
“I already know everything.” Azelia looked down coldly and was not willing to look at Restu.
In the afternoon, Azelia who had just returned home was immediately asked for time by Restu. The man, who is still officially her husband, invited her to speak with four eyes. Restu, who was busy at first in the man's workroom, made him warm tea first before they sat facing each other like now.
Restu stared at the shade of the light brown-hijabed woman before him. “You won't listen to my explanation? You really don't want to hear everything from me?”
Azelia kept her head down, affirming the disappointment she was feeling.
“Nearly six years together, our marriage has been running for four years, but all this time you have never asked, am I okay? Am I happy?” said Restu who honestly nelangsa because the fact is part of the form of protest to Azelia. All this time he was so pampering Azelia, but never once did the woman he just complained about.
Sometimes Restu thinks, who struggle at once want their household to exist, only himself. Azelia with all her obsession remained ignorant, continued to build the stairs to higher levels, until she who became every bridge of the woman's desire was left behind, and it was because Azelia deliberately stayed.
“Once in a while, try to ask me to do a story, Li. Hasn't there been nothing for you?” Restu still spoke softly, really sincerely. Likewise with his gaze to Azelia, even though his wife was busy brushing him off. Until it occurred to him, that without him realizing, all this time his way of loving Azelia was wrong.
“That night I just returned from Jakarta. Two days and two nights I did not sleep to finish my job in Jakarta because you required me to go home for the condo to Nita.” wedding Restu was still very patiently waiting for a meaningful response from Azelia who had not been willing to look at him. Azelia was clearly disappointed in him.
“That night was about eleven o'clock what would twelve nights be, right? It feels really tired and it is jolly, but you ask me to make a cake order between Nita's parents. Because I asked if anyone had accepted the matter last night, not the morning what was the dawn? You said it was awaited and the celebration in the village of tenants is usually almost non-stop,” continued Restu. “Therefore, I still do not refuse, for your sake and the future of your business as well as your career.”
“Li ...,” call Restu still clean and patient because Azelia remains ignorant. Though Seabai and how busy Arnita avoid him, the woman he was forced to marry did not let him fight alone. Arnita struggles with their case. Also, the woman did not let her starve and would always cook for her even though Arnita was always busy keeping her distance from her.
“I'm really still in shock, Mas! Bayangin, .. heart intention dear to the wedding of a friend, uh the bridegroom is even my own husband!” annoyed Azelia broke into tears staring at Restu. For him, Restu was completely heartless and no longer as understanding as usual.
Restu. He understood Azelia's feelings now. “You didn't forget that at first, you forced me to marry Nita, right? You and Juan are in a race to corner me and Nita. Remember?”
“Please, Mass. I'm a victim. Please don't make me mentally upset! Shadow alone, my household was originally fine, but suddenly my husband slept with my best friend!” Although the husband still spoke softly and was very patient, the fact could not dampen the emotions of an Azelia who was already disappointed.
For the first time together, Restu shed tears. He understood how Azelia was feeling now. The reality that he was also very afraid of. Also, that reality became a strong reason for him to let go.
“So now, how do you want? You know me more than anyone. You know I will not force you to survive if it only hurts you,” said Restu lirih because his voice was stuck in the throat. Especially even though he had tried hard, everything still felt very painful. Now, there are two parties who will be directly injured in every action at once the decision he takes.
“I know you're hurt. I know you're disappointed because I let alone Nita too, Li!”
“Why? Since you want revenge on me let alone Nita? If that is your goal, you will get hurt even more, Li,” said Restu.
Azelia felt stern hearing it. But a second later, he grinned. “So, now you trust her more than I have been with you for six years and for four years now, be your wife?”
“Dia ... You mean, ... Nita?” guess Restu and only reply to an amused smile by Azelia who immediately crossed her arms.
“What else if not him?” lirih Azelia who this time sewot.
Restu shakes inexhaustibly. He sighed deeply, threw his back on the back of the wooden chair there quietly, then rubbed his face using both hands. Using both fingers of his hand, he also wiped his tears.
“I can't possibly say that in fact, Arnita insists on asking for divorce. I also can't possibly say that I deliberately detained Arnita, making sure she was actually pregnant with Lia because this could have been a boomerang in our relationship. Everything is just waiting for time,” Inner Restu.
“She's been complaining about everything, right?” sergeant Azelia.
“So, you really have threatened him?” reply Restu this time said firmly. In front of her, Azelia instantly did not shut up and instead glanced at her cynically. The fact has been confirmed, Azelia has made a big mistake. The woman reneged on their promise that would keep treating Arnita well.
“So, now what do you want because I'm sure, no woman wants to be polygamous? And I also realize, no matter how hard I try to be fair, it will still hurt you.” Restu really gave her a choice, but Azelia did not give her the slightest choice even a suggestion.
“What do you want? Why didn't you ask me to divorce Nita?” continued Restu.
“I just want to fight for my rights, Mas!” sergeant Azelia.
“What do you mean here, what? All this time I do not love you a decent life let alone a living enough?” reply Restu really wanted to know.
Azelia again did not answer.
Restu sighed deeply then leaned back on the back of the chair he was sitting on. The four-eye chat this time has not got results because besides Azelia does not want to be divorced, it seems that the woman is still embarrassed to honestly reveal all the demands and Azelia the purpose of her rights as Restu's wife. Restu could have been rude, but he could not have done it because it could have an impact on Arnita. Not to mention, he and Azelia started everything well. Therefore, Restu also wants to solve everything included in closing their relationship, carefully.