ME And I
14

risa continued to observe the jagging rendi with slow steps in front of her, her head bowed, and her hands clenched tightly on each side of her body, her body steadied with wide rigid strides, risa took her breath heavily aware of the emotional joint, she exhaled before deciding to call rendi.

"joint"

rendi turned around with a stiff face, his eyebrows locked tightly, his usually gentle appearance now looked different, there was cruelty and sincerity reflected in his eyes as he stared at the risa "Why should jasmine? risa!" rendi's anger was unstoppable, he fiercely glared towards risa.

his feelings were so mixed, between anger, disbelief, surprise to see. Looking at risa who stood quietly, seemed to greatly enjoy her anxiety, fear and anger Jasmine, said the cruel, cruel word, his attitude is full of illusions, his mind is deceptive.

risa hardened her jaw, her eyes moved looking at the red rendish face "i hate it" risa spoke frankly to the rendition, she turned her face away when she saw the enlarged jinxed eyeballs, like not expecting an honest response.

rendi looked at the disbelieving risa, the girl in front of him? is she really concerned about why she became like this, being a cold, vindictive and evil girl, where is the once so patient and understanding of "risa, Jasmine knows nothing, he did it just because he didn't understand"

risa turned her head with a stiff neck, she could not accept these ridiculous words of rendi, her body suddenly felt hot, like someone was lighting a fire in her heart "Then do I deserve all that?" risa took her breath for a moment then resumed her words with a feeling of anger "i also do not know anything, and do not understand what has actually happened rendi.so is not this even?!"

rendi took a deep breath that felt heavy seeing the coldness of his emotions, he tried to suppress his emotions and said more gently to explain to risa "jasmine is not that cruel, worried why do you keep provoking her?" rendi looked at Risa with confusion and frustration, he increasingly felt that he did not know the girl in front of him. Risa had completely changed 180 degrees. rendi really felt that the one standing in front of him was not risa but someone else.

"because I hate him, I'm angry to see his peaceful life, I'm sick of his attitude" risa stomped her feet hard, her breathing felt so hot.

rendi fell silent, his eyes staring at risa increasingly clueless, looking at her bright star eyes but filled with hatred "why did you become like this, she said, aditama deserves to get rid of it, but Jasmine why you have to get this far, she's not that cruel"

risa took her breath, her lungs felt increasingly narrow, she clenched her hands gathering awareness and firmness of her heart "because, I can't accept her living happily" he replied, his eyes were hot at this moment

"risa, you're meaner and meaner than Jasmine"

When he heard the word rendi, it was like a cold wind that hugged Risa made him cold, he swallowed his saliva bitterly, his eyes sore and hot, his heart like a nail prick, sore, sore, he wanted to scream in front of his rendi face, if Risa did not provoke him, jasmine would not display her true form, either, if Risa was not cruel to jasmine Risa would definitely be stepped on and suffer for a long time, she turned her back to the joint, her head ducking staring at her feet resting on the cold floor, he said, his sight felt blurry "cruel?" He whispered restrainedly, two drops of tears had suddenly fallen before his feet, he was all his might holding his so that the joint would not hear him, he kept biting his lips so that the stuffing would not escape. risa gulped her saliva many times, took her breaths regularly for her mind to become clear, she had to be aware, she could not be carried away emotions.Risa closed her eyes, breathing cold air once again, she had to be sober, remember you've decided, even if he had to be a criminal, he'd accept it, so why now is he hurt just because the little word doesn't mean, it's just like a pebble throw, it's like a pebble throw, the next path will be more victims, will more people who hate him, can he exhale and speak more calmly "why can't I be cruel?" risa turned around, looked at the rendi and asked more boldly, her eyes shining coldly.

"to my satisfaction, I am not satisfied if they do not feel what I feel" Risa replied coldly,

rendi rubbed his face, and suddenly felt tired, and was so firm as a rock out of nowhere he learned such a trait "did you not regret it at all?"

"Then why should I?" the thought of Risa arrived numb, her heart suddenly felt empty, she looked at rendi who was standing quietly in front of her, Risa always waiting for this answer, the question that had always haunted her, she said, why should He be deceived, why should He be sacrificed? why should he not repay their evil deeds to him.why should he always remain silent, while they never care about what is natural, why must he always wait while no one has defended him, if not who he is anymore, if he is not evil and cruel who will protect him, this is only his way to protect himself "I never regretted it" Riasa replied firmly

rendi was stunned and took a step back unconsciously "you.." he did not continue his sentence, his eyes looked disappointed and coldly "you are not worried, I do not know you" his lips trembled.

risa's eyes shone and she smiled coldly behind her mask, she didn't care anymore "i'm not her, because I don't live pitifully"

Rendi did not immediately respond, she still noticed risa, her shoulders drooped she then took her breath, before speaking heavily "is this really your decision?"

risa stared at rendi for a while, then nodded confidently "this is my decision, if you want to go please but do not hinder me"

rendi stepped up wanting to get close to risa but stopped immediately when he saw that Risa was turning her face away "you really will do it, even if you have to fight your own family"

risa looked up at the worn-out ceiling, her hands clenched involuntarily "of course, they were also involved" she said sternly

rendi let out a breath for some time, he looked at Risa doubtfully "What if you end up having to face me?"

risa looked at the rendi deeply, looking at her soft brown eyes with silky black hair and beautiful facial lines, the risa heart pounding involuntarily looking at the gentleness and warmth of the jovial attitude, she said,risa knew the rendi's intent, she just didn't want to get too late in the past, and hurt herself but Risa couldn't let go of her past grudge, she took her breath and said calmly "there was never a way back" he turned to leave then left a silent rendi trying to digest everything himself,