Me And My Big Secret
Love brings pain

The most painful pain is when we cannot express the pain itself. Wanted to cry but the tears felt completely dry and left not a single drop. Wanting to scream and cursing like crazy, but realizing all that is just a waste of energy because it will not bring back what has been lost in our lives.

Don't hold on too tightly to something that isn't dead. A simple sentence but it has a very deep meaning. Sentences that should be the motto of someone's life, so that when we lose something, we will not be destroyed. All are the property of the Creator, and will return again to its owner.

Loving someone too much can also be disastrous when our love is unrequited or when it leaves us. The first love of all women, rarely leaves a happy story. Almost all of them had a very painful heartbreak along with their first love. Katriana is like that too.

Falling in love for the first time, Katriana actually loves someone who is difficult for her to reach. Although his love is reciprocated, in fact their love ran aground in the middle of the road because of a betrayal. Her first love had split her heart for another woman and it was her own best friend.

If remembered again, it seems Katriana never made her lover feel his name was ignored or ignored. Although only briefly Katriana always took the time to just meet even if only five minutes. But why should all his sacrifices be paid with a deep wound.

" If you want to cry, you can borrow my shoulder.. " Kayden offered himself.

" Hehe.. I don't want it for my convenience, it makes my best friend's heart hurt. " Katriana refused.

Kayden's gaze immediately led to an annoying woman who was now asleep due to drinking too much alcohol. His alcohol tolerance is very poor, but somehow Aurora always takes a drink when others take her.

" Key... A little advice from me. Don't let you end up regretting for taking too long to ignore his feelings. " Katriana smiled looking at Kayden. Katriana again gulped down the beer can she held. This was the sixth beer can he had drunk since arriving at his private apartment.

" A feeling can't be forced, Katy.. " Kayden said in response to Katriana's remarks.

" It's true. But there is no harm in learning to love someone who also loves us.. A love story doesn't just always start with both of them loving, Kay. " Kayden fell silent, unable to respond anymore. Katriana's words are not wrong, it's just that Kayden's heart hasn't really been able to forget 'he '.

" Are you happy? " Kayden stared at Katriana's face intensely. Looking forward to the answer coming out of Katriana's mouth.

" Yes.. He is good at making me feel appreciated and loved. He respected all the decisions we made together and most importantly he always put my comfort and my opinion first. " Katriana smiled so much. The first smile after that after work continued to frown.

Kayden nodded, he had nothing to use to reply to Katriana's words just now. There was a slight pain in Kayden's chest upon hearing Katriana's reply, but as long as Katriana happily ate Kayden promised herself he would always be there to support Katriana.

Kayden knew very well the taste of having a love that clapped one hand therefore he pushed Aurora with all his might so that this girl would not be hurt for loving her who would not be able to repay her love. Kayden has fallen in love with Katriana since seeing Katriana for the first time when she was a model at school.

Never would Kayden have thought that her first love would be her co-worker. And never thought if his first love was so strong and sturdy. Kayden loved Katriana in silence all this time, and she persevered even though she was once hurt when Katriana dated another man even now Katriana is married.

" What happened just now? " Task Kayden after feeling that Katriana can already be asked about the incident.

" Huft's.... He said that everything he did back then was to protect me.. It's ridiculous that he said he wanted to protect me, but he hurt me so deeply. " Katriana chuckled feeling that everything that happened was just a ridiculous thing.

" You believe him? " Katriana again chuckled at Kayden's question.

" Believe it and not, that's not where Kay is.. I was hurt because of it, that's where the point lies. " Said Katriana so firmly.

Whether or not it is true that her ex-lover hurt her for the sake of protecting her, it is clear that the end result is Katriana getting hurt because of the man. So to forgive or to assume everything like it never happened, obviously Katriana will not be able to do that.

" Go home if you're tired, Kay.. I'm okay here alone, I'm not really alone anyway. There's Aurora. " Katriana pointed at Aurora with her chin.

" gr.. He was like a corpse when he slept. There's a fire won't know him either. " Cibir Kayden who suddenly became upset because Katriana was discussing Aurora.

" Haha... You really understand everything about him. " Ledek Katriana who directly get the pillow from Kayden.

" Stop!!! Don't make me even more upset with him. " Katriana was still laughing, even now her laughter was louder than before. How tempting Kayden and Aurora were the things that could make her laugh the most.

Ting.. Vat..

Ting.. Vat..

Katriana and Kayden's focus is distracted when they hear Katriana's apartment doorbell ringing. The two looked at each other before finally both put their shoulders together because they did not know who would come to visit Katriana's apartment.

Kayden stood to open the door because the bell did not stop even though he and Katriana ignored it. A little upset, because there was something disturbing his moment alone with Katriana but Kayden had no choice but to open the door.

" Where's Katriana?? " Kayden's eyes popped up as soon as he met an uninvited guest at Katriana's apartment.

" Brother Gafar?? " Katriana was no less surprised than Kayden when she found her husband was already at the door of her apartment.

Galen stared coldly at Kayden and Katriana in turn. Katriana shuddered so coldly that Gafar looked at her. Without saying a word, Gafar entered Katriana's apartment, though he was not welcome. His eyes looked through every room of Katriana's apartment and Gafar began to breathe a sigh of relief when he saw a human body lying on the floor.

Gafar recognized who the owner of the lying body was. At least Gafar can be relieved because Katriana is not alone with Kayden in this apartment. Gafar was almost out of control when he found Kayden in this place together with his wife.

" Why haven't you come home yet?? It's late, Katy. " Tanya Gafar.

" Sorry brother.. Mm-hmm.. Aurora was drunk, so we brought her here. " Katriana answered half of the lie.

" You were willing to work and how did your friend get drunk? What are you guys doing?? " Katriana gulped her saliva rough. Her husband is currently in active lawyer mode.

" Sorry sir.. Our client was meeting at a club. That's why we.... "

" Sorry.. But I didn't ask you, Mr. Kayden. " Gafar's aura looks darker when dealing with Kayden.

Not wanting to make a fuss, Gafar chose to approach Katriana's body which was near Aurora's body lying asleep on the floor. Gafar looked at Katriana's appearance, thank goodness there was nothing different. His wife was still wearing the clothes she was wearing when she left for work earlier.

But then Gafar's eyes squinted sharply when he found something strange in Katriana's body. Gafar tried to sharpen his eyes, and he felt that there was nothing wrong with his eyes. Gafar tightened his jaw, and immediately turned to look at Kayden very sharply and piercingly.

" damn... " Bugh