
After I and Mr. BaekHyun finished eating, I reopened my laptop. I opened the email. I still really can't believe this. My writing was received there.
"Yerin, stop smiling, I'm so scared of you." Said BaekHyun sir.
I don't know why I want to work on it again. "Om, could you please grab me a drink?" I imitate the voice of a child. Mr. BaekHyun looked at me with a look of disdain.
"Are you not like a complete?" Mr. BaekHyun gave me a box of juice.
"Oh, I'm happy again." My speech. Mr. BaekHyun goosebumps hearing me with such a voice.
"Hahaha, what a funny guy, it's worth TaeYeon being at home." I said while laughing.
"Well, you'll be at home with me." Speak with confidence.
"Not really, either" I lay down for a while.
"When you get out of here, you're bored." Mumbles.
"You've only been two days, tomorrow you can go home." Said BaekHyun sir.
"But long, Sowon, it's still 3 hours away.." I whine on that bed.
Mr. BaekHyun got up and moved my laptop. He sits near me. "Yerin, don't do that, you'll fall" He pulled my hand until I got back into my seat.
"Yerin, I want to ask you this, if for example I still choose TaeYeon, what would you do?" Ask Mr. BaekHyun.
"Because it's like this, yes go to college, why do again?" My toot.
"So if you marry me now, you don't go to college?" Ask Mr. BaekHyun.
"Ga maybe I go to college, I won't go to college here sir, indeed if I become a father's wife, can I live 4-6 years to study abroad?" My toot.
"I've been living alone all this time too" he replied.
"Father just choose, me or Bu TaeYeon, I will accept your decision, whatever it is. You should have chosen better than me." My speech. He just kept staring at me.
"In age, I am older than you, but in attitude, you are more mature than I am." Said BaekHyun sir.
"If so you choose me according to your heart, free father with me if you can not accept me, there it is just torture us both later" said I.
"I just love TaeYeon, but somehow I think you can help me later." Her speech. I don't know if I can help him. Mr. BaekHyun alone still does not know what I did when at home mom and dad. Let alone I can be independent, just wake up sometimes not immediately shower.
"Sir, I want to take a nap, sleepy talk this mulu mulu same father," said my father.
"Yer, you don't know how dizzy I think this doank all night and sleep, yes, listen to me, if I choose you, if I choose you, I was afraid of TaeYeon feeling that I had been dating for 5 years and I was married all of a sudden, but if I chose her, I would not live in this world again, I must have been chopped up with my papa," said Mr. BaekHyun. Not accidentally one of my laughs came out.
"Well he laughed, I mean it" he said.
"OK, okay, first, I don't want to be in duain, mengedan me in stayin than in duain, the second, I will not be willing for my husband to anyone later. Whether it's the father or someone else, the third, if the father's choice is the father himself who bears the risk, not me." My speech.
Mr. BaekHyun leaned behind the wall. "Does my life not get any harder than this?" Mumbled Mr. BaekHyun.
"You can, if when you're near me and look sweet then Taeyeon's mom comes and sees that, maybe she won't forgive you, then he would tell a school about our relationship, and my dad killed my dad, and I was taken away by my dad from the country, bad enough." My speech.
Mr. BaekHyun looked at me with a frightened look. "Why can you think that senegatively, I'll never think that way until then." Her speech.
I shrugged both shoulders while playing with my blanket. "That's why, because life doesn't always end in happy ending, sometimes it ends very badly" I replied.
Mr. BaekHyun shook his head. "What have you been through until you can think like that? I just wish all those negative things would never happen." His speech.
"Maybe because I've been trying to live on my own since early High School, getting rejected for work how many times, no income for months, not so good school, not so good, my book has been rejected 9 times since I was in Junior High, all of it does not end well, except my book, because in the tenth trial finally accepted as well." I said while drinking my juice.
"I've said, not everything will end happily, but maybe I'm wrong, this is not the end, this is still a process, maybe I can follow the positive mindset of the father, but maybe I can follow the positive mindset, who knew this would end happily?" My speech. Mr. BaekHyun smiled. "Maybe the process is as painful as it is." Mumbled Mr. BaekHyun.
