
I love you so much. But why is my guilt bigger than anything.
•**Reyhan Anggara
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Rey is very happy with her newborn child. Even so, why was such a huge guilt lodged in his heart. According to him, his depression has reduced but why his guilt this time is deeper than before when he suffered from depression. Has the depression not healed and is getting worse? Should he stay away from the Moon and Ken? So that they are not ashamed to have a husband and father who is crazy.
Rey pensively rubbed Ken's tiny head. Rey thought about her mistake first. The mistake kept ringing in his mind.
"Hey boy, I'm sorry Dad because you can't take care of you when you're not born in the world. You're angry with Dad, aren't you?" rey asked as she lifted her son from the baby box. Rey banged him up and kissed Ken in a fit of rage.
"Boy, I've got a lot wrong with your Mother. Want to help Dad turn it around with Mother you're not Boy?" ask Rey to Ken. Ken just laughed. He seems to agree with his father's words.
"Good Boy. Help me turn it around with your Mother, Boy. If it works, you give me lots of toys. How's Boy?" ask Rey again to Ken. Rey continues to invite Ken to talk when he knows Ken will not reply because Ken has not been able to speak even newborn.
"Boy just shut up Boy. Answer Dad dong boy." said Rey while menoel-noel chubby cheeks Ken. Suddenly Ken cried so hard that it made the Moon surprised.
It's a hard child to work with. That's aja nangis. Shut up, madam. You know, Mother is a lioness know. Inner Rey.
"Sister Rey! That's Ken flanked to that cry?!" tanya Moon was angry. It seems Rey and Ken's bond is very strong. Before Moon took Ken from Rey, Ken suddenly stopped crying.
"Nah stop crying, hehe earlier we were playing together" said Rey.
"Awas Ken crying again! I'll marry Taehyung again!" say Moon.
"Mending same brother, big sister than tea dipper!" said Rey.
"Bodo very!" say Moon.
"Lan, go back with brother yuk." said Rey. The moon looked at Rey strangely.
"Sister forgot? moon College is not finished yet" said Moon.
"How much longer?" ask Rey. He understood the situation of the moon. If he told Moon to quit college suddenly it would hurt his heart because getting into Harvard University was very difficult.
"Um, the month has been there for five months. That means there's about 13 months left. But if the moon can design the Thesis quickly, ten more months will pass. Doain aja kak, let the Moon quickly told to make a Thesis." said Moon. Rey nodded then stroked the Moon's head gently.
"Surely." replied Rey. "Smart sister wife yes. I want an S2. Thesis is now Thesis. Ija brother still feel the passion of the thesis has never been frenzied ngerjain thesis." said Rey.
"Yes? What are you doing in the reading room? The Moon reads the thesis. No big brother is S3!" say Moon.
"Okay smart." Rey replied.
"Well, did you get a master's degree? Jinjja?" ask Moon.
"Let's not. Males take S3, sister just want to get to S2 Business only. Most of you are smart to learn again" said Rey narcissistic.
"Oh my narcissistic god is acute!" the Moon
"Yaudah your sister who is studying here. But living in my sister's apartment." said Rey. Moon nodded.
Actually the Moon had a little doubt about Rey. He was afraid Rey was pretending like she used to be. But judging by Kenzo's facial features and Rey's facial features, he tries hard to trust Rey back.
Drett... Drett...
"Just a minute, Lan Pengang Ken bentar ya." said Rey. Moon idles and takes Ken from Rey's sling.
"Assalamualaikum" said Rey raised the vidio call.
"REYHAN AUSTIN ORCHID!" yell Reano.
Okay, from now on never go back to Indonesia.inner Rey.
"Why don't you tell me that Anggara's granddaughter was born! You are basic! If you go home, I'll punish you!" reano was angry.
I'll cut off Kenzo's pay! inner Rey.
"Patience is okay. This Rey wants to tell you but can't" Rey said.
"Why didn't you tell me you were in the hospital?" asked Mita who looked sad.
"Sorry Bun. Rey doesn't want to make Mommy the same Daddy worried about Rey. Rey is so big, you can take care of yourself. There is even a moon now. Rey promised to eat regularly and not be crazy work kayak a few months ago" said Rey.
"good. Where's Dad's grandson?" ask Reano. Rey points her camera at Ken and the Moon.
"Here we go. His name is Kenzard Adnanlio Anggara. Call him Ken!" answer Rey.
"Why not Kenzard" asked Risa.
"Ribet tau called his long name. Say brother, brother name Reyhan rarely people call Reyhan's brother most Rey." replied Rey. Risa looked to nod.
"Well, you guys go back to Indonesia. We want to get this second daughter-in-law" Reano said.
"Who is married to Yah?" ask Rey.
"The cave!" said Galang who was beside Risa while hugging Risa's shoulder.
"Make ade nangis cave, do you deal with Reyhan Anggara understand? " said Rey.
"Ready, so you back bentar doang kok." said Galang.
"Okay, the cave will turn back to the Moon. I want to send the moon home. Assalamualaikum." said Rey turned off the phone unilaterally.
•••
"This habit is a boy. If it's not a cave boy already beheaded this guy on a toge tree!" reano was upset.
"You're like that a lot" Mita said
"Who said? Do you have any proof, honey?" ask Reano.
"Romantic snob Mr. Anggara!" said Mita.
"Ciee Dad and Mommy are so sweet" said Risa.
"Diem." said Mita. "So Cik, how is Risa's wedding event with Galang?" ask Mita.
"Gue is following Galang just want how it is" said Cika.
"Ekhm banned from Korean boy band" said Dave. They immediately laughed.
"The plan is Risa want to marry in Korea once met the BTS member who is handsome. What else Jungkook, Taehyung, the same Jimin." said Risa.
"Huh what? Squatting down? Tea dipper? A limin?" ask Galang.
"There is a twin sister Rey ni." said Risa began to get upset.
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Hmm, I smell finished. Is it near the end or is it still a long time? Or is there a new novel? Author does not know, you guess yourself deh 😂
Okay, do not forget the support for the author is always ngalir and always nyemangatin author yes. Fighting for those of you who want a test. Surely if you try, because hard work will not betray the results. Can be in the example of Rey who never gave up to make the Moon back to him 😉