
Tasya sat on the living room sofa, opening the laptop screen with a fairly bright lighting.
Geck.. Geck.. Geck..
The sound of knocking on the door made Tasya rise from the sofa and unlock to let her in. Someone was standing right at the door. Not the Eagle, not Iqbal, not Gathan, not Odit, but Tasya's father.
"Dad.. "
Shouted Tasya excited. Tasya immediately hugged her father with a happy face.
"Tasya how are you? Sorry dad yes"
Tasya's father hugged Tasya back in his arms. Tasya's father looks very lethargic probably because he is tired of working.
"Tasya is fine.. "
In the arms of the father Tasya closed his eyes for a moment to feel how the warmth of the embrace of the father who had been lost without news. One minute of silence before dad lets go of Tasya's hug.
"Dad to take a shower first.. Can you make daddy coffee?"
Tasya who opened his eyes arrived before he felt satisfied with the embrace of the father felt a little disappointed because usually Tasya who often let go of his father's embrace.
Tasya nodded to answer the father's request. Tasya is still trying to positive thinking because maybe the father is still tired because after work.
"Well.. Tasya kangen with dad.. "
Decak Tasya while stirring the coffee he made for the father. Tasya placed the cup of coffee he had made on the dining table side by side with steamed bread.
Tasya closed her laptop and went back inside her room. Somehow Tasya's feelings were mixed about his father's attitude. Tasya opened the incoming whatsapp message from Eagle even Eagle to menspam chat Tasya so that Tasya immediately open the message.
Drett... Drrrett..
The sound of Tasya's hp vibration continued to sound. Exactly the name Eagle immediately appeared on the screen.
"Hallo"
Tasya said, laying his body on the bed.
"Yes, the cave wants to say the same important lo"
The voice of the eagle sounded very heavy. Tasya immediately sighed.
"What's? "
"Lo must be awayin Raka..! "
The Eagle exclaimed making Tasya shrink his forehead. What is the purpose of the Eagle to forbid Tasya to stay away from Raka? At least if jealousy is not the way.
"Gga can lang, the same cave Raka had been Friendship and Raka was always there when the cave speeding him.. Please don't force the cave to be friends with anyone the cave wants"
Tasya to the point. The eagle was silent listening to Tasya's explanation. Yes, according to Elang he does not need to do the same thing as who Tasya befriended. She also can't explain how her cunning Raka plays her part. The eagle knew this would make his relationship with Tasya even more distant.
"Sorry Sya cave is too late"
Said the Eagle felt it was not yet time for him to tell the truth.
"Yes crossed the line..! Udah deh Lang if you do not like the same Raka do not gini how to make the cave as far as Raka"
"Yes - yes.. Gua tau, cave apologize.. Cum-" cave"
"Currently the cave can be sorry, but the cave does not like the way lo limitin cave want to be friends with whom"
Not to mention the Eagle replied to Tasya. Tasya has turned off the phone. Today was really the most annoying day in his opinion. Tasya's mood got worse after listening to the Eagle's speech.
"Tasya, I want to talk"
Shouted Tasya's father from the direction of the dining room. Tasya pulled out her bolster and closed her eyes with a bolster. Tasya has to face what else, honestly for Tasya father really - really different.
"Tashya..."
Shouted the father back. Tasya threw out her bolster and opened her eyes. He came out of his room and walked towards the dining room.
"What's up, huh? "
Tasya asked astonished to see the middle-aged man eating his steamed cake.
"Sit.. "
Tasya's father looked like he was going to say something to Tasya even his face looked very serious. Tasya sat down and looked at his father's face.
"Yes.. You don't miss mom? "
Said dad breathing heavily. Dad took off his glasses and took Tasya's eyes seriously.
"Tasya kangen same mom.. But Tasya is more miss the same father who had been going to Tasya"
"Sorry father.. But I think my job is done"
Tasya's eyes immediately glared and his pulse sounded very fast. What is this sign? Why did Tasya's father arrive - arrived bluntly like that.
