Love Story Schoolboy
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A month after the departure of Desi. But Febri still looks bad. He is usually chatty though a man, after the departure of Desi he becomes quiet. Even very quiet.

Desi's departure indeed left a deep wound in the hearts of his friends. The separation was painful, for they were not only separated physically, but also separated by nature.

Ira was the hardest hit. He was even becoming a bit thin now. He said he had no appetite, had been coerced but he still had no appetite.

Of course Ira's change made Vanka and Akila worried. They both ask Ira to keep up the spirit.

"Don't be like this dong, Ra!" said Akila who was always worried about the psychological state of Ira after Desi left for eternity.

"Yes, Ra, you must be excited, Desi must be sad to see you like this.." Vanka also cheered on Ira.

"We're both also very lost, but we're trying to accept everything, we have to keep moving forward!" vanka.

While Ira just smiled a little and nodded her head. I still can't believe my best friend is gone first.

"Van, no time at night?" tetiba Febri approaches Vanka.

"No, why?" ask Vanka.

"Gue would like to say, ntar malem in a regular cafe!"

"Gue took Gio?" Febri nodded his head, after which Febri walked wildly from the classroom.

"Well, I also perform later, you come along Ra, let you have entertainment too!" Ira also just nodded her head.

Actually Vanka is also dizzy. It's been two days that Gio still doesn't want to go home. Vanka persuaded him, but Gio still did not want to go home. But Vanka is still trying to encourage Ira.

And also, Vanka knew, what reason Febri wanted to talk to him. Vanka believes it must have something to do with Desi. Although Vanka and Akila often fight with Febri. But they were the ones who often listened to Febri's curses.

It may be time for Febri to tell what really happened between himself and the late Desi. And the reason for Desi's strength must also be triggered by the problem.

The Gio class..

Arina tries to persuade Gio to come home. But Gio did not flinch at all. Gio no longer cared about Arina. Because she didn't want Arina to feel like she was accepting false hope.

"The love of mama lo, Gio." said Arina but Gio just kept quiet without responding to anything.

"God, Gio is an adult, don't interfere with his problems with his mother!" Dhanu warns Arina not to persuade Gio anymore. The reason for that was because Dhanu could not bear to see Arina being questioned by Gio like that.

"Gue has to interfere, I feel sorry for Aunt Ines, she's like my own mama, where maybe I have to see Aunt Ines like that." Arina deliberately wants to show how much she cares about her mother Gio.

"Yes I understand your feelings." only Dhanu seems to believe what Arina said. Maybe because he likes Arina.

Gio who did not want to hear Arina's whining, chose to get up from his seat and walked out of the classroom. "Where are you?" exciting Reza.

"Vanka Class. I want to be with him." replied Gio deliberately let Arina listen to his words.

Reza also followed up from his seat, he followed Gio who had walked first out of class. Reza also feels dislike for Arina who is now. According to Reza, Arina was now a bit strange. It's not sure what's weird, but Reza felt the strangeness.

"Why are you following me?" gio asked as Reza grabbed him from behind.

"Males I saw Arin. And males look at Dhanu's sibucin." Reza replied without a stale ado.

"Let's do it, the important thing is Dhanu seneng."

"Yes anyway. But eneg also saw he was very bucin to Arin."

"Gue doain hope you also cepet dapet gebetan, let both bucin lo kayak Dhanu." Gio broke down after making fun of Reza.

"Memang lo's camper." Reza shouts Gio's head while laughing.

Gio, it's not that he doesn't like to see Dhanu's purity. Because he himself is also a bucolic person. It's just, Gio doesn't want Arina to be so considerate of him. Gio also had to keep Dhanu feeling.

****

In the evening, Vanka invites Gio to a cafe where Akila often performs. Arriving there, Febri is also waiting for Vanka. Akila is preparing to perform.

"Hi" said Vanka to Febri and Ira who were waiting for him.

"It turns out I wasn't ready... Losing yourself.. Not able to get away from you yet.."

The lyrics brought Ira back to tears. Also Febri who returned shed her tears. They both remembered Desi.

"Rba..." Vanka clasped Ira's hands crying without a sound.

"Gue's fine." Ira replied in a very hoarse voice.

After performing, Akila joined his friends. It was only after Akila joined that Febri started a conversation. Febri says the reason why he invited Vanka to meet. Because Febri wanted to tell him something that stuck in his life since the departure of Desi.

"The reason I invite you is because I want to vent" said Febri.

"But I hope, you don't beat me up!" Febri pointed to Akila who was always bar-bar when with Febri.

"Hm.." Akila nodded her head.

Doni and Gio who felt they had no interest, wanted to stay away from the four friends. But they were both banned by Febri. Because they were her friend's girlfriends, so Febri didn't consider them outsiders.

"You're here, it's okay" said Febri holding Doni and Gio.

Doni and Gio finally sat back in their seats. They were also curious, what problems occurred between Febri and Desi so that made Desi desperate to end his own life.

"I'd like to apologize before. I made Desi desperate to end her own life" said Febri hoarse voice, as if she was very sorry about what happened.

Very good of his friends, for they did not interrupt Febri's words. They waited for Febri to calm down and resume his story.

"Gue is the same Desi is officially dating, but it's not long, maybe only two months less. We broke up really well, the reason for breaking up is because he found a photo of Akila on my phone." continued Febri who made all his friends shocked. Especially Akila.

"Acila?" vanka felt strange.

"Yes. In the past, you know that I was the same Akila had been deket even though we often fight, I baper at that time. I have the same feelings as Akila. I talked honestly to Desi, and finally she did not accept then we broke up." added Febri increasingly make Akila shocked.

"So because of you, Desi finally chose to end her life?" to make no sense, Ira blames Akila for everything that happened.

"Kow you're beating me up? I don't know about it." Akila defended herself.

"Lo who actually Desi made Faruin Febri, is that also a trick lo?"

"How come?" Akila becomes confused because Ira is angry with Akila.

"Gue Saranin he distanced Febri because Febri was a famous playboy, not me who did not mean." Akila tried to explain everything so Ira wouldn't misunderstand. Because Akila did not know about Febri's feelings for him.

"Clearly Feb! I just don't know about your feelings for me, my time was wrong." Akila was a bit emotional but she tried to hold it in.

"It has nothing to do with Akila. I am the only one who can't lose my feelings for him. And Desi's problem is suicide, it's also not because of the break up, but..."

"But what?" Ira could not wait to hear the continuation of Febri's story.

"But what Feb! Do not make curious which results in the emergence of thoughts that are not!" Vanka also can't wait to hear the continuation of Febri's story.

"But because Desi was pregnant and she was afraid to talk to her parents." Febri's cry broke.

"Pregnant??" they all said in shock.

"Yes. If I had known earlier, I would have been responsible, however my son." Febri was crying for it.

"Lo know from??"

"The letter she wrote, perhaps her brother and parents also knew about it because it was likely to have been read by them." Febri did not stop crying. It was clear that Febri was very sad and sorry.

Maybe that's why for the past month, or rather since Desi's departure. Febri became a lot silent and like slumped.

Vanka patted Febri on the shoulder. He asks Febri to get up and forget what happened. Vanka also advised Febri to have a healthy relationship. "Although today it happens a lot, but if you can not! Not just for Febri, but for you." Vanka pointed to Akila, Doni and Ira.

"And for myself. As much as possible avoid things that will harm yourself!" vanka.