Loving You's

Loving You's
Aylin's feelings for Jayden


Aylin was silent as he followed Jayden from behind. Aylin was busy arranging his heart so that he could act ordinary to Jayden.


So that his heart does not pound every time he is near Jayden.


While Jayden walked a bit quickly, because he was carried away by his regret because he was yelled at by Aylin.


He was also annoyed that every time Aylin talked to him the answer was short. Just like when he asked Aylin what he wanted to eat, Aylin just answered whatever.


Aylin looked at Jayden's back and tried to walk quickly, so as not to fall far behind.


"Huh, want to fight me, will not be able to!", complained Aylin in his heart.


But either because of daydreaming while walking, or because from last night he had not eaten and sleep less, when hit something Aylin immediately fell on his knees.


"Ouch!" aylin involuntarily shouted from illness.


Jayden was startled and immediately looked back, immediately approaching Aylin and crouched down, to help him stand up.


The horde of High School kids who were behind Aylin commented ,


"If you have a beautiful girlfriend in the group, do not walk alone. It has fallen so carried dong" said the pranky high school boy provoked Jayden.


Jayden who is usually principled and takes decisions according to his heart, this time even influenced the speech of the High School boy earlier.


Aylin was shocked and embarrassed, until his cheeks met red all, when Jayden position like ready to hold him.


Aylin immediately pushed Jayden's chest, saying,


"ihh, who is his girlfriend.emang put on all the little children" while trying to stand up, but usually Aylin is the least pain resistant.


While the shadow of the High School child was also not visible.


Jayden also realized why he could be influenced by the High School boy earlier, while holding Aylin's hand, but this time just help him stand up.


Due to misbehavior, Jayden nagged, "Bas reckless, your eyes are where you can fall!"


After nagging, Jayden also regretted why he always could not say sweet.


"What do I want ?" aylin said his eyes had begun to glaze over, because of annoyance, shame and his knees felt sore.


Jayden actually wanted to say sweet, but it was really hard, he thought. Regretfully looking at Aylin from top to bottom seeing if there were any injuries, Aylin who was stared at by Jayden became misbehaved and his heart was pounding.


Jayden is basically possessive, when he saw Aylin's knee that was bleeding and saw the dress that was worn quite short (short version of Jayden), directly


say again,


"Either if you wear a skirt do not be short, if you extend it will not be seriously injured, find your own problems!"


Aylin's heart skipped a beat, this time not because of anything, but because he was upset and really angry.


"Basic heartless man!", ketus Aylin, but this time not in the heart anymore, Jayden heard it clearly.


Then Aylin angrily shook the hand of Jayden who was still holding him, he preferred the limping path rather than being held by Jayden.


Jayden fell silent and said nothing more.


He was really confused on how to deal with Aylin. Why his mouth always can not be braked when he met Aylin, but he usually rarely talk if not important and never take care of the affairs of others


Finally Jayden took Aylin to a dimsum store near the hospital. After getting a seat, Jayden took out alcohol, cotton and drugs purchased at the convenience store next door.


While waiting for the order, Jayden intended to help Aylin smear his wound, Aylin refused and said politely and kept his distance,


"Let me oles myself brother Jay, thank you."


Because he doesn't want physical contact with Jayden. He's afraid his heartbeat sounds Jayden.


The atmosphere became silent, each with his own thoughts.


Suddenly Jayden remembered that he wanted to ask about the invisible Mr. Hutomo.


"Your father doesn't look Lin, is he busy?", asked Jayden, hoping the tension between them could unravel.


At that time Aylin who had cleaned his wound with alcohol, was rubbing his wound with medicine had stopped for a moment, after which continued again while answering, replying,


"Dad's been dead a long time, we moved in not long ago, dad died not long after", without looking at Jayden, it seems like he would rather see his wound than look at Jayden.


This time Jayden was completely shocked, he did not expect Aylin's life change to be so drastic.


This time he stared intensely at Aylin's face, but the one being stared at pretended not to know and was still seriously treating his injuries.


"Why didn't you tell me?" asked Jayden.


"For what? is it necessary to declare the bankruptcy of my family?What does Jay care anyway?We have nothing to do, brother, we are just friends, even as children.


My brother used to avoid me, especially when I was like this. Do I have to beg Jay to pay attention to me? aylin asked repeatedly because he was already upset, so he finally pulled out all the grunts in his heart all this time.


Aylin was grateful that he was not as sweet as before, at least he did not shed a tear in front of Jayden. He does not want to be pitied. He has self-respect.


Even Jayden who became silent could not answer a word. Suddenly he realized why Aylin's attitude changed to him, it turned out that he had hurt Aylin's heart, even now Aylin had considered him a nobody anymore, only ever knew him.


People say, women's hearts are hard to guess.


He who is too confident, he thinks Aylin is still like the old days, still likes him, it turns out that now it is not, even lest he already hates him.


All the plans that had been drawn up from last night, so that his relationship with Aylin was better, finally none of which he remembered anymore.


Not long after the order came, they ate in silence, Aylin behaved as usual, as if nothing had happened, seemingly enjoying the food.


Jayden cut his food, but not a single piece was eaten. Her appetite has been gone since.


Lastly, he drank only the coffee he ordered, before they left.


Arriving at Aylin's mother's room, Jayden was immersed in his own thoughts, saying nothing. I don't know what's on his mind, Aylin thought.


Jayden waited until Aylin's mother was allowed to go home, when Aylin wanted to pay the hospital money, it was already paid off by Jayden.


Because there was his mother, Aylin did not say anything, besides if he had to pay all including advance money then it seems like the money is not enough.


When Jayden drove them home, Aylin did not protest either, as she wanted to talk about her mother's hospital expenses.


During the trip to the house the atmosphere in the car was quiet, there was rarely chatter, nor did the mother wonder, because it saw Jayden concentration driving.


Arriving at Aylin's house, Jayden only helped bring his goods inside, after which Jayden immediately said goodbye to Aylin's mother. Aylin's mother thanked him, and told Aylin to take Jayden to the front of the fence.


Aylin used the opportunity to talk about her mother's hospital costs to Jayden.


"Sister Jay, I'll pay your money after I work and my savings are enough huh? Thank you brother Jay for paying it first", said Aylin politely and somewhat embarrassed.Actually he was embarrassed and did not want to owe, but because of the circumstances he could not do anything.


Jayden just stared at Aylin for a moment, then said ,


"As far as you are concerned, Jay's brother went home first" after which Jayden walked to his car without looking back.


Aylin had always been used to Jayden's cold attitude, Kemaren and today when Jayden was considerate of him, his heart was so happy and pounding.


Aylin thought after all these years his feelings for Jayden were gone by time. It turned out that the time Jayden was cold to her earlier, making her heart ache again.


It turned out that after all these years her feelings for Jayden were still the same, Aylin thought sadly.


Seriate........