
The night was late, but her husband did not come home. As usual, Anna is still waiting in the living room, since the prayer isya his hand mashh faithfully twisting prayer beads, he is not ceaseless may asthma God pray so that they can meleqati test after this test.
Ms. Nas who saw him was worried, during his return from the Maldives, Anna had not eaten anything, Ms. Nas was worried if the condition of the fetus in the bladder had an impact on the calamity experienced by both parents.
"Miss eat first" said Ms. Nas.
Anna nodded, not looking at Ms. Nas in the least.
"Miss baby must be hungry too." Said Ms. Nas.
"I'm waiting for Mr. Kim just Miss Nas, I know he hasn't eaten, he can't eat in this condition either."
Anna's eyes glazed over, she saw her wedding photo with Dae Jung, her husband's smile was so cheerful at the time, when at the wedding, the two were forced to make an unreasonable agreement.
"Oh, Dae Jung .. hhuhuhuuuu ..." Anna sobbed when thinking about her husband's problems.
Bu Nas rubbed Anna's shoulders, outside there was already a parked car, it was Dae Jung who came with Ji Yeong, their faces were very tired, they were very tired, no more smiles to look like in the Maldives yesterday.
Anna quickly blotted out her tears, not wanting her sadness in knowing the two closest people.
"You guys ate? Ms. Nas has prepared dinner." Anna.
"I'm not hungry yet Anna, I'll ask Ms. Nas to take her if I want to eat, I'll go to the room first." Ji Yeong passed next to Chairman Hang's house.
Dae Jung approaches him, the man trying to shake off his grief tonight so as not to unsettle his pregnant wife.
"Have you eaten?" Ask Anna.
"We'll eat in the room instead" said Dae Jung.
"Mr Nas, take our dinner to the room." Decree Anna.
He catches up with Dae Jung going up the stairs one by one, seeing his wife following him from behind, Dae Jung grabs Anna's hand for a hold.
"I'll hold it, you'll fall." Said Dae Jung.
At times like this, even the little things are still noticed by her husband.
In Dae Jung's room to take off her shirt, Anna helps unbutton the baby blue shirt. The man goes to the bathroom, Anna feels Dae Jung is really frustrating, looks no smile and jokes that they used to do every day.
While waiting for Dae Jung, Anna prepared pajamas for her husband. He was unceasingly sighing, the tightness in his chest was also accommodated tonight.
"Have you eaten?" Dae Jung came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel around her waist.
"I'm waiting for you, we're eating together."
Dae Jung throws a smile, he also knows his wife is worried about him.
"Anna, let me all think, you don't have to burden yourself, it's your job to take care of our son so he grows up well." Tangkas Dae Jung's.
The man went to the balcony, as the wind swept his face, he looked at the night of pyeochandong not as beautiful as the previous nights, for him there was no beauty, no moonlight glazed, no star gives off its tiny glow in the black sky.
Anna also looked at the sky covered in darkness,
"What do you see in the sky without stars?" Ask Anna.
"I'm not looking for stars, I want to ask my parents if they see me from up there."
"What are you asking?"
"Why did they choose to make me his son?" Sahut Dae Jung's.
"Why should I be my father's son? why is everything like karma that I have to get to be his son?" Resume next.
"If I can choose, I just want to be born from a mediocre family, no need to be Korain's heir, enough to be a child by his parents who guide him at all times."
Anna was intrigued, she still did not have a sentence for the antidote to Dae Jung's complaint.
"Am I wrong, Anna, if I complain like this? my father's dark history is like a time bomb hidden in my life, he's gonna blow himself up all of a sudden."
"Don't say that, you don't, there we are always with you." Imbuh Anna rubbed his shoulders.
"My mom always said, be a strong man, never show your sadness, but ..huhhuhhudghu .." Dae Jung's cry could not be contained anymore, he spilled it on both hands that he crossed his face, he did not want his weakness to be seen by Anna.
Anna's eyes were also teary, for the first time she saw Kim Dae Jung crying like she was losing her way.
Which wife is strong to see her husband hit by misfortune? of course not him, Dae Jung is his strength, as well as some of his weaknesses, he is the father of his future son who tries at all times to give himself the best.
Dae Jung who is known to be very cold and mysterious turns out to hold deep inner wounds, life is indeed nothing perfect, Kim Dae Jung in the public eye is a handsome, beautiful man, as if he had a social disability, his luxurious life sometimes made others envious when looking invisible, but behind it all, there was a pent-up wound, there was a fear that he could not express, a heavy burden on his shoulders for decades.
"Oppa .." Lirih Anna's.
Dae Jung drowned his face on Anna's shoulders, his tears still flowing, the sound of a hiccup of a real man sounded sad that night, not because of defeat in war, the performance of a king who lost the lives of thousands of his people.
"Huhuuhhu Anna, I'm tired like this .." Complain Dae Jung.
"Sometimes tired it does come, but remember dear, every difficulty there will definitely be ease behind it. You've tried your best, but our strength is sometimes tested again."
"Melg .." Dae Jung's voice.
"There's me who's always with you, you're not alone facing it, we're both going through this."
"Huhuhuhuhu .. I want my mom to know, I need her. I can't be strong without her .." Dae Jung called out his mother's name.
Dae Jung's grief runs deep in Anna, now that she knows how traumatic Dae Jung was when she lost her mother, she is like walking alone in a quiet valley, silent in dark steps.
"You remember, the love story of Yama and Baek Hyeon, even though they knew they would lose each other, but they were sure they would be able to deal with it .." Imbuh Anna reminds the history of the love they continue.
Dae Jung hugged Anna tightly, she was crying out, like a child expressing sadness to her mother, asking her mother for strength.
"I'm tired of pretending to be tough, Anna .Huhuhuhuhu..."
Anna was full, her husband was devastated to have such a disaster. No matter what way can make the handsome man back to face the challenge, Anna did not know, which is clear she will be with Dae Jung until the last breath.
"Never leave me, Anna .you are my only substitute." Dae Jung pleaded with him.
"I wouldn't be a great man like you, that's the stupidity of his name."
Outside the room, someone knocked on their bedroom door, it must be Miss Nas and the waiter bringing them dinner. Dae Jung wiped away his tears in Anna's hijab, he fixed the look on his face, trying to eliminate the grief he only wanted to show his wife.
Anna opened the door, behind the door, and there was Ms. Nas and the two maids pushing food trolleys for them.
"The food is delicious, hmmm .." Anna was cheerful in front of them.
In a different room, there was Ji Yeong who arranged the address Jun Hyun had given him, examining every sentence Jun Yun had said "Your enemies are all around you".
Ji Yeong was inexhaustible as to why they had such a grudge against Korain that Dae Jung was a soft target for their revenge.
"Busan? who's Korain's opponent there?" Ji Yeong wondered inwardly.