
Maria, the head nurse at a suburban S hospital who was buying coffee from a drinking machine, glanced at the other nurses who again talked about the same thing over and over. It's about Anna.
"It's been almost a year and hasn't Anna's doctor been pronounced dead?"one of the nurses in the group said.
"True, the operation did run smoothly but after the completion of the operation Anna's doctor was declared brain dead" said another.
"But why is Anna's body still preserved? Wasn't his family so cruel in doing that? All that is sad for Anna's doctor" added another.
"I heard this was not the request of her family doctor Anna but rather the owner of the chairman of the foundation that owns this hospital"another said in a voice that was discouraged because he did not want anyone to hear outside of their group.
"Correct? Lord Azriel asked for it?!"others say they don't believe.
The nurse nodded seriously. "Yes, it turns out that doctor Anna and Mr. Azriel have known since school, some even say they have known since childhood" said the nurse was so serious.
"Well unexpected, how did Anna's doctor get close to those handsome people, besides doctor Ray, Anna's doctor also had a friend who was all handsome right?"said another nurse envied Anna who was close to many handsome men.
"Yes right, a group of people a year ago came and saw Anna's doctor chatting in her office and all of her men were very handsome and whose women were very beautiful"another nurse said she remembered how excited it was because she felt the hospital was the arrival of a group of celebrities.
"Why are we so off like this anyway?! We're talking about Anna's dead doctor but she's still being treated as if she's gonna wake up" one nurse said to get them back on track.
"It's true, and it looks like we have to make an objection report because some patients who find out if there's a body here that hasn't been buried for a year they start complaining and it's really annoying"said one of the nurses.
"True, I also often get complaints even the patients threaten if Anna's doctor is not buried immediately they will report if we do malpractice here" added another.
"I also agree that the dead should not remain among the living" said another nurse agreeing to make an objection report to the hospital director.
Maria sighed feeling useless as she listened to the nurses' chatter which was obvious that they actually hated Anna and Maria knew the reason why the nurses hated Anna. Because the majority of the male workers at the hospital liked Anna and took a heart for the multitalented doctor and maybe they were jealous of Anna and hated her.
Grunting inexhaustibly Maria stopped listening to their useless chatter and intended to move into the staff room but came to a halt when she realized there was someone the group was talking about standing together with her subordinates.
Smiling Maria greeted Azriel. "Ah Mr. Azriel welcome. You're back to visit?"
The group of nurses stared back at Maria and hesitantly turned to look at her and they could see Azriel and Ravi there staring at them coldly.
It seemed like Azriel listening to their chatter scared them to death.
"A-anu tuan–"
"Yes as usual" Azriel cut and ignored the group of nurses answering Maria's questions and walked up to her, followed by Ravi passing through the group.
"Then I'm together, I'm also going to do a routine check on Anna"maria said kindly and they left the group of nurses who looked very worried and scared not playing because they were on the tip of the horn.
***
Azriel was left alone in front of the glass window wall of the room where Anna was treated, sitting in the chair waiting there staring at the figure of Anna who was still at home closing her eyes and lying quietly there.
Ravi goes to take care of the group of nurses who gossip about her and Anna. Then Maria, the head nurse, left after a routine checkup on Anna and as usual there was always a ring that said if Anna's condition had not changed, Azriel seemed to feel desperate.
This is all his fault. Always the thought is permanently imprinted in his brain and heart.
Azriel looked down completely and covered her face with her hands resting on her lowered face.
Did Azriel just give up?
Anna would never wake up again, the girl was dead and it was all because of her.
Azriel begins to think that the words people say about her holding Anna like this are the same as torturing Anna.
Whereas Azriel had always tortured Anna by always giving misfortune to the girl, and now she still tortured Anna by arresting the girl.
"Hiks.."
One sob escaped while his body was back upright with both hands trying to wipe away his ever flowing tears.
Rising from his seat, Azriel looked up at Anna's figure there. He gave up and he realized that he had to let go from the beginning.
Azriel will let Anna go.
Azriel will step in and allow Anna to leave her.
Azriel should not be selfish thinking Anna would wake up and say that she loved her like she had in her dreams.
It was only Azriel's dream, unreal, it was all her strong desire so strong that it was carried over to the dream.
Feeling stupid if he thinks he is loved by the girl, obviously he deserves to be hated instead of loved by the girl.
Azriel who made Anna suffer even long ago Azriel always made Anna suffer. This bastard once thought Anna loved him and did not consider all the crimes he had committed on the girl.
Taps.
Azriel had entered Anna's isolation ward and was standing right next to the girl lying closed her eyes.
Tears were unrelenting and Azriel let them go because her hands moved slowly to remove the oxygen mask that had been helping Anna to live.
If it is said Azriel will let Anna down it seems that it is not suitable because even Azriel has no right to think that way.
"Anna I'm sorry for everything and enjoy heaven there, you'll see me suffer in hell to pay for all my sins to you, once I take this off and it'll soon follow"azriel said there was no doubt in any of her words because she intended to pay for everything she had done to Anna, as soon as Anna herself would kill herself.
"Maybe you're thinking how disgusting and asshole I am but Anna I love you from the beginning to the end"
Tiit. tiit...