Married My Stepmother's Ex-Lover
It's an sorry word

"Excuse me!", Azka got up from the sofa away from us. I took off Aurel's embrace. Intended to reach Azka's hand. But my husband stopped and turned his body around.

"Don't take advantage of my wife's innocence!", after which she left the living room. After Azka died, Aurel and his family also resigned.

I approached Azka who was holding Azki on the balcony of the room. I don't think he can talk to me yet. His face was indeed smiling face to face with Azki. But.who knows if he harbored emotions in those people. I let Azka spoil her son.

Slowly, Azka put azki on our mattress. After that, he went back to the balcony. Ignoring me????

Today was so bright, but it was so cloudy my husband's mood.I wrapped my hands around Azka's belly looking up at the vast, clear blue sky with no clouds.

"Mas!", call me down. Azka still didn't budge. The thirty-year-old man did not respond.

I kissed her back and I rubbed it softly. I was just trying to calm Azka down. And I felt him breathing deeply.

"I once imprisoned Vicky because he kidnapped and abused you. I don't think he's upsetting our domestic life anymore. But the truth is that he's in cahoots with Dara. Dara's already let go of Vicky before. But this time, I won't just forgive Na. I can't!"

Azka turned her body around to face me.

"When that slander happens, I'm sure your trust will wear off on me."

I'm shaking.

"I've always believed in you. Let alone your words, my future alone I believe in you when you are my mother's lover!", I stare at my husband's eyes.

"Thank you!", azka hugged me so tightly.

"Mas, if you don't want to forgive Vicky it's your right. But ... You must know and understand Aurel's condition. Whether Aurel was my best friend or not, he remained in a very depressed position."

Azka still hugged me.

"Then, when I was pregnant even though I was married..I also felt a lot of fear that I could not say.What about Aurel? The only one who impregnates him is behind bars. It must be a lot bigger than me."

Again, azka took a deep breath.

"The baby's a mas!", I played my index finger on his chest. But then he caught my finger.

"That's why I'm lazy until they meet us. You're too good Na. And they're using your kindness."

"Darling!", I put both my hands on her cheeks though it was a bit difficult because I was short.

"Sound that I'm a. They don't forgive me, baby, but they just ask for help."

"Just the same!", said the doom of ketus.

"Mas, listen to me. Whoever eases the affairs of others in goodness, God willing, God will also make our affairs easier."

"You forgave Vicky just like that?"

I'm shaking.

"Not completely, I just looked at aurel and the baby. That's just mas."

and so did Azka. Azka is still upset because Vicky who once abused his wife but he is also no less emotional when he found out Dara, who had been friendly with him from the school era, acted very disappointingly.

Wasn't that enough for Dara when she sacrificed the late Bianca? Remembering the event Azka suddenly limpung.

He held her head tightly, confusing me.

"You why mas?", I panicked. I dragged as I could so that Azka sat on the bench on the balcony.

I saw Azka covering her face with her palms. The hands that covered her face.

"You can't forgive them, it's okay. I will not force! Yeah?", I rubbed his cheek. He looked at me so closely.

"I still feel guilty about what happened back then. Because of the misunderstanding Dara made, Bianca had to die that way."

"Mas didn't mean to remember our story Na. Not that, I was just disappointed. Dara was so obsessed with mas that she even sacrificed others." Azka continued her story.

I don't know what I feel right now. Am I jealous of Bianca who I don't even know? Maybe, when Azka with Bianca I just read? Huff....

Azka is facing me now.

"Sorry!", he said softly.

"I'm sorry for what?", I asked.

"Mas..the story of Bianca is with you." I shook my head slowly.

"I'm not angry. I know you love me. You can't forgive Vicky, it's also proof that you really love me. As your wife, not just a trust from your mother."

I put both my hands on her cheeks.

"When it's easy for others to forgive someone's mistakes, there are others who try to apologize. But back again, everyone's heart has a level of patience each mas. And I, may not be as good as you who were able to survive until now. With all the things you've been through. Whether it's with Bianca, Dara or Mommy. You are patient in dealing with everything that happens. Maybe...right now, today your saturation point and patience is really in the test mas."

"What do you mean? I don't understand !"

"If you can't get them out of bars, at least forgive them. Let your heart calm down."

"Then what does this have to do with the late Bianca and Anisa's mother?"

"They are present before I am present in your life now. If the brand still existed, would we be at this point? Have little Azki?"

Azka.

"Sorry Dara mas, maybe Dara really loves you so much that she does it in various ways to get you. But it turns out that destiny doesn't bring you together. You, mine."

Azka listened carefully to his wife. Although it sounds not so connected to the current condition, but what Nana said is true.

Azka held me in her arms, then occasionally kissed the top of my head.

"Thank you baby!", he whispered. I nodded in his arms.