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Still POV Andrian
Actually I'm aware of all my attitudes and deeds, being a bastard man is my father's act, playing another woman and betraying my mama makes me hate him so much, he said, that's why I also vented my hatred towards papa who also became a bastard.
I knew it was wrong, but the shadow of papa's betrayal plunged me deeper into the dark world. I want to avenge my deeds, by destroying their good name through my actions.
"You want to be like that son of a bitch, huh ??"
And yes, it was my goal to avenge papa.
"You want to hurt your mother by following your father's actions !"
Look mama is very angry, her heart wound again felt because of all my actions.
"How many more women will come here to hold you accountable Andrian !"
"Ma, it's not just me touching them, they're selling themselves so what should I be responsible for if they're pregnant !" My heart quickly interrupted my mother's words.
PLAQUE...!!
Mama slapped me back harder. Makes me grimace by the wound on the corner of my lips.
"Then, did Della sell herself to you until she got pregnant !"
Oh, where did you know about me getting pregnant with Della. I never thought about this.
In the past, Della did work at my house, replacing her dead mother. Mama loved Della very much, even considered her like her own child. But not with me, I never liked her, did you ever plan on marrying Della, when I found out, what else did you think, it made me even more dislike and hate the Della I heard about agreeing to be my wife.
I lost control of it because my mom kept pushing me to marry Della. I was drunk, and I unknowingly took Della's chastity and got her pregnant. Because I was afraid of being forced to marry the girl because of my actions, I took Della and gave the girl to spend the night with another man, she said, so that what you know is not me who impregnated Della.
"Mama, know from the man-"
"It doesn't matter where you know !" I haven't been able to finish my question, but my mother interrupted me.
"Mama did not expect, it turns out that mama also raised a bastard in mama's life !" Mom's touch was so shrill.
"It's very regretful, why do you know now all your deeds to Della !" Lirih.
"You never know Andrian, it's Della who has saved your life all this time !!" Mama's squealing, made my ears hurt because of her voice.
I flinched, frowning looking towards mama. I didn't understand what he meant just now.
"I mean mama ?" Ask me
"Della donated one kidney to you Andrian !" Cried my mom while crying.
As soon as I choked, my brain was digesting my mother's words just now.
"He who has helped you, he who has sacrificed his life for a bastard like you !" Obviously mama again with emphasis on the word bastard.
But I still stifled. I can no longer speak words. My chest felt tight, even like I was going to stop breathing right then and there.
Della´s..
The girl I had ruined her life and future, she was the one who saved me when I was sick and was at the door of death at that time.
The flashback
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Now, the Della he had hurt was gone, had gone on for a long time, making Andrian deeply regret his actions that could no longer apologize to his lifekeeper.
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On the other side.
Candra drooped limp on the words of the doctor who handled his wife.
Yes, Genna must be immediately in surgery to retrieve a fetus that did not develop in his womb.
Candra sat pensively, crying over everything that was happening to her life, while the doctor was waiting for her decision.
"Is there no other way, Doc ?" And his voice came back after a long time of silence.
"There is no sir, because the fetus in the womb of the father's wife really can not develop" explained the doctor. "Free as well if it continues in defense right" Imbuh his. Makes Candra even more sick to hear her.
Candra turned her gaze towards the wife who was lying unconscious. The woman fainted because she was very weak.
Not long ago she heard the news of her wife's pregnancy, but now she has to accept the harsh reality that she has to lose her first child. But, if the defense was in vain, the child could not develop, and only make Genna suffer.
The weight of his taste is heart, but perhaps this has not been sustenance for his and Genna's wife.
Candra takes a deep breath, then throws it away slowly to relieve the tightness in her chest.
"Then, please do your best for my wife doc"
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Candra walks with gontai into the wife's treatment room. The woman is still unconscious. Her face looks very pale with an infusion hose attached to her hands.
Candra's lips trembled, she landed her body on a chair beside the bed that Genna was in. His hands stretched out, moved and landed right above Genna's stomach. He rubbed her gently there, and without feeling even a crystal-clear liquid had escaped from her eye fertilizer.
Why would..
Why should her happiness disappear so soon. It feels like just yesterday the happy news is that Genna is pregnant. But now..
Candra cries in terror, powerless over the loss of her child-to-be. The first child he very much later, but now no longer in the stomach of the wife.
Slowly Genna began to blink her eyes. Drugs like her have begun to run out and now make the woman realize.
"M-gold..."
Candra flinched, reestablishing her body from the submission in Genna's stomach.
"Darling, you're sober.."
However Genna frowned as she looked at her husband.
"Why are you ? how to cry ?" Genna asked in a soft voice.
Candra hastily wiped the tears on her cheek, but what should she tell Genna about all these events. Candra couldn't imagine if Genna knew that their baby was no longer in her belly.
And Genna was increasingly confused when all her family came but with a sour face. Like feeling sad about something.
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