Melody
Complicated

I never thought that this young man of my age had the status of being the wife of the Bagaskara family. I'm. An April Lia who does not know love, or rather trauma with love must now be faced with the complicated reality of my life. I admit, that I began to feel comfortable with Erlang, but on the one hand I felt depressed by the threat of Alfino who really understood what I was most afraid of.

Just stymied the dining table, I stared at the intense Erlang face that was enjoying the breakfast I made. There were only three more days left before I decided to take it off. This habit of ours will be greatly missed. It was not my desire to leave him, but it was my demands and sacrifices as proof of Erlang's affection.

"Nake?" I asked with a faint smile as I looked at Erlang who was eating voraciously. Though it was just plain cooking, soy sauce fried rice.

"Enak. You know, baby, I always imagine when every morning I'll enjoy your cooking. And I hope, we won't be separated until we're old and have grandchildren." I smiled wryly at Erlang's expectations. Really, I was trying so hard to hold back my tears from falling. Not wanting Erlang to be suspicious.

"Once again, eat again. Is this going to work?" I'm trying to switch the conversation. It is very sensitive to hear Erlang's true hope that I also really want. It's just that it's not possible.

"Huh. it feels really bad to work. What if I miss you later? You know, missing is hard. And the cure of longing is to meet." Erlang complains while cupping his face to his hands. Looks really cute.

"Then meet me at college. Finish?" My speech.

"But just. I think I want to cantongi you alone so that can be taken anywhere." Ticus. Basic spoiled!

"Not to be lebay! Cepetan finish breakfast, I want to go up first want to be ready." I immediately got up to my room.

"Where are you ready?"

I was silent for a moment while looking into his eyes deeply. "Take off." I answered briefly and then immediately went to the room to prepare to be ready to face reality .

*

I walked casually on the campus area of the engineering faculty. Letting others pass by on the floor of the corridor to their respective destinations. And my goal right now is to get to class.

"Please stop!"

Tap

My step stopped when I accidentally heard the sound of a woman's voice behind the UKS room. Actually I'm not the kind of person who's into other affairs, so I decided to continue my steps.

"Stop bothering April!"

Tap

This time my steps stopped when I heard my name called. Okay, honestly, I'm curious right now. Walking closer, I tried to peek at who the person inside was.

"He's not your woman, brother! Be aware! Don't be like this, April has her life. And his life wasn't to be with brother!" Exclaim the woman.

Plaques

"Shut up! Is being friends with her making you a dissident girl ha?! April's life was for me! Not for anyone else!" Alfino's snap made me stare.

"So realize! My sister does not love him! The taste you think of as love is just an obsession!"

"Shut up! Don't make your sister angry. You know for yourself how angry brother is! You better go and run your mission to find information about April!"

"No! Ririn doesn't want to! So far as Ririn is friends with April, she's a good girl. And a good girl doesn't seem to deserve to be with a psychopathic guy like sister! I don't care anymore, want that brother my cousin or about the imprisoned papa! Ririn. And Ririn doesn't want to waste a friend as good as April on your personal interests!"

Tap

Neither I, nor Ririn was equally riveted. I really didn't think that Ririn was Alfino's cousin. And is on a mission to extract information about me.

"April...!"

"Fake Friend?" I laughed cynically and immediately left Ririn without caring for her cry trying to explain. I don't give a shit. I was just disappointed and did not expect that the eye I felt was where it turned out to be Ririn. What was even worse was the cousin of an Alfino.

*

I stared intently at the vast expanse of the building in sight. I'm currently at the technical faculty rooftop. Why is it getting so complicated now. My race on Erlang that will run aground, the threat of Alfino and now? The inevitable fact that Ririn approached me was only to become an informant of an Alfino. What kind of fate is this, God.

One tear fell down my cheek that I roughly wiped. I'm not a whiny girl. An April is wrought to never cry. Yep! April strong! April...

"Hiks hyks hyks" I finally gave up. I'm just a weak Lia. The notoriously strong Aril became the weak figure of Lia.

Now what am I supposed to do?

I'm confused what to end? The remaining time Alfino gave him was only three days left. The problems I face are not yet fully resolved. There's still a heart I have to give clarity to, and there's still a sense I have to try to let go of.

I slowly got up from my downfall. Gazing at the vastness of the world, I began to gather the determination to end it all. Neither my taste, nor my life.