
"It is better not to have, than after having you will only feel loss" said Alira lirih.
After Cairo left, Alira went in and covered the door.
The next day, Cairo as usual always came to Alira's office just to meet or take Alira to eat.
But the result remains the same, Alira does not want to meet him, such as not giving hope to Cairo.
Many times Cairo came and was always rejected, but did not break his spirit in pursuing his first love, but the results remained the same.
Until finally, Cairo is really in its saturation point. Until one day Cairo no longer came to Alira's office as usual.
One week, two weeks, up to a month. Cairo really did not come to see Alira again.
Alira felt a different way, when Cairo was no longer looking for her anymore. Sort of something's missing.
In a park, on a bench.
Alira sat there, accompanied by her best friend Anton.
Anton seemed to feel the sadness of Alira, because it was very clear from the look of his face that was so sad.
"You're why" asked Anton
Alira just shook her head with a blank look.
"You got a problem?" Anton asked again, but Alira shook her head again.
"Then why? You want to meet me, is there anything important you want to say?" Anton asked again, who began to be confused about Alira's attitude.
"I'm confused, actually I don't want to make hope to anyone. But when he was no longer looking for me it felt so painful" explained Alira, but still with a face not his spirit.
"What do you mean? I don't understand" replied Anton, who did not know about Cairo and Alira.
"Did I love him?" Alira spoke with a slight ruffling of her origin hair.
"Who? You love someone" asked Anton again.
Alira pulled back her messy hair. "I don't know, there's always been someone chasing me. But I didn't care, but after I broke her heart and she didn't look for me anymore, I felt very sad. It feels like you have lost something" explained Alira, facing Anton.
"That means you already like him" Anton flicked Alira's forehead hard, so Alira grimaced in pain.
"Awwwwww, sir,.Sick tau" Alira said in an upset tone.
"I was afraid that after I accepted her, I would lose someone I loved. And I can't afford to feel it a second time" explained Alira who has neutralized her again.
"Listen to me Alira. Life, death, fortune, and soul mate are destiny. We must learn to be sincere. Listen to your heart, continue to be grateful and sincere in everything. In the past, you loved Heru, but your soul mate was not her. That's why after being engaged to you he married someone else, after being with you he was already called by God. Is it not with sincerity that we can release him calmly. Look for your own life, because you also deserve to be happy" Anton said, holding Alira's shoulder gently.
Yes, Anton is the one who always helps Alira in every way. That's why he's so close to Alira.
Alira seemed silent to hear Anton's words, "Maybe you're right Anton, I should recount Heru's departure and not torture my own feelings" said Alira.
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