
I finally decided to help Resty tonight. Besides, I'm pretty sure that Meta was just kidding, he might not even come to the club tonight.
“wapain back?” resty said as I was nearby but he didn't look at me .
“I help...” heard my words Resty directly looked at me.
“Ciuss..?” resty
I didn't answer, just put the bag I had on the table
“yeeeeeeeee.. You are my hero Ga” said Resty.
Resty's reflex immediately hugged me tightly, after a few seconds of spontaneous release of his embrace.
“ups, sorry” said Resty because he was happy
“gpp”
Why so akward gini well hug with Resty, or do not we are .... ah impossible. Not likely. Honestly, I admit that because of the incident in Singapore, I became closer to him. But ever since the incident with Dias, I've still been too afraid to be too vulgar to show my feelings to Resty.
Is this really love? I still did not dare to tell her, I was afraid that my incident with Dias was repeated again. Resty never showed me his feelings anyway, he just thought of me as his big passions. Or does he already have a guy? or don't don't be right what Rendy's rumored?.
“ayo we finish. spirit.!!” My spirit to him
“Yeeahh semangaatt..” said Resty is no less enthusiastic than me.
Finally we both focused on working on the data, sometimes there was a small chat between us, now I see Resty leaning his body on his chair with his eyes closed. It seems he is exhausted. A little more documents are finished. Time has shown at 8 p.m..
“sleep first Res, stay a little longer let me finish”
“hmm, thanks Ga, tired of my shoulders” said Resty
Resty massaged his own shoulders, with his eyes still closed. My reflexes helped him massage his shoulders. I placed my chair behind his chair.
I rubbed his shoulders with both hands.
Then I opened a little zipper on the back of his shirt, so I could massage directly on his shoulders without getting blocked by his shirt. There was no rejection from Resty.
“iya there Ga. jago also you massage”
After a few massages, he began to relax.His breathing was regular,,,
Seen fine hair on the nape of his neck that peeked from the hijab he was wearing, After a long time massaging his shoulders my hands moved to his arms. It seemed like Resty was enjoying it, his eyes still closed.
"it's Res" I said
"thank you, because of me, you're off meeting with your friend,”
“uda gpp..”
I sat in his chair facing Resty
“who the hell? ask Resty
“men.”
“you uda have other friends in this city besides me , Rendy, Shinta and the girl.?” resty
That chick? Maybe that's what Dias meant..,
“girl.?” ask Resty
“iya.”
“cieee, new gig ni peris” ledek Resty
“Cuma tuning,,”
“how about you? You have a guy,?” I asked him, though,,
He stayed quiet for a long time,,,
“I already have a husband,” Resty speaks behind me
Whatt ? seriouslynn? Then he faced me
“Kidding,, hihhii, seriously looking at it, I don't want to date first.” said Resty.
“ehmm , so it is.”
“yukk unplug,” invite Resty
“stay another minute Res,,”
“uda gpp, I finished in the apartment. Stay a little doang kan” said Resty
After that there was no more chat between us, even I did not say goodbye to him for his trip to Japan.
.
.
“ati2 yes,” I sent that message to his phone when I got to my boarding house. Until the night there was no reply from him, maybe he was asleep. It turns out that my decision not to show my feelings to him was right, in fact, at this time he does not want any commitment to dating anyone.
Am I right not to express my feelings to her?
My hole is shaking on the table, there might be a reply from Resty..
After I opened it turned out to be a reply message from Meta.
“Notes.
tomorrow at the same place”
widihh Meta is really waiting for my answer.
...–POV RESTY—...
The water that came out of the shower fell on my body, while disguising the tears that came out of my eyes.
“What does your question mean?” I said in my heart.
I was down in the bathroom, embracing my own feet…
“I Love You”