MARRYing My Beloved Cousin (MDSK)
About feeling

Shaka lay his tired body on the bed, looked at his wife who had fallen asleep first and then turned to stare blankly at the ceiling of his room.

Really he felt guilty because it made Kenia and Radit meet yesterday, he thought since the incident Kenia was sick, Radit had no problem with his marriage.

The reality behind it all, he accidentally makes Radit suffer with his feelings are not over.

Drrtt.... The sound of his hape was shaking.

He took the flat object on the nightstand.

It was a message from his brother Sam.

"Tumben very ni son." muttered Shaka.

Soon he opened a message from Sam.

Sam: Ka, I asked you not to invite Kenia to meet Radit, this is for the good relationship of the three of us. I have no intention to side with anyone but what I want you to love when Radit can heal his wounds.He was very messed up yesterday. Kamila must have been understanding to Kenia.

" This is what makes Kenia discuss Radit's problem" Shaka murmured while looking at his wife's face with sadness.

His guilt rang out, because since the talk about Radit earlier Kenia looked gloomy.

Shaka rubbed his face rough, his mind raging.

Maybe all this time I only thought about my happiness, without seeing what you are and how you feel.

Maybe my love would just ruin someone's life.

I honestly don't want to be selfish about this,

being with you is the greatest happiness of my life. But this moment I realized, I couldn't force your heart to be directed at me.

If I can't make you love me, then letting go of you I'll do it just to see you happy.

Shaka tried to close his eyes, hoping he would fall asleep soon and meet with the morning he would later.

Instead of falling asleep, he looked very frustrated.Ten night Shaka went out of the room, walked down the stairs and passed through space by space.

With the door knob to the place where the pool is, he came out and sat himself in the pool. His feet were playing with water. Let the dinginya of the night hit his body so that the mind on his head slightly muffled.

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"Why dream of yourself." Kenia's voice resuscitated her daydream, even she did not realize that his wife was now at his side.

"Since when did you wake up Ken." Shaka asked in surprise.

"Since you left the room."

"What's bothering you, until you have to be here at night, it's time to rest and tomorrow you still have to go to the office right ?" terocos Kenyan.

"You.." answered Shaka quickly.

"I think about your feelings Kenia, honestly I feel guilty. I can't sleep because of you.I don't want you to be tormented by this marriage." said Shaka.

Kenia grabbed Shaka's fingers and grasped them tightly, Her smile of lips etched upwards.

"Now I'm sure of how I feel." said Kenia.

"I'd love it if you chose Radit, sorry if I've been too selfish to love you Kenia" Shaka smiled bitterly.

"Before I decided to marry you, I had already discussed my relationship with Radit's brother. In the hope that I can annul our marriage if I persuade her.

Instead of canceling, he asked me to learn to love you. And I've done it, the result you'll know too." said Kenia.

Now that Kenia's body was turned to look at her Husband, her hand was raised cupping Shaka's cheek.

"I love you, brother, I'm starting to love you. Maybe it's too soon but trust me I've never messed with my feelings." said Kenia seriously, her eyes hard to interpret.

Shaka really did not expect, this was beyond his expectations.

"True brother Radit, let time heal his wounds. From the day I met her, I was determined to get rid of my feelings" said Kenia again making Shaka grab Kenia's body and hold her so tightly.

"I love you Kenia, I love you. I promise I will never see you again, let time bring us together when we are all used to it." Shaka explained.

Kenia carved a smile, a feeling of relief and happiness filled her chest, this was the beginning where she arranged her heart.

new love and new feelings that he must take care of.

"Let's go to sleep at night" said Shaka, grabbing Kenia's hand.

They entered the house with hands clasping each other and a sparkling smile on the faces of the two.

Until in the room they lay down, tilting the body by looking at each other.

"Ahh happy." muttered Shaka.

"I'm on the moon, don't ask for it now" said Kenia.

"I'm not asking, I know you need time." Shaka reviewed the smile and his hand grabbed Kenia's waist to get closer in his arms.

According to Kenia, she kissed Shaka's cheek briefly and then drowned her red face in her husband's field.

"Like this Kenia, I've been so happy." Inner Shaka.

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