Miss My Sister
I Hate Tama

The day has changed. Exactly a week Sasha did not go to school.Raymond's excitement became more and more. But he can't do anything. The last news he got from Mr. Yossep, the driver of the Setyawan family when Raymond visited the Setyawan residence that all members of the Setyawan family went out of town because of important business.

I don't know why these days in Raymond's head there's always a shadow of a girl with such a shoulder. Plus the number of questions asked by his beloved sister." Brother Raymond didn't come with a pretty brother did he?"

" Didn't your sister look at Silvy? "

"Where's the pretty sister?

" Why didn't you come see Silvy again, sister? "

"Tomorrow to take your beautiful sister home, sister? "

Yes, that's the question that every school home a few days was thrown that managed to make Raymond in the fog to answer it.

"Hopefully you'll be back soon, yes. " Raymond mumbled.

And across there

Sasha seemed to feed Chika with all her efforts. From the moment she realized, Chika was very difficult to eat. Only with Sasha did the food make it into Chika's mouth though not much.

Chika's mental state is still unstable. Sometimes I laugh alone and sometimes cry alone. Sasha saw it. He did not until the heart asked about the true cause of the incident. She was afraid of making Chika hysterical again.

Yesterday when Sasya ventured to ask Chika to act apprehensive. Yeah, he's like crazy. Crying, laughing, yelling hysterically. Sasha did not until the heart saw a strong figure that he had admired instead become this fragile. Tama. All this because of him. You wimps! sasha in his heart.

Chika was discharged from the hospital today. Beyond her psychic condition, Chika's physical health condition is getting better. The doctor gave me permission to go home. The doctor only suggested if emotional Chika continues like it is better taken to a psychiatrist. It is so sad that my heart hears it.

Along with Chika's discharge from the hospital, Nayla's mother, Riko's father and Mel decide to return to the city of S. But Sasha decided to stay for a while. Riko's father did not forbid Sasha, anyway from a week ago Mel and Sasha did home schooling so Riko's father did not have to worry about children's school.

At least he hopes that Sasha can strengthen Chika a little.

"Honestly, I'm glad you stayed, Shay, " said Chika as they sat in the garden behind Chika's house.

Sasha smiled. The coldness of the morning air made his heart feel a little calmer. " but... "I hung up her sentence making Chika turn her head full.

" But what is it? "asked Chika who was impatiently waiting for Sasha to continue her sentence.

" But I won't want to see you again

amu kept being a crybaby. " Sasya ventured to say a little sternly to her beloved cousin. He knew there was not much time. He also had to go to school again, but he also couldn't possibly leave Chik in this state.

Chika's facial water instantly turned sour.And Sasha knew it was bound to happen. But it can't be delayed anymore. He must quickly restore Chika to her former Chika. Chika is strong and tough even though Sasha knows it's not easy.

Sasha cupped her palms together on Chika's face. "Let's Go Chika! I know you're a strong girl. Fight all this Chika, I know it's tough but I'm sure you can! "

Chika is not flinching. Only the clear details are coming out. Long sobs began to sound.

Sasha let this go some time. She hopes Chika can vent her emotions first. The hope is that after his emotions are drained, Sasha can talk to Chika's already calm heart.

"You don't know how much pain I'm feeling right now, "what Sasha is waiting for finally happened. Chika now started to voice her heart.

Sasya did not respond because she wanted Chika to be able to vanish all her heart.

" I know there is a limit. If I'm told to choose my mending in front of me. It was decided that it was okay. Maybe I'll be a lot stronger and won't act stupid like this. "

"meaning? So what do you mean Tama didn't decide you? " Sasya was forced to respond this time because honestly she was very shocked by Chika's words just now. If the guess is right, it means we've all been wrong. Because we think Chika tried to kill herself because she couldn't accept being cut off by Tama.

Chika shook her head slowly and that was enough to answer. "Even I don't know what really happened. He suddenly disappeared like he was swallowed by the earth. No messages were left for me. HP numbers are not active. I tried to find all his friends but the results were nil. They also do not believe Tama suddenly disappeared like this.They said before was all right. "

"Did you guys fight?"

Chika took a long breath. "Not at all. We even ended up dating. None of them are suspicious. There was no sign of him leaving. Everything is as usual, yes. She was like the Tama before. Absolutely no awkwardness, Shay. So what made him go, huh?What's my fault, Sya? " Chika sobbed. His emotions began to rise. "Why did I make a mistake why didn't he tell me, Shay? I'll definitely fix it. But why did he even leave a thousand questions like this! " chika's tone of voice rose, rising three octaves at a time.

Sasya only tightly embraced his best friend and cousin. Gently stroked his back. I wish I could make it calmer.

"What's my fault, Sya until she leaves me like this? Hiks.." Chika's voice shook. This time his voice was low almost like whispering along with sobs that were still heard.

"Patience Chik," Sasha advised as she continued to stroke Chika's back. "We don't know what's really going on but I ykin Tama has a reason for all this. If he decides to leave you whatever the reason, whether good intentions or not, then you should be able to forget him. You must rise up Chik! Prove that without him you're still fine. Only by proving that can you repay your current heartache someday.Do you understand?"

"It's not that easy. "

"Yes, I know Chik if all this must be hard for you. But you have to remember that just being stronger will make you win when you meet again someday. You have to show him he doesn't mean anything. And you're still fine even without him. "

"But the truth is I'm not okay without him, yes. I can't. Hiks... " Chika cupped her hands together to cover her natural beautiful face.

Sasha forcibly opened the stalk on Chika's face. "You can Chik! Hey, look at me Chik! I know you can! " Sasha insists her words try to encourage her best friend.

Chika just shook her head weakly. And it just triggered the anger of the girl in front of him.

"So you want when you meet Tama later you become a weak figure and can't do anything because it has been abandoned! Then he will underestimate you. Laugh triumphantly at how weak you are without him! " Sasha started to get fiery.

Actually his anger was fixed for someone he had never even met. Sasha hated her irresponsible attitude. Cowardly. It was true what Chika said that it would be better to hear all the maki's insults even though. Than hanging like this. Not knowing the location of his guilt but having to bear a very painful punishment.

'I hate you, Tama. Even if we don't know each other. Although there were many good stories about you from Chika before, but I really hate you because you are too cowardly in dealing with your problems with Chika. Whatever the reason you've made Chika miserable. Make him a fragile person, fragile. Even his life was barely saved.If one day I meet you I will make sure to make calculations with you, 'Sasha insisted in her heart.