Loving Brother Lift
Chapter 32

"That's why, Ma. Don't let anyone know! So everything is safe, everything can still go as it is now." Nirmala remained unconcerned with the advice of Rahma, she was well established with what she believed.

"But, La. The name is bad, it will be revealed for a long time too. Why don't you find another one anyway? A lot of handsome guys, right?" Rahma still tried to persuade Nirmala.

"I like Kak Dimas not only because he's handsome, Ma. He's a complete package, handsome, successful, kind, considerate, royal too. So yes, no one will want him in my heart." Nirmala smiled, imagining the figure of Dimas who was really dreamy.

"I suspect, it's not love, La! But you're just using him."

"No matter what the name is, it's important as long as we're both still comfortable. We just walk around." Nirmala showed her rows of teeth, without feeling guilty about her words.

"God! You stubborn base, you! Difficult saying! You're not like his wife, if she knows this?"

"No! He called Dimas from me. So yeah, dong risk! After all, he also likes cheating, so Kak Dimas already does not like him anymore. He was his first love Kak Dimas, only because he turned out he cheated, so Kak Dimas broke up. Well fitting break it up, Brother Dimas same me. But because they were forced to share their parents, they both got married. I'm sure anyway, Brother Dimas does not love him anymore, because until now also his wife is not pregnant. Maybe you've never been touched?"

"I'm not sure, La. His name is a man, it seems unlikely that his wife will bother him. Especially if they live together. If you are just not pregnant, it can be, because you have not been tested yet. Open means Kak Dimas never touched his wife at all. If I don't want to, same guy who's been someone else's defender." Rahma still tried to open Nirmala's mind, with a fairly spicy speech, hoping Nirmala could be conscious.

"Not sure, Ma! Anyway, everything was like this before. I still want to be like this. Once when I finished school, I wanted to be his second wife. Thank you that Dimas and his wife are divorced. I'm ready to be his wife's replacement." Nirmala again showed her a row of teeth.

"As far as you are! I don't want to interfere. Just the burden of my mind!" Rahma gave up, she immediately got up from her seat, waltzing away leaving Nirmala who was still sitting on the roof floor of the dormitory.

"Ma! Wait!" Nirmala immediately stood up and ran after Rahma.

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In the months that followed, Nirmala and Dimas continued to do the same. They meet, walk and eat while Nirmala huts one day off. Their relationship remains the same as it used to be when Dimas was still at Nirmala's house. They assume Dimas' wife does not exist, while the two are together. Dimas and Nirmala both enjoyed it.

One day, during a ICT lesson, Nirmala opened her Facebook account which she used to communicate with Dimas every week.

"Eh, somebody add me. There's an inbox too." Nirmala muttered to herself, she smiled sumringah. For children who are limited in freedom, getting a new friend request, as well as incoming messages via facebook is a very pleasant thing.

"Hopefully a message from Brother Dimas." Nirmala opens the inbox box first.

But he had to swallow the disappointment. No message from Dimas. There is only a message from fellow cottage friends who also steal the opportunity to send news through facebook. The hope is that his privacy is more awake, unlike letters in physical form that are prone to raids.

Nirmala opened all the messages, until finally there was a message request coming in. It's likely that the sender hasn't been friends with him. Nirmala approved the incoming message and opened the message.

[You're Nirmala, right?]

Without a second thought, Nirmala replied to the message.

[Yes, right. Who is this?]

Nirmala noticed the profile photo posted. But he didn't feel like he knew that guy.

"Who the hell is he?" Nirmala's index finger actively clicked, finding out who was the person who suddenly sent a friend request and sent a message to her.

"Huh?" Nirmala widened her eyes and opened her mouth wide.

"Why, La?" Rahma who was sitting next to Nirmala looked up at Nirmala's computer screen.

"His wife Brother Dimas added me. Same inbox I am, Ma! How am I supposed to do this?" Nirmala whispered to Rahma, she did not want the other friend to know the problem she was having.

"Judah, what was he trying to wait for, what was he going to say." Rahma replied with a whisper as well, knowing that this was indeed Nirmala's great secret that only she knew. Even Nirmala's parents don't know about it.

"Geez, I'm so excited, Ma?" Nirmala patted her own chest.

"Yes, that means you have fear, worry and so on. Your little heart is still normal. You know what you did to Dimas was wrong." Rahma tried to reopen the eyes of Nirmala's heart and mind.

"Is this my fault, Ma? I'm just here to be a victim! Victims of the selfishness of adults! Because of all of them, I failed to get along with the person I love. Try it, the parents did not mean Kak Dimas to marry his ex-girlfriend. Our relationship is still a healthy one, Ma!" Nirmala still defended herself.

"But how else, La? Want to constantly blame them? Don't despair of the solution! Now that's the solution to just one. Stay away from Brother Dimas! I'm sure your life can be quiet." 

"Where can that be! You don't know what it's like to be me! That's why it's so easy to talk to me and talk to me!" Without realizing it, Nirmala who had just whispered, increased the volume of her voice, making the entire class look at her. Some looked, some stood up immediately, to see who was making a scene.

"What's up, Nirmala?" Mr. Setyo, the ICT teacher walked over to Nirmala.

"Eh, eng. No, sir." Nirmala hurriedly took Facebook out of her monitor screen. It can be bad if caught playing Facebook.

"Have you finished your job?" Mr. Setyo looked at the monitor.

Nirmala released the mouse she had been holding, allowing her teacher to check her work. That day they learned the formulas using Ms.excel.

"OKAY. Goody. Please learn something else!" Mr. Setyo was bearded, then left Nirmala.

"Hhh, relieved!" Nirmala re-opened facebook, after all, let's just say she was learning.

"I'm sorry, Ma. I wasn't intentional." Nirmala whispered to her friend.

"It's not papa, just relax." Rahma has refocused on her unfinished task.

While Nirmala immediately opened the mailbox when she saw a sign of the incoming message. He read the message in his heart.

[Please don't bother my husband anymore!]