
Don't wait for the new hurt to apologize and don't wait for the new go you're looking for her.
***
That morning Dira had woken up and started doing activities usually in the kitchen making breakfast. Rai who had just exited the room tried to approach him in the kitchen.
Seen Dira who is cooking and several times to the sink trying to remove the contents of her stomach that always feels nauseous in early pregnancy.
Rai approached Dira and again tried to massage her back neck.
"We go to the doctor, right? " persuade Rai who felt unbearable to see his wife continue to nauseous nausea.
Dira just shook his head.
"Eat, I've made breakfast" said Dira who was about to leave her husband.
.Rai sighed and held his arm.
"What else? "
"My patience has its limits" Rai said.
"Then? "
"For the last time I say, I love you, for the last time I ask if you want to come back and start over with me? "
Rai's heart was a little bit of a blow waiting for an answer from his wife, wanted it to feel like he proved the word but Dira seemed not to give a chance and Rai was very tired with all the response he received.
"I still want to split up ", said Dira.
Rai let go of Dira's hand slowly, and slightly turned his gaze away while holding back a little tightness due to Dira's refusal for the umpteenth time.
"Alright, I won't bother you anymore "Rai smiled softly and left Dira's house.
Dira sighed and wiped away her slightly fallen tears.
I'm sure this is the best.
***
One week went by Rai really never bothered and contacted Dira again.
"Honey, Rainan never came here again "ask mom Dira who is worried about her daughter's household problems.
"We have agreed to split mah " replied Dira lirih while trying to focus on the television in front of her.
"parted? Dira do not rush to decide something, what's wrong with giving Rai a chance? "
"Dira tired mah, please understand Dira, appreciate Dira's decision "
Mama Dira just sighed, heard her words and knew very well that her daughter was quite stubborn while continuing to hope that her daughter could change her mind.
***
That night Nanda accompanied Rai at the nightclub. Rai increasingly messy and more often spend time at the night club, often also make his friends have to bring him home because Rai often come home in a state of heavy drunk and unconscious.
"Udah Rai, until when do you rich gini continue to "say Nanda while taking a bottle of wine held by Rai.
Rai only smiled with a state that was already half conscious.
"Rai Loe should have persuaded Dira, instead of drinking gini-rich "captuk Nanda who began to get anxious with his theme behavior.
"Pulp? I persuaded him, but you know what? he still rejects me, even though I am very dear to him, he is also pregnant with my child, I lost my wife at once
my boy, cool, don't you? " said Rai with his rant that increasingly sounded unclear.
pity also nih nih son.inner nanda
"Rai, I asked for the address of Dira's house" said Nanda while waking up Rai who was like she was going to lose consciousness.
"Ngapain loe asked for Dira's address? want to nikung me loe? " sahut Rai's.
"Gue wants to bring Dira here "
"Oh, that is, good good good, said Rai while telling Dira's home address in an increasingly unclear tone and began to close his eyes at the bar table.
Nanda immediately drove his car to Dira's house, although the clock had shown at 03.00 in the morning.
"Assalamualaikum" said Nanda, knocking on the door.
"Walaikumsalam "sounds from inside the house.
"Aunty night, sorry to interrupt, I'm a friend of Rai, can I meet Dira" Nanda said without saying stale as soon as she saw Mama Dira opened the door.
"Oh yes, please come in, auntie first call "her answer with a confused expression and go straight to her daughter's room.
"Dir, wake up dear" said mama Dira while patting her daughter's body slowly.
Dira opened his eyes and tried to wear glasses to see more clearly.
"What's the matter, mah? "
"There are friends Rai, want to see you he said? "
"Friend Rei? what's the night here for? " answer Dira with annoyance.
"You've met him there first "
Dira began to go downstairs and saw Nanda who was waiting in the living room of his house.
"You? " said Dira as she tried to approach Nanda.
"Dir, I nanda Rai's friend, I'm sorry I disturbed, you can come along for a while not the same me now? "
"Where? "
"To Rai's place "
"No way, you're his best friend, take care of it yourself" said Dira who was about to turn around and leave Nanda.
"Loe wants to see Rai die? " said Nanda.
"meaning? " tanya Dira was a little afraid to hear Nanda's words.
"Yaudah, so come with me now "persuade Nanda.
Dira finally chose to follow Nanda's invitation and began to get into his car. They soon arrived at the club that night.
"What's it for here? " asked Dira in an irritated tone when she knew Nanda was taking her to a place she didn't like.
"Follow it first" said Nanda who immediately got off the car.
Dira began to enter the night club which had looked lonely because it was going to be morning and only seen a few people there.
"This is your husband" said Nanda who took Dira to the bar table and saw Rai who was unconscious at the table.
"He's drunk? "
" yes, every night he comes here, he can't take care of the company anymore, so he often nginep in my house" answered Nanda while smiling wryly.
Dira just fell silent.
"Dir, I'm sorry for what my friend said about Tai's intentions, Rai is a jerk, including me and my other friends, we're all jerks, we're all jerks, but I know rai for a long time and he's never been this messy, he really loves you, think back to the decision loe dir " said Nanda who immediately left Dira
Dira walked slowly towards Rai who was unconscious at the bar table. Dira leaned his head on the bar table, and stared fixedly at Rai's face.
" Foolish fool "
Dira rubbed Rai's lips with her index finger.
"Why do useless things like this? want to prove it this way? " murmurm Dira.
Rai slowly opened his eyes looking faint Dira's face, Rai holding Dira's hand that was still poking her lips.
"Dira "Rai smiles.
"I love you, you must not believe, it's okay, I will still love you even though later we will separate "he said in an increasingly unclear tone and closed his eyes again.