
On the way to the hospital, Herlin continued to cry. In his heart kept thinking will Kinan forgive his mistakes in the past?
Arriving at the hospital.
Herlin was hesitant to step inside the hospital, his legs feeling heavy given the mistake he had made on Kinan.
According to Herlin, he was so desperate to leave Kinan at that time who was still a baby, a baby that was still red and of course still needed the affection of a mother but was left alone.
Herlin did not know how bad Kinan lived alone with his grandmother, Kinan had to sell newspapers and find other side jobs just to be able to buy the medicine of the grandmother who was sick at that time.
Kinan often did not eat, because for the sake of his grandmother so that his grandmother could be full. Kinan was willing to do any work that was important for his grandmother to eat and could buy medicine for her.
Until the struggle collapsed, because his grandmother died and at that time Kinan was still in Elementary School. After his grandmother died Kinan only lived a piece of karah and he continued to live a life of odd jobs to be able to eat and continue his school.
"Son, will Kinan forgive mother's mistakes?" Herlin asked, his countenance looking very regretful.
"Trust me ma'am, Kinan is a good girl and she is very wise." Aftar clasped her mother-in-law's hand, assuring her that Kinan would forgive her.
"But son...." Herlin let out a long sigh, his legs were also willing to step still afraid.
"We try first ma'am, Aftar with mom!" Aftar convinced Herlin.
Finally with the support of Aftar, Herlin ventured into the hospital.
"Kinan, you want to meet your mother, baby. Mas take him, hopefully you're happy, "Aftar's inner self in his heart.
Now they were at the door of Kinan's ward. Aftar opened the door carefully and Kinan's eyes were on her new husband.
"Mas Aftar." he called out softly, but his eyes looked surprised to see Aftar coming with Herlin.
Aftar and Herlin both entered Kinan's nursery.
"Kinan, the mother's child." said Herlin as she continued to look at Kinan with a gaze so deep.
"Mother's son?" Kinan repeated Herlin's words with a puzzled look on his face.
Kinan looked towards Aftar, as if asking for an answer to her husband.
"Buck...."
Aftar sat on the edge of the bed, he gently rubbed the tip of Kinan's hair. Caca and Sanjaya look confused, but if Vino he knows so he just quietly.
"Darling, don't you want to meet your mother?" Aftar asked in a soft tone and Kinan nodded slowly.
Aftar takes Kenzo, then gives it to Caca. "Ca, please take care of my little whiz first!" Pinta Aftar while giving Kenzo to Caca and Caca receiving Kenzo from Aftar's hands.
Aftar's eyes looked back at Kinan so deeply that Herlin just stood up as if he wanted to hug Kinan but he didn't have the courage to.
"Darling, this Ms. Herlin is the mother you've been looking for." Aftar said, his eyes filled with seriousness.
Kinan seemed to be thinking, is it true that the middle-aged woman before him right now is his biological mother?
Herlin approached Kinan, he sat on the bedside of Kinan lying down, his hands reaching for Kinan's one hand gently, tears of regret continuing to scatter on his smooth cheeks.
"Kinan, yes I'm your real mother." Herlin said, his sobs began to sound.
"Kinan never knew like Kinan's mother's face before mom, if mom was really my biological mother. Does she have any proof?" Kinan asked, there was doubt in his eyes especially Herlin was a famous fashion designer, was it true that a woman as great as Herlin was his biological mother?
Herlin took his hand off from Kinan's hand, he opened the bag underneath and took out his wallet.
This photo was taken the day before Kinan's father had an accident, Kinan was just a baby and can be said this is the only photo of Herlin down everywhere all this time.
The photo that has been shabby because it has been kept for years by Herlin, hoping this can be proof that Kinan is his biological child.
"This is my son, this is a picture of our family!" Herlin showed the shabby photo to Kinan.
Kinan looked at the photo, he saw the photo of the grandmother who had been taking good care of him, even if not until adulthood but this grandmother was the greatest grandmother for Kinan.
"Mas, it's my grandmother....." Kinan shed his tears and Herlin hugged him.
"Yes she is your grandmother, Lasmi's grandmother." Herlin said in between his arms, Kinan continued to cry. In his heart kept wondering why would Herlin leave him this forever?
Aftar rubbed his wife's back, even Aftar who had never cried today his tears fell as well.
"Why did you leave Kinan? What's wrong Kinan?" Kinan asked, his cries breaking just like that.
"It's not your fault, son, but it's all mom's fault. Mother was too selfish," Herlin replied full of regret in her heart.
Kinan released himself from his mother's embrace. "Kinan, I'm sorry that mother was forced to leave you," said Herlin, hoping to be sorry from Kinan.
"But why ma'am, you must leave Kinan and grandma alone!" Kinan looked angry, there was indeed a sense of disappointment in his heart.
Herlin tells Kinan why he left her at the time. Kinan listened to his mother's story well and he understood the reason her mother had just left him and the grandmother was because of the economic circumstances of her family all along.
This time Kinan could only cry, he was happy to meet his mother but he was also disappointed to hear the reason the mother was so heartless to leave him and the grandmother.
"I'm sorry mommy son, I promise I'll make up for all of my mistakes all along." Herlin, continue to hope Kinan forgives her.
Aftar sighed deeply, then he held his wife's cheeks affectionately.
"Darling, I know you must be disappointed and sad. But the mother you've been looking for, she's right in front of you. Can you watch your mother go again?" Aftar asked, he did not want his wife to be a damper.
"Mas" Kinan cried in Aftar's arms. Right now only Aftar could sustain the sadness and disappointment in his heart.
Because of the economy makes Kinan must be left behind by the mother, even Kinan had been living a sesara and if Kinan remembers all that it feels like this Kinan is crying.
Aftar released Kinan from his embrace, while Herlin still sobbed in his tears. Sanjaya, Caca and Vino, they were also moved.
Sanjaya walks over to Kinan, then signals Aftar to step aside. Aftar stepped aside, now Sanjaya was holding Kinan's hand with a smile.
"My grandson, forgiving is a good thing. Never put a grudge especially with parents," advises Sanjaya. While rubbing Kinan Sanjaya's head smiled.
Kinan nodded his head in a sign of understanding, in his heart grateful that his life was surrounded with good people and loved him very much.
Kinan looked at Herlin with a smile, then Herlin again cried.
Kinan wiped away Herlin's tears with both of his hands. "Son, do you want to forgive me?" Asked Herlin who was accompanied by sobs.
"Yes ma'am, Kinan wants to forgive mom." Kinan hugged his mother tightly.
Finally today became a heartwarming and happy meeting today Kinan gave birth to his first child and he also met his birth mother whom he had been looking for.
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