
Alvin stopped his car on the side of the road and did plan to not go home first. He felt guilty for taking Abel to Excel's engagement party and making Abel cry all the way. He felt guilty but had no regrets at all, let Abel cry as much as possible but Abel will rise again later and forget Excel.
"Why do we stop brother ?". Abel was confused because the car they were driving stopped and pulled over even now Alvin turned off the car engine. Abel looked out the window, he realized that the road where they stopped at this time was not the direction of the way home due to crying too long.
" Yuk get down". Invite Alvin and Abel to follow him, he sees the place where Alvin's stop is on the side of the road where many street vendors there and Alvin's car he parked near the peddler round.
"Lo sit down first I pesenin". Abel chose a wooden seat that could sit two people compared to the lesehan below, not just don't want to sit with a crowd but he chose that place to be able to see the vehicles that passed that night.
Abel saw many vehicles that crossed with his flat face, even the noise of many vehicles and the jest of the visitors of the place did not bother him at all from daydreams.
" Have not been thought of again, do not use the guy you thinkin let alone he will get married". Excited Alvin who returned while carrying two small bowls containing wedang round and one of them he gave to Abel.
Abel stirred his wedang rond and saw his shadow on the wedge, the reflection of his shadow which was less clear but still appeared to him who was sad. "I don't think about him anymore".
" Who do you keep thinking about until you dream about it if you don't daydream about him ?". Alvin krbali spoon stuffing wedang round into his mouth, At the party he did not eat anything and wedang ronde so his choice menu as a hungry booster, moreover, eating it on the side of the road while enjoying a passing vehicle like this, he really likes.
Alvin is a rich kid who likes to spend money to buy clothes with a famous brand, and his clothes are nominal clothes that are not small but make no mistake about the food he was never picky.
"If you don't think he keeps thinking what ?". Ask curiously.
" I think of the truck that passed the writing of nyindir I mulu ya, like know what I experienced". The answer made one of Alvin's eyebrows go up, he did not understand what Abel meant.
"What is the writing ?". Ask again.
"there's this 'please be patient this exam' there's another 'all beautiful in time' and there's another most insinuating 'rain is still water and he still belongs to someone else', it's so scary, isn't it ?". The answer is nyinyir.
Alvin choked when he heard Abel's words that really wanted to make a laugh, fortunately his wedang ronde stuffing did not jump from the mouth due to choking, as hard as he could hold his laugh if it could not be serious, he said, there was Alvin laughing over Abel's suffering.
"Udah jan was thought to be the original writing of kayak that is very fond of being written not nyindir lo doang, just by chance doang it mah". Alvin tried to comfort Abel if Abel is not sad anymore, at least as an older brother who has been given a mandate from papa Rey when out of town he can run the mandate well.
" Eat this do not stir the doang, you had not eaten anything, right ?". Abel spooned the stuffing wedang round into his mouth, actually he did not lust at all eat wedang round, not the intention of not liking food roadside just he did not want to do anything.
"Where is it good ? my subscription place". Abel just nodded in response, but he did not feel anything at this time even wedang round it was tasteless but to appreciate Alvin he just.
" Sister Alvin never really loved someone up in the ?". Abel looked towards Alvin who was trying to remember how he dated first.
"Never, if I've told you a story, but I hope my love story is not as graphic as you". Abel lips indeed he wants his love story will be this stragic anyone also would want a love that is reciprocated and happy.
Abel hid his face in both palms, he was very sad about earlier how could hate if his heart and mind were always there Excel. " Sister how can I not hate him as much I still love brother why he is so hearty as I am wrong what, what is wrong, indeed I lack anything until it is not considered my feeling like a hyks hyks gini".
Alvin immediately gasped and put his bowl on the side and then asked Abel to calm his brother who was in a frenzy. "Udah bel has not cried".
" Don't be evil dong mbaknya beautiful is still another nyari, the girl is sensitive mas ngertiin dong chick do not be sick and in vain dong". Alvin was stunned he had just been blamed by a woman who did not know anything even thought he was Abel's girlfriend.
"Bak don't get me wrong this is his brother he's not the guy, my sister cry because of heartbreak just as a guy is not the same me". Clearly, but as if not believing the woman still gave an annoyed look.
" Bel help me napa, this is me in slander". He whispered to Abel and Abel opened his palm to reveal his face wet from crying.
"Because she's my sister, I'm crying not because of her". After hearing the explanation from Abel then they all believed including the parents who accused Alvin.
" I'm sorry, I think my boyfriend is again tranding cheating men kirain mas cheatingin mbaknya this". His speech.
"That's why don't just recite mbak, after all where maybe I hurt my own feelings".
" But come home". Alvin put the bowl down and paid for it, after which they got back in the car and went home.
In retrospect Abel had loved Excel very long and waited for the arrival of Excel for his entire life but after Excel came back even brought sorrow and wounds, and wounds, if this is better Excel does not have to go back, but what Abel most regretted is that he could not easily forget the memories with Excel, but, it is true what people say is easy to forget someone but it is very difficult to forget all the memories that exist.
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Brother Alvin is very good I still will you brother Alvin.
yesterday-yesterday has been draining emotions yes guys now pause first emotions ntar emotionan again, emang in this novel makes tear apart your heart through the story.