Married a Single Mother
MSM 91'S

And this is where Livy and Jelita are. In the living room.

Jelita was very surprised when she heard Abi was hospitalized and treated in the ICU room. Livy said that his mother's heart disease relapsed, so he had to get special treatment from a doctor.

“Wait a minute, Brother!” Livy goes into her room to retrieve something that will be given to Jelita.

Moments later Livy handed over a rectangular box from Raffael to Jelita.Jelita was initially confused and did not understand what the contents of the box were.

“Open it, Brother! Brother Raffa just left it before he left.”

Jelita nodded faintly. Why did his heart suddenly ache when he held the box, then he immediately opened it. Inside the box were several neatly arranged envelopes. Jelita took the top envelope and opened it and read it.

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Dear, Jelita.

May God always give health and happiness to you and Ethan. Just the sorry and sorry I said in this article, even though at our last meeting, your lips have apologized to me, but I still feel your heartache for what I have done all this time, Jelita.

I know you're a very tough woman and a great mother to Ethan. But as a creature of God, you must also have been fragile. The shame again, the fragility that you experience is I the cause.

Jelita, I know that you are no longer willing to see me. So, only with this writing can I say a lot for you.

I came into your life at that time having successfully healed the wounds of your past. But my arrival in your life incised the deepest wound you have ever experienced. I don't deserve to be called a real man.I'm a selfish, asshole man who hurt your feelings.

If time could be turned back, I would surely listen to your explanation for the misunderstanding, and we could take care of our child who may now have grown healthier in your womb.

I'm sorry, Jelita. I caused you to miscarry. I am my son's killer. And indirectly, I also caused Mother's death. But believe me, Jelita! I really regret everything I did.

My love for you is so great, causing my eyes to be blinded and engulfed in the great flames of jealousy. I have never been in love with you other than you. Damn it again, my love has hurt your feelings, Jelita.

This selfish and jerky guy like me doesn't deserve your forgiveness, Jelita. I'm really sorry for the insults I once said to you. At that time I was really emotional, so couldn't think clearly and act rashly to end our relationship.

I was waiting for your arrival even though my heart was angry. It's all because my love is still great for you, Jelita. Until the news of your pregnancy came, I feel very happy and prejudiced to God that our relationship can still be saved. But again I failed. I just add to the wound in your heart by making the fetus in your womb disappear.

Jelita, I wouldn't have thought that you would file a divorce lawsuit against me. That's a sign that I'm not a decent man to look after and accompany you.

Just so you know Jelita, the reason for the divorce suit you filed is not true. I never cheated on you once. The photo sent by someone who deliberately wants to destroy our household is Mario. But I don't blame him. Because I know, it's not from that picture that you want to end our relationship.

If you want this farewell, you don't worry, Jelita! I signed your lawsuit. Even though I never intended to divorce you.

If my existence makes you hate me even more, I promise to leave and you will never be able to find me. I leave with your love that will never die from my heart, Jelita.

I just hope that after our separation, you can find the happiness you never once had with me. Let me call you dear for the last time, even if it's just an inscription and before the judge knocks our farewell hammer.

Thank you, Jelita!

Thank you for your love all this time!

May you be happy, my dear!

Your sincerelys, though,

Raffael.

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Jelita read the letter written by Raffael with tears in her eyes. Indeed he hates the man, but he has been suppressing all times; that has happened so far, namely by ending his relationship with Raffael. But he did not expect that Raffael chose to go far away leaving a very stifling writing.

Then Jelita took another envelope that turned out to contain photos of her memories with Raffael first. Jelita's tears are flowing more and more. Then on the last envelope contained two of his and Raffael's marriage books.

Livy who had been silent since let Jelita read the letter from her brother was also curious about the contents of the letter, but she had no right to interfere.

“Since when did Mas Raffa go?” jelita asked with reddened eyes.

“About three weeks ago, Brother. Raffa left by leaving everything behind. He didn't bring anything. Even his post he handed to me. I know that Brother Jelita has been made sick by Brother Raffa. But I can't bear to see Kak Raffa's condition when choosing to leave us.”

Then Livy showed me some photos of Raffael the last time they met. Jelita saw clearly the man's tyrannical face.Jelita's tears came back.

“You know where your sister went?” jelita asked and Livy shook her head.

“If I had known, I would have told you that Mama was sick, Sister.”

With her chest still tight, Jelita immediately left Livy. And the goal now is to go to the hospital.

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*TBC

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