
In the morning Kalila opened her eyes, staring at the ceiling of the room hoping that last night she was just dreaming.
A dream that would not come true if she had been*sinned by her own husband.
Kalila blinked softly, instantly her tears fell when she realized that she was not wearing clothes and Kalila felt her body crumble until her legs were moved.
"Hiks...Hix..Mama." Kalila closed her eyes by squeezing the blanket that covered her innocent body, while the man who did it last night was no longer in her room.
Kalila's heart was so sick and sore, she did not expect to experience a bitter life like this after marriage.
His crumpled body He forced to rise, although it felt like wanting to scream Kalila was only able to spill his sobs.
"News." Kalila again tightened her legs that wanted to touch the floor, the sensitive part felt so painful and sore.
Kalila opened a small drawer beside her bed, the girl was a pain reliever.
Slowly Kalila stood with her body trembling, her hands clinging to the wall to help her walk slowly to the bathroom.
The pain in his body can be treated, but the disappointment and heartache he felt was not easy to forget.
And is after this the love of Kalila still reigned?
Crying under the shower made Kalila spill all her sadness, and the pain in her heart spread all over her body.
Almost an hour Kalila was under a flowing shower, tears that had been so swift now he could no longer remove.
While out there Rayan had just come out of his room, the man was walking using a rock stick.
Staring at the dining table that is usually neatly arranged with food, but now still empty. Even the kitchen was uninhabited and felt silent.
Usually Kalila had been waiting for him there even though he was just standing waiting for her to finish breakfast, but this morning the woman was not seen.
Rayan slowly dragged her feet towards the door of the room that Kalila was in, the man wanted to see what Kalila was doing for not coming out of the room and cooking for her.
Rayan wanted to open the door of Kalila's room, but unexpectedly from inside Kalila had already opened.
Rayan was fixated, her gaze the two met, until Kalila who first decided their eyes.
Rayan's heart was a little filled, looking at Kalila's swollen eyes even though there were no tears.
"What's up, brother?" Kalila asked slightly lowered her head, avoiding Rayan's gaze.
Rayan who was still wandering with her mind, now realized.
"Don't you see what time it is?" Now Rayan's gaze turned sharp as usual.
"Do you deliberately make me have to wait and be late to the office." Rayan's hand gripped Kalila's chin. "Listen, even though you're a virgin doesn't mean I'm going to soften with you."
Brug
Rayan threw Kalila until her growth staggered into the door.
Kalila was just silent, the woman's lips felt mute with her face down. "Remember not to let my patience run out just from watching you cry.!!"
Rayan also left Kalila who was leaning on the door, lucky her hands were able to hold her body so as not to fall on the floor and which would definitely hurt more.
"Until when are you gonna hate me, sister?" Mumbled slowly.
Kalila went back to the room, the woman better get ready to go to the hospital, because Rayan had also left for the office, and Kalila was deliberately not cooking this again, he said, after last night she served her husband who was like a fidelity due to the influence of alcohol.
Ronal stared at his old face from the small rearview mirror above.
Since then the old man was just silent with a side view, staring out the window. Although he did not know what happened, Ronal knew that his parents were thinking about something.
"Sir, do you have a problem?" Ronal asked still looking at Rayan from behind the glass.
Rayan did not answer.
Rayan's mind recalls the incident last night, where she came home from the bar drunk. Rayan is not aware if she knocks on Kalila's room, and when seeing Kalila's appearance at night makes Rayan's eyes darken.
In a drunken state he realized that he had an intimate relationship with Kalila, because Rayan could still feel how he hooked Kalila on the bed. Even Rayan was aware and remembered that he was the first man for Kalila.
In his little heart, Rayan also felt happy because he was the first man to touch Kalila, who was the first, but when he regained consciousness he did not realize that he had hurt Kalila with his actions that had been rude and without feeling of making love with a burning lust.
If Kalila is still virgin, then what happens if the doctor says Kalila suffered a miscarriage?
Iangata Rayan turned back a few months, before he got married, both parents said that Kalila is no longer a full woman, because at the time of the accident, Kalila is no longer a woman, Kalila had a miscarriage and Kalila's parents didn't know about it either, they were shocked too.
Rayan shook her head, the man will not care about Kalila's life for whom there is only a problem, Rayan will not change his heart even though he is the first man to get Kalila.
The car that Ronal was driving up to the office parking lot, Ronal came out and opened the door for Rayan.
"Please sir."
Rayan came out using a stick the man walked slowly assisted by Ronal from behind to accompany.
The side on the eighth floor where the room was Rayan who had just entered was surprised to see the presence of a woman who was so similar to her former lover.
"C-cantya.." Rayan's body pecked, as the woman smiled, the exact same smile as her Cintya.
"Hay, meet me Cantika." The woman reached out her hand, Rayan just looked at the hand of the woman who called her name Cantika, and looked back at her face.
Cantika who felt that she was not getting a welcome back pulled her hand, the woman smiled.
"I'm sorry I'm not Cintya, I'm Cantika Cintya's sister.more precisely her twin." Cantika.
"And I came here just to give you this." Cantika gave me a paper envelope.
Rayan's hand was heavy to receive, but she took it anyway.
"Alright, then I'll excuse you." Cantika said goodbye and before leaving she smiled at Rayan, as well as Ronal when passing through.
Rayan stared at the white envelope paper in her hand, she did not know what she had just seen was Cintya or Cantika, her brain could not think clearly yet.
"Sir, you're fine." Ronal leaned on Rayan.
"Em." Rayan simply nodded, herself walking towards her seat of greatness.
Looking at the letter, Rayan cradled to open it or not, he could not if he returned to remember their story first, because everything was a memory.