Marriage in Bonding Contract Letter.
Chapter 165
Davin kept looking for Kayra until it was nightfall. It was raining at night and Davin was in his car parked by the side of the road with Davin reading a letter from Kayra.
..."Davin, if this letter is in your hands, it means I'm gone. After what we did last night. I can't describe what I feel. Usually when we have sex. When I wake up first....
...I will linger in your arms to look at your face with my fingers tracing your face. I feel such a happy woman. Where I smile by constantly staring at your face. And if you wake up first. You didn't wake me up on purpose. And when I woke up. You will prepare romantic things for me that make me like the luckiest woman....
...But everything turned out not to be like that. I must feel a very broken heart and very disappointed. When for the first time you left me in the room after you finished doing that. You only order through a short message by telling the truth you meet other women....
...Davin's pain is very sick. But I think the pain just got there. You left a credit card for me. He told me to be happy and that moment I became who I really was. If the marriage survives it is only because I am satisfied and paid for it....
...Don't know how else to describe that pain and for the last in our relationship. I woke up first. It's not a smile. But deep tears staring at your face that I must realize you're not mine....
...I've been trying to hold on Davin. But I'm not that strong. Maybe for you all just spele. But you don't know how I feel so sick....
...Where there is Davin a wife who is not jealous or hurt when her husband has to meet other women. After you left me. I have to watch you with him and watch this beautiful tape of your past and right in front of my eyes the woman who loves kissing you....
...My tears must fall with you and him who laughs out loud. You comforted him so much that Davin forgot the daily wounds you scratched on me....
...Davin since the Pricilla crash, which you finally blamed on me. You realize not if I do everything myself. Beberepa times check the content itself. Anything itself. As if you've trained me to live without you....
...Your promise accompanies me, wasting time every weekend on the beach. It turns out you just did it yourself without you. All I did was with the child in my womb with tears and you just kept laughing without thinking about me. Then where do I have to hang on Davin....
...I can't hold on. Even at the last chance. You ignored me too. I'm getting more aware. If I don't deserve you. He was not the 3rd person. I am the third person among you....
...I didn't realize who I was that dared to fall in love with you. Obviously we have a deal. But I even with the pedunya must fall in love and it turns out this risk is very sick....
...But I have to admit. I am so happy in my moments through life with you. Even if only for a moment I feel like a normal woman and feel loved. Although it turns out not. All the promises you made were unfulfilled and okay. I impeached. Because you have no feelings for me....
...Don't worry Davin. I won't bother you anymore. Both your money and your life. I go carry my feelings that I don't know whether to lose or not. But I hope my feelings will fade. Because if I don't, I'm gonna get sicker....
...I also brought our son. Maybe this is the only thing that kept me going. There will be no more meetings between us. Because our relationship is both over. I pray that you are okay with your life and don't worry that I will be okay with this child....
...You've chosen him and he's the best for you and the one Davin I want to say. You hurt so much and just bringing the child you want can treat me a little bit. I swear you'll never get to see this kid. That's my punishment....
...It's all over now according to our agreement. You get what you want and I also get the risk of playing with the feelings in this deal. But everything is breakeven. There is no debt between us....
...Even if you do not get a reply to the word of love from you or do not get a love speech from you. But I still want to say it again. If I love you so much. Good bye Davin....
"Cayra!" lirih Davin with her sobbing cry who just felt lost after no one loved her.
His hand hit the car stri and even to the point of hitting his own head by continuing to mention Kayra's name in regret.
" Ratell!" davin shouted with his voice rolling out, "you shouldn't go Kayra. You can't do all this to me. You keep misunderstanding Kayra!" shouts Davin with regret as always regret always comes too late.
Kayra herself was in a taxi with her head leaning against the car door. Seeing the streets that are wet with rain water is the same as the streets that continue to be wet. Kayra's face was also drenched with tears. With his hands constantly rubbing his stomach.
"This is your destiny Kayra. You have to live it no matter what happens you can complain. But you have to be self-aware too. Because this is a mistake you made yourself. You're the guilty Kayra. You're the guilty one," the crying inner Kayra sobbed in the taxi.
Kayra also held her empty ring finger in the absence of any more rings. Because Kayra gave it back to Davin.
Only crying could Kayra make her decision. Going is the right decision rather than continuing to feel the deepening wounds and don't ask him where he's going. It was not on his mind at the moment.
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It was late at night that Davin had just come home a little wet. His lackluster steps entered the house that came home without his wife who had been looking for since.
In the living room there are Oma, Altarik, Dion, Zoy and Reyhan. They were surprised to see the main door featuring Davin who was already out of nowhere. Very messed up balau.
"Davin!" Altarik immediately approached Davin who looked messy.
"Davin what are you doing? you also need to take care of your health. You rest first" said Altarik who was so concerned for his son.
"Dion, Reyhan let's get Davin!" the words of Altarik Dion and Reyhan immediately approached the limp Davin who brought Davin into his room. But Davin stopped while in front of Oma who was just staring at him nanar.
"Why did this to me?"davin asked in a hoarse voice looking down at the sad face of Omanya. Oma looked at the face of Davin who was no longer excited.
"What do you mean?" ask Oma back.
"Oma must've helped him. Oma must have told him to leave. Oma wanted to see me suffer. That's why Oma persuaded him to leave me right?" davin asked a bitter smile that felt his omen was behind all this. Because Kayra couldn't possibly be found if there wasn't anyone to help behind Kayra.
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