Married the Impotent Widow
How Crazy I am?

"ARRGH!"

Olla pulled her own hair. Why did he feel that his decision to leave was wrong? Ha ... why? Where is his intelligent and visionary brain? Missed in the train, huh? Or actually when the division of the brain is sane, he is sleeping?

God, this is not fair, is it? He who is with Abid goes through joy and sorrow. Thesis after the thesis that Abid did was sweat interference. His effort. There's even a connection from him.

Yes, he wanted Abid to finish his tiring college quickly, so he helped as much as he could. But, when Abid was successful, his parents misunderstood and so he was worried also worried about being alone.

The medical information sheet is correct, right? Even though it was released a few years ago? So if that's not true, why would Abid not touch her? They are adult humans, who obviously need satisfaction from a partner. They can account for their beautiful deeds, right? After all, it is natural that before marriage they first test (T) Spear. In this world you're good at doing it, also not alone, so it doesn't matter right?. Hey, let's open our eyes! Many do it out of wedlock, it's just dating. The story will not be as clear as the relationship between the two.

Marriage is in the eyes. And Abid just clasped his hands, kissed the cheeks like they were just friends. Unfortunately, Olla slowly realized that the sheet was correct. Then, his cleverness brought mischief. Olla wanted to know more and more, until she finally saw a sign of infertility appear in the other information she got.

Nara was only an early student when Abid married her. Coass's Abid, young Nara, secretly married, only after a few years they went public. That's what Olla got. In fact, Abid refused to tell—even angry, when Olla asked how Nara used to be.

Damn double-double.

Now, he even felt that all men were incapable of matching Abid. He went crazy, when he dumped Abid and then with his stupidity he said only misunderstood, even after trying to poison Dinka with his very amateur research.

Which side is she smart, try? What is that ridiculous Dinka? Is it true, a careful and patient person is the luckiest person? She how was it all this time? Unlucky Woman's?

Damnit damnit!

"Ciyus, my head hurts, Laa!" Nahwa times some back and forth from his unit here to keep Olla. "Lo can't be sane?"

Olla turned her head and smiled towards Nahwa who was already wearing pajamas. His face was scarred and Olla's total looked terrible at a level that could not be distinguished.

"Gue's afraid of you if you're rich in gini, Laa!"

"What's wrong with me?" Olla giggled. "I just desire. A little bit of nyesel is a natural thing, right, Wa? I'll be good again after the rampage, remember?"

"Well ...?!" Nahwa turned her head so confused to face Olla this time. "Seriously you're depressed? I think your stagnan, se-stunning lo, depression minder first ...."

Nahwa. Although he knows this is not funny, but this is Olla who is so proud to say there is no man who does not fall for his charm. Hey, is the guy's stock up? Then Nahwa who is so busy arranging finan-sial, this is how? Men no longer exist for a rich quarter-brained woman, right?

"Gue hasn't been an angel, Wa .. I'm not dead! I have a shortage!" Olla pushed her head up with her hands. "But soon, I'll be an angel if Abid really doesn't get released with that woman!"

"Seriously?!" Nahwa thought, since this beautiful Olla plipurna digelindur, what? The question is only serious or ciyus!

"Lo nerima used goods?! Do you accept the rest of the people? Can you be stared at full of ridicule from your husband's ex-wife?" For a moment, Nahwa thought, he was brain-smooth until he remembered all the curses Olla had short as they were friends. Wow, this accomplishment! Surely Olla's brain was momentarily transferred to Nahwa's brain, so it's safe, from the terrible shock in Olla's physique.

"Wrong, huh?!" Olla let out a rough breath. "Gue can fight again, Wa. .. I am a persistent girl, unyielding, and willing to be invited to hard!"

"This ... This is what I must straighten out as your love and life mentor!" Nahwa changed position, she's in front of Olla now.

Olla's eyebrows rose as Nahwa brushed her messy hair. Patting Olla's cheek as if Olla had just regained consciousness from fainting.

Nahwa. "Lo thought that thing didn't hurt? Not broken? Not broken? No dent? Trus fitting in the hand lo, lo comfortable so see the item is not available again for you to use?"

Olla was making stupid jokes. Justifying the logic of Nahwa.

"Lo's crazy!" Nahwa judged ruthlessly her own sidekick. Women who still want to be friends even though their brains are not even half.

Olla the corner of her lips was pulled upwards. "Now, you know how crazy I am ...." Chuckles next, and it manages to make Nahwa growl.

"You deserve better, Olla!"

"Just Abid .. only Abid, Nahwa .. please understand me, Wa!" Olla frustrated. Does Nahwa not know what a person means in another's life? Especially Olla love.

"Why did you believe that damn sheet, if it was like this? It's a plot twist once, Olla! You're the villain in your own story!"

Ah, Nahwa's tired. Let him get lost in his stupidity. He's tired already.

Olla threw away her face. He also wondered. "Gue was just scared, Wa .. My choice was wrong! How do I face my family? They have sacrificed so much for me as I am now. I didn't know that until Abid was, what was my fate?"

Olla crying.

"Lo cemen to be human, La! I didn't know you were this weak!" Nahwa. He chose to leave. "Take the sleeping pills I prepared! You can get sick because of your own stupidity!"

Yeah, true! Thanks Wa, I explained it clearly.

Olla crying. By ourselves. Slender. And with regrets.

His head was busy thinking about Dinka's words this afternoon.

"Any effort by Mbak Olla to make a return with Mas Abid, will lose the same fact that Mas Abid hates the same Mbak Olla! He was wearing stuff from Mbak Olla just because I didn't ask to throw it away! Mas Abid is free to wear anything according to his habits. For me goods are goods, inanimate objects whose value is not comparable to me who have feelings. Easy enough, I just ask for everything to be thrown away, burned and as ashes and smoke! All gone! Just as rich Sister Olla in my husband's heart! Lost there is no trace, the proof I can enter freely, without even though Mas Abid mentioned the name of Mbak Olla in front of me!"

Olla has been crying ever since. Only he let all his expensive treatments go to waste, as it held back the aching while holding back the tears that were ready to break.

"And again, Mas Abid just mentioned my name when making love, Ma'am! He never mispronounced a name, even though his eyes were closed!"

Ooh, God! Take his life now! Olla is dead.

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