Loving Women Depression
Flashback event

"You're late saying sorry. The pain is so sadistic it's ripping apart and ripping apart this heart." The female retina is floating.

Nanar held back tears. His memory floated every slide of events after events before finally the three legitimate religious talaq between him and Ilham. The journey slideshow of an epic shock begins, from an unforeseen mistake.

All the events after the events were playing around in Arini's head.

Do not try to violate the law of Allah, because Allah is the best maker of treason. Arini's eyes closed again.

Images of the fall of talaq invaded his memory.

"You remember, Arini. I'm Ilham Arya Penang, although my mom and dad don't fit into the Jansen family, but, I'm the only grandson."

"So far, what's your purpose in saying that to me?"

"Well, didn't you ask for my talaq?"

"Yes, where? Tell me right now, my talaq! come talak!"

"Bas stubborn! are seven years not entirely from your memory of us?" "Seven years and even a dozen years if summed up with the time of knowing you should know me very well. But, what, you're still standing up for the woman you just met? why survive if zolim for myself."

"An orphan like you will come back to me again, what can you do out there?"

"So you're trifling me?"

"You only have Kak Lela, far away at the tip of Sumatra. Where would you go if we got divorced, think carefully, Arini!"

"More than well I've thought. Quickly drop my talaq on me! before I swap your pants for a skirt."

Arini's words ignited the emotions of Inspiration. His heart was disappointed, the woman did not believe him. Even insulting his maleness.

"You're really stubborn."

"Punish me if you want to see if I can live without you or die on the street?" Ilham surprised. Arini said, clad in the emotion of Inspiration to cut the distance. Pointing one finger at Arini's face.

"Alright, Arini. This is your will. I'm Ilham Arya Penang, with this your mentality, Arini Ayunda. From this moment on you are no longer my wife. Now please get out of my house!" Robust. Arini clenched her hand. Tears do not shed a single drop. I can't cry, no. Don't cry Arini! Don'tdon't. You're a strong woman. Show him you can live without him. For the sake of the three-year-old boy who was now twitching with a smile. The little baby did not understand what was going on.

"Satya come with me!" Similar requests orders. Directly approved by Ilham. Without trying to argue. Sure oes. What that three-year-old boy is for Inspiration. Not his flesh and blood. Although for three years together.

The affection is clearly there. But, Ilham wanted a child born from Arini's womb. Not someone else's child.

Although the young boy was able to make her laugh with the cuteness of her children for the last three years, but Ilham did not have empathy at all.

Since Satya was in their house. Tired of Inspiration vanished after a day of struggling between clients and work assignments, once just by looking at the smile fluffy on Satya's lips. He felt the world was back to being happy.

However, their last quarrel among the other quarrels is able to obliterate the love that has been built since the white-gray times into a passing tale.

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Flashback.

Ilham Arya Penang, married Arini seven years ago. Three years ago, five years later, he said. Meli-mama Ilham, the mother who is so considerate, the dream in-law of all daughters-in-law, so loving Arini. One day he made a request for concern for his heart.

Meli misses the sound of baby crying, why the sound of crying is not present at the house of her daughter-in-law, Meli told them to adopt a child.

For various reasons. From for fishing, to being a fastener so that both can smile, Meli wants her children's household to be longing, she loves the daughter-in-law very much.

he doesn't want Arini to be lonely at home. After Meli finds out about the child her mother left behind at a maternity clinic, she talks about her intention to adopt Arini.

"Well, after this handsome baby, you God give me the word. Many mama's friends are so, now their children are also so much. The term parent-first-fishing," he added again. Meli rubbed Arini's shoulder. He was a little afraid that the woman would be offended.

Meli takes Arini to the Midwife's house.

Arini's soft-hearted first glance, he is touched to see the baby with a dimmed smile in the box as the in-laws force to look.

Arini falls in love at first sight, wanting to immediately bring the innocent red baby into her home. Meli is very happy to see the beautiful twinkle in Arini's eyes while fondling baby Satya with love, Ilham who initially disagreed. For the sake of seeing the stars in the net shade of the wife, finally agreed.

"Satya's name is yes, Mas, Ma! Satya Arya Ananda's." The love sparkles from the woman's netra, when carrying baby Satya on her lips there is only a smile.

So happy that beautiful woman. Inspiration takes care of all the administration, Satya is taken to their home.

Nearly three years have passed since the adoption.

There was no sign Arini was going to get pregnant. Meli doesn't mind at all. He just wants his two daughters-in-law to be happy. Satya is quite an entertainer.

Inspiration loves Arini so much since High School. Of course, Legowo with the request of the mother. The first class of gray white clothes they were both already in love. That made Ilham very fond of the gentle Arini, a photocopian of the young Nafa Urbach.

Karekater both are opposite. Inspiration is a little harsh, emotional, in the past in schools often problematic because punching people. During the dating of the Ego Ilham so high able to offset the figure of Arini understanding, also meek.

Studying at the same University, the love of the two is increasingly inseparable. The bond was anchored sacred, saying the ijab of Reno-Dad Arini was greeted by a Kabul answer by Ilham. Legal is their love before God, as well as man. All happy.

Who doesn't know them before. Sejoin is often called the couple the best forever.

Even nicknamed Ainun Habibi, a love that is eternal with nothing to disturb and not disturbed. Because all friends, relatives and relatives know the depth of Arini-Ilham love is not just ordinary love.

But it's all now a mess of its shape.

Since Satya was present in their lives, Ilham somehow felt that the child was an unlucky carrier.

Let alone anglers for children who will be Arini bladder, fishing rezekipun, bait drowned. The first year Satya was at the Arini-Ilham house, Ilham suddenly dropped from the position of an ordinary employee and was once the best director of the company. I don't know what the cause is? Arini did not want to investigate. The company does not belong to their own family. The company's revenue is declining, a lot of money is out of control. All the wrong Inspiration according to the big family, Penang.

The other cunning is invisible. They are good at hiding.

The Ilham bet. He was revealed to be an officer, no longer a Boss.

Salary as in sabotage. Again Arini did not respond too much.

Initially Arini took the initiative to open a boutique to support the salary of Inspiration mediocre. Although actually the mediocre number can buy housing every month. Usually he is often a friend liaison just buying and selling property. Fortunately good. Or a residential business, and other side jobs.

The children of Jansen Kamandanu's grandfather. A wealthy businessman.

But, Meli married Ronald-Dad Ilham without family approval. Their lives are happy whether or not there are brothers. The only son of Meli and Ronald. For this reason Meli loves Arini so much.

Since Satya's presence, Ilham's sustenance all seemed to be clogged.

There is no other income, other than a salary. Living an elite housing business, being a textile supplier, as if not trusted friends, fooled opponents and many other things perched in his life, while never having experienced. I don't know what's wrong. He was formerly called the king of the lobby.

Satya's second year at home, Ilham quarrels with Grandpa, kicked out of the company. Mira the boss secretary aka the president Rian Prakarsa. The director of Ilham-sibling substitute Ronald, more precisely Mira was Rian's mistress to wrap his match.

Because of the rumors that Rian sounded same-sex.

Rian's assistant always seduced Ilham wherever he was. Mira likes Ilham. The woman declared, for a Mira, Inspiration is life.