Married the Mafia Boss
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Marrying a Mafia boss

Part 43's

"You believe I love you, don't you?" repeat while looking back at me. I took a deep breath and nodded my head. I saw Mas Hansel smiling with his sparkling eyes.

"Thank God then. You like me too, don't you, Dira? You want to cancel your marriage to Mas Ronal?" his scatter made me come back stuck. The question that made me realize that Mas Ronallah was my future husband who was not really him.

"No, Mas. I can't cancel this wedding. I signed a deal with your father. I also promised Mama to help her pay off my papa's debts. I don't want to be a hypocrite who reneges on his own promises, Mas. Ii'm sorry. I can't be that selfish."

The tightness in the chest felt. I really can't make any other choice. Still believe if my soul mate is Mas Hansel, will be united in any way.

However, if indeed my soul mate is Mas Ronal, I also promise to accept all of His destiny with sincerity and airy chest. Keep cultivating the heart that His qadar cannot be mistaken let alone bad for His servant. I'm sure everything will be beautiful in time depending on how we live it.

"You're not selfish, Dira. Precisely those who are selfish because they have forced you to agree to this matchmaking. The marriage you never wanted. I know how you feel because we've been close a long time. I talked to you about this last night, too" said the man again.

I was caught hearing his story. Did he tell Mr Martin about his feelings? Or is he just telling me about my feelings?

"Speaking about what you mean, Mas?" Although quite shrivelled from nervousness finally my voice sounded by her as well.

"We have nothing to do but friends, right? Didn't you always say that from the beginning? In front of the neighbors, your college friends and even your mama you always say that I'm just your friend not your future wife. Never mind, I don't want to prolong this. We will also be brothers. You better go home, Mom. I don't want any slander between us" I said again.

I still hold on to the decisions I have made, even if they are contrary to my own feelings. I just don't want to break my promise and don't want to make Mama embarrassed in front of Mr. Martin, especially thinking about Papa's debt that will hinder His path to heaven later if I don't pay off.

"Papa wants you to be honest, Dira. If you tell me the same papa about your true feelings, papa will rethink this matchmaking, "he said quickly. I'm back to shaking.

"No, Mas. Why do you dare to do this after knowing I will marry your sister? Why didn't you tell your parents about your own feelings?"

"I used to be worried, Nadira. I'm twenty-five years old anyway. I still want to focus on my business. You know that too. Maybe my mom would let me get married at this age. But after you were chosen by Mas Ronal to be his future wife, my heart felt pain and unwilling to lose you. I'm trying to convince mom and dad that you deserve to be with me better than Mas Ronal." Mas Hansel again explained with teary eyes to show his seriousness.

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