"M-ak-sud a-ya-h? "
Answer Tasya clumsy. Sometimes Tasya's father closed his eyes for a few seconds.
"It's time you knew"
Tasya scratched - scratched her fingers repeatedly - again even though it did not feel itchy. Tasya was increasingly astonished and did not understand the words - said the father.
"Your next month's birthday.. Exactly at the age of 17, I know maybe after you listen to this news you will hate the same father"
"Dad asked you to promise me that your father couldn't hate me"
Tasya scratched - scratched his head. Tasya increasingly understood the words of his own father.
"Did you make the same mistake Tasya made? Well... Don't make Tasya afraid, let's know Tasya himself won't hate me"
Sahut Tasya curious. Tasya's father again - again looks to take a deep breath.
"So all this time the person you call - call as a father not your real father. And the mother who loves you is not your real mother"
Tasya's breath stopped immediately and he swallowed his saliva slowly. Tasya's eyes closed instantly.
"God.. I must be lying"
Tasya said in his heart. Tasya still can't believe what her father said.
"I'm sorry I'm the same mom for covering this up from you, actually I'd love to tell you the truth, but since I was a kid, I've always forbidden you to say this to me... Until one day mom and dad were talking while you were asleep, Mom said you could tell me the truth one month before you turned 17"
"Dad left home because I really wasn't ready to talk to you, I was afraid you'd hate me and mom"
Listening to those words Tasya shed her tears for a moment. He closed his eyes with both palms. Maybe this is the toughest thing for Tasya but Tasya also has to accept this truth.
"A-ya-h pa-sti bo-hong-kan sa-ma Ta-sya?? "
Rintih Tasya. Tasya still didn't dare to look me in the eyes of the father she now knows that it wasn't her real father.
"Maybe you think that, but do you realize when you need blood type A and blood type Tasya O while the blood type father AB"
Obviously, I reinforce Tasya if it's true that Tasya is not his biological son.
"Where do Tasya's biological parents go?? "
Tasya's father went inside the room for a few minutes and came out carrying a pink box for Tasya.
"This is my mother's box.. Maybe it contains clues about your biological parents"
Tasya's father thrust the pink box next to Tasya. Tasya was still crying.
"Dad and mom found you in the hospital when I sent mom to check on her condition.. At that time one hospital was made to panic because your tiny baby was left alone in the baby's room without an identity"
"Father and mother initially did not care about you before the hospital confused how to.. Mom told me to check on you and you were crying in the baby room.. "
Tasya's father's eyes that had been strong explained immediately escaped his tears. Dad occasionally wipes his tears even though it still keeps coming out.
"After a few hours, I finally forced my father to ask the doctor if I was allowed to take you home from the hospital because I wanted to have children even if it wasn't his birth child"
"Dad.. Wh-napa... See CCTV? "
Deaf Tasya who was still crying unstoppably.
"CCTV hospital is damaged and is under repair.. I just found some stuff to strengthen your identity if you're looking for your real parents"
Tasya immediately took the pink box and stood up and hugged his father. Tasya knew it wasn't her real father but Tasya was comfortable being nearby, Tasya was used to this life.
"Thank you yeah yeah.. I want to take care of Tasya, Tasya is not angry with dad.."
"Yes the same, dear father Tasya"
Said Tasya's father hugging Tasya's body back. Both of them are still seen escaping their tears.
"Tasya can still stay here? Tasya can still call me father? "
Rintih Tasya in her father's arms.
"certainly can... You will still be the most beautiful father's son"
Tasya's Father. After Tasya was relieved, Tasya finally let go of her embrace and brought the pink box into her room. Tasya still did not expect if this happened. Even when he was not ready, he had to strengthen himself.
Although I finally knew that this hurt. But I kept trying to make peace with my heart, make peace with my circumstances, and smile back.