Luring my Cold Ustadz Heart
CHAPTER 24. MHUD

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Already counted almost 2 weeks naura is in this pesantren and what naura does is learn and memorize and not forget the other jobdesk that captivates the heart of the north polar ustadz.

Today Naura ventured to ask ustadz fahri to correct her memorization. Because as the dawn gus said this is one of the things that ustadz fahri likes is to see someone fond and spirit of memorizing the Qur'an.

"Assalamualaikum" greeting naura when he saw Ustadz fahri was chatting with one of the santriwati

"Wa'alaikumussalam" they answered simultaneously. "Ana excuse me first Ustadz, will you convey to other santriwati... Assalamualaikum" said the santriwati and passed away leaving them.

"Can I help you?" ask ustadz. "Hmm this is my ustadz, uh I want to ask help ustadz to correct the memorization of gu...me" obviously naura with a little stammering because of the pronunciation of 'me'.

"Why should I? Are there not many other ustadzahs who can at any time listen to your memorization?" ask Ustadz fahri. "But... I'm more comfortable with the rest of my ustadz and there's still some memorized debt with ustadz right?".

"But if ustadz can not also gapapa kok" continued naura immediately

"Well I agree, when and where are you ready to deposit your memorization?" ustadz fahri.

"Yesss.." spontaneously naura was happy but the pleasure had to stop when Naura's gaze stopped on the cold flat face before her.

"Tomorrow ustadz, tomorrow I, uh I during the break can ustadz.. place here can also" said naura and embraced by ustadz fahri.

"OK naura lo must be more patient in dealing with the coldness of him, you must be able to be a fire that is able to warm him" inner naura was upset and her face now smiled wryly because it was just a nod to the man's response.

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The next day the rote deposit time has arrived. Naura had dropped out of her class to meet ustadz fahri at the spot yesterday. But the girl had not seen the presence of ustadz fahri.

"Yesterday he said he could, now where is he. his nose stem is not visible" grumbled naura annoyed waiting.

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Suddenly a 3-year-old boy walked up to the girl

"Aunty antique... Yuk joined the alzam" the tiny hand was now holding the hand of naura

"Where are we going?" naura was confused

but the boy did not answer him and now he continues to pull him to walk to their arrival in the backyard. There was a man sitting under a tree reading a book in his hand.

"Assalamualaikum" salam alzam

"Waalaikumsalam warahmatullah" replied ustadz fahri who now looked towards their arrival.

This place is almost the same if you remember the one at the girl's school, only here the tree is more shady so that the atmosphere here is cooler.

"Please sit down" said ustadz fahri

Now Naura had sat down and was followed by the little boy who was sitting also on her lap.

"Ehhh" spontaneously naura was startled and was about to get rid of the child

"Alzam wants to be here Abi, wants to be the same antique aunty" explained the boy with a smile

"I'm actually a little uncomfortable, but this kid seems comfortable.. What can I do anyway" inward naura dismissed her actions to get rid of the boy

"Arzam moved here aja ya same Abi" bargain ustadz fahri while pointing his lap

"Huh Abi?? Abi is the same as papa, right? Ustadz is already...Hmm, it's none of my business" inner naura stopped her prejudice

"No papa ustadz let it be if he's comfortable. Now can I start the ustadz memorization?" ask naura

"Thafadhol" said Ustadz fahri. "I mean ustadz?" naura was confused

"Please altinya aunty" said arzam while Naura just smiled while scratching her nape which certainly does not itch.

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Now Naura has finished memorizing the Surah of Ar Rahman

"Subhanallah, Aunty sempulna's wretches" Arzam's grades

"thank you" naura replied glad to hear the boy's praise

"Ustadz how, is there anything I need to fix?" naura asked because she had not received any response from the man

"Hmm Afwan naura, Subhanallah. What you said was mumtaz. Almost perfect, as the word arzam" praise Ustadz fahri after being aware of his reverie

"Alhamdulillah" sahut naura. "I didn't think you could memorize so well...

"I'm sorry because I doubted you yesterday" he said

"Yes ustadz no papa, because I was slow ustadz in memorizing, rather bobang hehe" replied naura with slang

"Lady?" ask ustadz confused. "Ituloh... Very bodo"

Ustadz shook his head to hear the girl's words

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"There is an intention to memorize the 30 juz of the Qur'an?" he asked after the two had been silent for a long time

"Yes not ustadz.... Boro boro 30 juz, memorize this surah aja very grateful" sahut naura with a grin of horses. When the girl looked at the man, a flat look again covered the man's face.

"Am I wrong?" inner naura swallowed the saliva with great difficulty

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"And shake the base of the date-tree towards you, it will surely drop the ripe date-fruits on you.” [Mary: 25]

Maryam the mother of Prophet Isa ‘alaihissalam who only shook a little date palm tree then the fruit fell. So logically, it is very unlikely that date fruit with a sturdy tree then the fruit can fall with the sway of a weak woman who has just given birth" ustadz Fahri said he was afraid of Naura, who thought she was angry with him

"The same thing you're going through now. At that time as I recall you only memorized as many as 20 verses of Surah Ar Rahman and it was not complete. And today you come back to me and Alhamdulillah managed to memorize a surah Ar Rahman that God willing has mumtaz...Do you still feel that this is impossible?" ustadz fahri asked the girl while Naura was silent and decided her gaze was on the man

And because it did not get a response, ustadz fahri now resumed

"Sometimes what we feel is impossible is actually a very easy thing for God...Be assured of the right intention and ask God for the right. God willing... It will all be made easier" continued ustadz fahri

"Okay, I understand now... Thank you for the advice of ustadz" while revealing his sweet smile, Naura felt that there were still people who believed in his abilities and that made him excited again

"Subhanallah... So beautiful was Thou creation O Rabb" the inner ustadz who accidentally saw the naura smile. "Astagfirullah" he murmured

"I also apologize ustadz because I always bother ustadz and always make ustadz emotions every close to me" added naura

"I never felt that way. I even calm down if close to you" said ustadz fahri

"I mean ustadz?" tanya Naura nervously confirmed what she had heard just now