet to fully tread on the watery sand.

Then he leaned me against the cliff, and kissed me again slowly and******, as if I had not been satisfied.

I kissed her softly, my sign agreed, her hands hugged tightly and squeezed my ass and stroked her, My hands crossed her shoulders and grabbed her hair.

We kissed and made out long enough. After that, he took off his kiss. I sucked my cute lips.

"I'm gonna find a way to get us together" said doctor Tony pulling me.

But I pulled him back, and rubbed his lips with my hands. Because there's still my lipstick on her lips.

Then I ran away and left him.

Chasing me, I turned my body while I splashed the sea water on him.

There we were joking about the atmosphere of the beach and I hugged her and played my body cheerfully. Water and waves splatter half her pants and my sponge skirt.

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Along the way, I just remembered Tony's kiss, and he said he'd find a way to be together.

What path would he take to have me.

Not felt, I also arrived in front of my official house.

"Wait for don" I said . Soon I ran and opened the door of my official house, and I took the jacket and gave it back.

"Thank you don" I told him.

"Later you do not need 1 x a week kepuskesmas to send a report, I will visit you. Call me if you need anything and need anything! " dony's orders to me.

"iya don" I said slowly.

After that he turned on his motorcycle and waved his hand at me.

I smiled in embarrassment and entered the office.

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Nia was unconscious at that moment when a pair of eyes were watching them, and squeezing her hands and punching the tree signified that there was pent up anger seeing a pair of two people drunk in love.

Nightfall....

Thunder is unpretentious, I open the green curtain. I look at the night sky. No stars appear to illuminate.

I looked at Mitro's house across the street. It's quiet, maybe it's sleeping I thought. Sometimes on other days usually you see still playing guitar on the porch and pack mitro while smoking cigarettes.

Then I closed the curtains. I again raised the volume of the tv to break the silence of the night.

4 O'clock in the morning.

Bruukkk ....

The sound of some kind of rock throwing into the back wall of my house.

I was shocked in my sleep. The tv was still on, apparently I was asleep.

I deliberately put the tv in my room, right in front of the bed. To be able to accompany the silence and fear of me sleeping alone.

Bruukk...

The second sound, obviously this is not an animal or branch that fell on the wall of this official house.

There must be some prankster. I just stayed in my guard, the dagger my father gave me. I always take it while sleeping and keep it under my pillow immediately.

I sat leaning against the wall, and covered up while holding tightly to the dagger that was still with its protective sheath.

"Oh my God, protect me. What is that voice" My mind prays.

I got my tv remote and hape. I'm increasing the volume of the tv. I changed the channel to signify that I was awake and awake.

I'm in alert mode and fighting. I'm honestly very scared.

Then I turn down the volume of the tv, though,.. Deliberately listen carefully to look for more sounds like the impingement.

But it's not audible.

Silence.... Silent...

My lyrics Jam turned out to have shown at 5am.

I ventured to open the curtain a little and looked out through the dewy glass.

Silence, nothing.

" Yeahahhhh.... " I took a deep breath to calm my heart that was beating like people had run away, my hands were shaking, my breathing was irregular.

It was an experience that made me sweat cold in fear. This whole new life I feel like this.

Azan dawn reverberating. I opened the curtain again, I saw Mitro sir and andre out of the house wearing Muslim clothes to pray the mosque.

I've been really relieved, but still don't dare to get out of my bed. Because I think it's still dark.

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Morning, though,...

The light was already bright and entered the gap of my room curtain. I just got up from my bed to get some water for morning prayers.

After praying I took a shower and got ready to make a practical breakfast. That is bread with chocolate jam, and do not forget warm tea.

I'm happy and trying to forget what happened last night.

When I finished I opened the front door, and when it opened there was a piece of paper tucked under the door.

I take it and I read it.

" YOU'RE UNDER MY SUPERVISION !!! "

Shaking my hands, I was afraid. I squeeze the paper and I throw it in the trash. I ran straight to Mitro's house.

I hugged the pineah bu who was sweeping again

" Mom I want to go home, may I have permission with my father to go back to my hometown 2 or 3 days ma'am" hugged me trembling.

My mother could feel the awkwardness, and she hugged me and took me inside the house.

"Sir, Sir,.. Paaakkk" cried bu painah calling her husband.

"Yes mom... " Mister mitro came out of the middle room.

"Why nduk? " said mr. mitro.

"I want your permission to go home for 3 days" I said slowly.

"OOiya. Later Andre who ran out of the village yes while ordering a bus between districts. "said pak mitro with attention to me, but he did not want to ask more.

Mr. Mitro passed, and sat in front drinking coffee and occasionally smoking his cigarettes.

Maybe Mr. Mitro wants a mother who is a listener and calms me down .

I told you about what happened last night and what I found at the door. Madam Painah also agreed to return me first to calm my situation.

I hugged the lady tightly, she was like my own mother who was very good in this overseas place. I have no one but them here.

I don't dare to go home, 'tika brother andre who packed my clothes and brought a bag to the house Mitro sir. Then I sat down with them and was ushered in by Andre.

Andre is confused with me. He asked questions all the way.

I just answer it as necessary.

"Later you'll know if ma'am de story" I told andre.

I went home to my parents' house.

Seriate....