Marrying My Head (Related)
Hit by the truth

Freezing with the mind that flew away remembering his words yesterday kept ringing in his hearing.

"I shouldn't love a woman like you, I should have forgotten you for a long time, and lucky you never contained my seed, a woman like you doesn't deserve to be fought for"

Returning to mind all of Kayla's words just moments ago before Kayla left her apartment.

Alham was still frozen like a mannequin, the remorse of sin and guilt over everything he did to Nana was really like making him want to replay the time that had passed and correct all his mistakes. But that is very impossible, because no human being is able to turn the time that has passed.

Tick ticks

Spirits began to drip on both of his eyeballs soaking his jaws. The pain from his chest made him unable to breathe, his bones felt fragile, even moving, he felt unable to move from his place.

"A-----" Her voice stopped because she felt so claustrophobic.

"A-I killed my own son" Alham told himself. His tears finally broke overshadowing all his atrocities though not atrocities through his ex-wife's physique, but what he did was more severe than physical cruelty, because he hurt the feelings and hearts of his ex-wife and also made his wife mentally down to experience severe trauma and pressure over his treatment.

Alham continued to cry like a child in his apartment, a regret that was of no use to him anymore. A regret that came too late.

"I'm sorry for being too selfish without ever thinking about you... Why am I so stupid, after I lost you I realized I love you so much..... Suppose I could give back my time wasted as a husband, I want to carve a smile on your face like I used to... Sorry I'm Nana... I'm sorry" LIrih Alham with tears flooding her face.

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Gilang House.

Gilang sat thinking about his marriage with Nana who stayed two days.

Breathe in heavily. Nana... I love you so much, but I feel so selfish wanting to have you, I thought if the time we spent together could make you love me... But it's only in my mind, the truth is you still love him very deeply. Love will find its own way, and will return to its rightful place. Inner Gilang sad.

I'll let you go for him. Gilang determination in his heart, he chose to retreat for the happiness of the woman he loved so much.

Love does not have to have a real love where we are willing to see the person we love happy, rather than having to force him to be by our side while he does not love us.

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The day before Nana and Gilang's wedding.

Nana sat in the garden yard which was in the mension papi Bima while pensively staring blankly. His heart was completely sick and wounded by all the accusations that Alham threw yesterday from his mouth.

Without Nana noticing, a car was standing outside looking at her. Sorry-kan... I've hurt your feelings... I promise you, from today on I'll let you go, I'll never bother you again. Inner Alham saw Nana from outside the fence.

"I'm sorry, I haven't been able to apologize to you in person, but one day I will definitely come to apologize to you, may you be happy, she said, I'm sorry for ruining your happiness" muttered Alham. As much as possible to hold back his tears so as not to fall.

Looking towards the swimming pool which is in front of the mension papi Bima.

"Nana get me a towel, I want to go up" Shouted Alham to Nana who sat down to drink her juice. Nana was 15 years old at the time.

"Come on Nana... I've been cold" Lies Alham, he only intends to prank Nana.

"I don't want to brother, why is forced, just take it myself, Alham also wear shorts, not innocent too right" said Nana upset at Alham.

"I'll give you a snack if you want to take me a towel" Alham said, saying the most powerful words if he wanted to tell Nana.

Nana developed her smile. "Well my future husband, I will definitely take his for your beloved" Genit Nana took a towel and gave it to Alham.

Byurrrr

It turns out that Alham pulled Nana's hand into the pool making all of Nana's clothes wet up to her hijab. Alham laughed out loud to see Nana upset half-dead to him because he managed to prank Nana who also likes to prick her.

Alham again dropped her tears while remembering the good times together with Nana. Turn on the car and leave the location.

While on the road suddenly a car blocks and cuts its way.

Stepping on the brakes, Alham got out of the car, got out a man from the car that blocked his way to Alham.

And..................

Buk up!

Without warning Gilang directly hit Alham's face hard. Alham took it backwards but in the slightest he did not intend to avenge Gilang's blow on him.

Buk up!

Gilang again hit Alham's stomach, but again Alham just silence without retaliating. "Take that as my greeting to you. Honestly, I really don't like you, because you're a man that my future wife loves very much, but unfortunately you're just a jerk who doesn't know how to appreciate the love of someone who comes to you" Gilang said.

Think of it as a blow because you won and got Nana, the girl I love so much. Add Silence in the heart.

Alham just silently wiped the blood from the corner of his lips. He knew he was wrong in whatever way.

Alham and Gilang were both silent until a few minutes passed.

"Do you love him" asked Gilang suddenly to Alham.

"I love her so much, but you don't have to worry, I won't bother her anymore, and I'll also try not to appear in front of Nana again" Reply Alham which makes his heart bleed as in shreds by his own words.

Quiet for a while "Come tomorrow to my wedding, I will wait for you, you will be my special guest," said Gilang and then left to die Alham.

Be ill... Alham's heart is very sick because from tomorrow he will really lose a Nana who has been used to him from Nana is still a baby again.

Love is too late to realize, and it hurts a lot.