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Epsu 17. Real reason

"Darling, can I come in?" Rin was in front of his room and Radit knocked on the door.

But because there was no answer from the inside, so Rin immediately decided to enter, he was worried if something happened to Radit.

When Rin came in, she saw Radit sitting with his sad face, but still tried to hold back the tears from falling.

Rin slowly approached Radit and sat down next to him.

"Are you okay?" rin said slowly as his hands clasped one of Radit's hands, but Radit just silently did not answer.

"Darling, can I know why you're acting like this? She is your Mother, so it would be nice if you would visit her grave for this time," Rin continued very slowly and gently, but Radit still remained silent.

"Well, I won't force you to tell a story if you feel like I'm a decent place to be, and don't tell a story if you don't. I will always be there for you, so you don't have to worry" Rin said with sincerity and compassion.

For a moment there was no conversation between them, but after a few minutes Radit finally wanted to open his voice.

"I never hated my mom, I hated myself. The reason I don't want to go to her grave all the time, is because I don't want to show my stupid face to such a nice person."

"Because I'm dead, she knows that I also have a disease like her, which is why she cares more about my health than herself."

"If I hadn't been born, or if I hadn't been sick, then he would have been around until now. I am the cause of his death, I killed the man who was so good to me. I will never forgive myself!"

"Any time when I think of her, or see her face in the photo, my heart hurts so much, that's why I don't dare to see her."

Radit finally explained the reason all this time, making him no longer able to stem the tears, and finally the tears fell.

"Revents ... You can't say that, death is a destiny that God has written down, and you have nothing wrong, I'm sure your mother is proud to have given birth to you, I'm also sure that he never regretted saving your life" Rin replied.

"A mother will always do her best for her child. Honey, believe me that mama would love to see you happy here, you are innocent of her death, you must be strong, you must be strong, and prove that you can be better because of the humility that he has given," Rin continued to give advice and support to Radit very gently.

"Rin..," said Radit.

Rin pulled her lover's head slowly to lean on her shoulder.

"You can make me your seat, I'll always be by your side when you need me" Rin continued, trying to calm the still-crying Radit.

"Please promise me you won't tell anyone this, okay?" lirih Radit's.

"I promise, you have entrusted me, and I will hold that trust. You know I love you so much, I'll never want to see you in pain or sad again, so smile" Rin replied as she stroked Radit's head leaning against her shoulder.

Now they both dissolve in warmth and genuine affection.

After a few minutes Radit had felt better, his tears had begun to stop, he could not violate the orders of the woman to smile.

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"Rin, Radit, how?" surya asked as the pair of lovers were seen coming out of the room.

"Rin has persuaded Brother Radit Pa, so finally Kak Radit wants to come," replied Rin, hearing that Surya was made happy not to play.

"Thank God, you finally want to, Rin, you're great!" surya said thankfully and then put a thumb to Rin.

So because everyone was ready to leave, including Radit and Rin, they finally went to Radit's mama's grave, they rode in different cars but they would go hand in hand.

"Honey, if later there you feel sick or suddenly feel bad, then just hold my hand yes" said Rin on the way to the tomb, he knew that Radit was really scared at the moment, which is why he was the one driving the car while holding Rin's hand.

"Huf ... I'll try to be strong this time!" radit's reply strengthened itself, seeing that Rin was made a little relieved.

About 45 minutes drive from Rumah eu out Surya to TPU Pondok Kelapa place where mama Radit tomb is located.

Until finally they all arrived there, they parked their cars, and then went down to walk to the grave of Radit's mother.

Radit's tears again began to fall when he saw a tombstone bearing the name of his mother, Rahayu Kirani Surya.

"Ma..," said Radit in a trembling voice.

Rin who saw Radit had clenched his hand immediately grabbed the hand and grasped it.

"Honey is patient," said Rin trying to calm Radit, he also tightened his grip after feeling Radit had been very enduring the pain, and the anxiety of his heart.

And finally Radit was able to survive for approximately 30 minutes in that place because it was accompanied by Rin. Honestly, if Rin was not there, Radit would have run away immediately, and could not survive as long as it endured the pain and sadness.

After sending prayers and sprinkling flowers at Mama Radit's tomb, they left the tomb one by one to return to Surya's residence, and prepare for the event later that night.

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Evening arrived, now the Surya family home was very crowded filled with many people, both from the Surya family, Pramana, their business partners, the children from the orphanage, as well as the neighbors.

And because the show has not yet begun, Rin and Radit are still in their room to prepare themselves before finally going out, and participating in the yasinan.

"Rin, sorry because today I cried too much, you must now think I'm a whiny man right?" ask Radit.

"Haha ... Of course not, I understand how you feel, it is indeed very heavy, even I am not sure that it will be as strong as you" Rin replied with a small laugh.

Seeing that Radit was made completely relieved, he was grateful to have Rin so understanding, and willing to accept every condition.