"There's no good process sir, the good ones are just the result of our process later." My speech.
"Here you go, this topic is too much for me to talk to you about, don't stress, the longer you heal, the longer I can get out of here." Her speech. I chuckle.
"If I want to keep you locked up here, it's pretty fun." My speech. Mr. BaekHyun looked at me with annoyance.
"I'm tired of seeing you doank, even TaeYeon ma'am brought a lot more, just look, there were 55 miss calls," Mr. BaekHyun showed his phone. I chuckle.
"Official." I murmured while returning to finish my juice. Mr. BaekHyun glanced at me and smiled.
"I'm sure you'll do the same after we get married." Her speech. I'm shaking. "For what?" My toot.
"So that I'm not taken by people?" Answer BaekHyun sir.
"Such a big one." Mumbles. "Who would take my father? In a mate only I have to, where I want to be the same father, handsome also not." I said Mr. BaekHyun frowned.
"I don't care about the schoolgirls in the crowd, what if I'm handsome? Maybe I can't get out of the house later." He said with annoyance and there was a tone of disbelief as he said it.
I looked down and smiled. "I'm kidding sir, not the whole thing, you handsome man," I said.
Mr. BaekHyun was silent. I laughed at the look on his face. "Sir, don't do that.. Hahaha, TaeYeon ma'am has never praised you?" I asked while laughing.
She shook her head. "No, not once." The answer.
Okay this time I'm serious, I'm quite surprised by that. I used to praise TaeHyung once in a while, but Mr BaekHyun never? "Never? At all?" Ask again.
He's nodding. "I don't know why, he never did anything like that" he said. I pulled his hand. "I think the father is kind, gentle, sometimes funny, fun also in joking with students, if the physical problem is relative anyway, so I can not say the father is ugly too." My speech.
I was shocked when Mr. BaekHyun hugged me. I wasn't expecting this. "I'm more comfortable with you than TaeYeon, what should I do now?" His whisper. I'm still in shock. Did I not hear wrong?
"Why sir?" I ask once again. Mr. BaekHyun has not taken off his embrace.
"I'm more comfortable with you, I'm happy when I'm with you, there's a feeling I never felt when I was with TaeYeon, why? What makes it like this?" Ask. I don't know, do I and Mr. BaekHyun feel the same way? I also feel comfortable nearby than near TaeHyung first.
"Don't ask me sir, it's the father's feeling, only the father determines it" I replied. He took off his embrace.
"Yes I think you probably know this more than I do" he replied.
"I can't possibly say 'Decide your boyfriend' or 'Leave him, you still have me', that's too evil to say, I don't want to rule you either, so you can decide for yourself." My speech.
"Why the more I talk to you, I feel like you're getting older, in your class it's my class problem." Said BaekHyun sir.
"If there's no problem of life, it's flat, sir, so I make the color in the gaffer's class by being the culprit of the class problem." I said with great pride. Mr. BaekHyun shook his head but his hand stroked my hair.
"You're my future wife, but I feel like you're my wife, I love your cooking, I'm comfortable near you, we fight but quickly solve problems, I can't say it's all about TaeYeon" he said.
"Father call him without frills in front of me?" My toot.
"Let it be, after all, it's not at school, but I'm serious, if I had a fight with TaeYeon, it took weeks to make up, why are you so fast?" Ask Mr. BaekHyun.
"It's because being angry for too long is like a child, they don't understand anything, what's the anger for? It's better to finish it by talking or doing something rather than staying silent and holding on to the anger, even making the burden of living alone sir." My speech.
"How much longer is my time?" Ask Mr. BaekHyun.
I looked at the clock, it's 5 in the afternoon. Sowon's not here. "Father's 3 hours away, but I'm surprised Sowon's not here today." My speech. I took my phone. Turns out Sowon sent me a voice message. I opened the voice mail...