Missing Without Time Limits.
Angrier.
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Raga walked back and forth in her study restlessly, she felt confused, scared and also anxious. What if Zivanna had intended to leave her because of her carelessness this afternoon.
Why was he so lured to lust, seeing Zivanna as if blinded by passion and passion, perhaps because for so long he adored the girl. Ten years, not a minute, and by the time he almost had her completely, there was a desire to immediately make Zivanna his whole.
Several times Raga squeezed her hair in frustration, wanting to walk her to the room, but she was still scared.
Not strong enough to harbor guilt and fear, Raga came out of her study. Standing in front of the door of Zivanna's room, which was right next to her study.
Raga put his ears on the door, trying to listen to what activities are in the room. And Raga didn't even hear any sound.
Anxiety is so domineering, lest he leave here, no, it should not happen. With a bit of trembling Raga knocked on the door.
Geck...
Geck...
Geck...
"Darling..please open the door.." cried Raga quite loudly.
There was no affirmation at all, making Raga even more anxious."Honey.." knocked on the door again. But there is still no truth from within.
"Did I open the door?" Raga asked softly.
Clamps...
Not until he opened the door, it had opened first from the inside, and Zivanna was standing with a flat and cold face.
"What's up!"
"Eeh..no. I just feel anxious, afraid...." Raga scratched at her nape that was not itchy, feeling misbehavior because of Zivanna's expression that was so cold. Unlike ordinary meek and generous smiles.
"I'm sorry." whispered Raga softly, looking at Zivanna full of regret, wanting to reach the tiny body into her arms, but she was still afraid, and right now she was not willing to forgive him.
Zivanna got out of the room, headed to the lounge, and threw her butt on the sofa violently.
Raga catches up with him and sits in the other corner of the sofa, unwilling to get too close, fearing that Zivanna misunderstands him again.
"I was wrong too, I enjoyed it too...." Zivanna laughed bitterly, and the corners of her eyes dewed.
Raga was just silent, looking at her girl with a million feelings.
"I'm sorry baby, I'm stupid, I should be able to hold back my lust, ten years I can hold myself back from all the women who approach me, but why am I so weak in front of you.." lirih Raga's.
"I'm sorry." whispered Zivanna, couldn't stand her starting to cry again.
"No. No, baby, you're not wrong, I'm stupid." Raga inched closer to Zivanna who looked down and cried.
"I'd better get out of here, I'll find somewhere else Raga.."
"I ruined everything Raga, because my presence Sandra was eliminated...Sandra was right, you should be able to see who is always beside you when you are difficult or happy.."Zivanna just kept sobbing.
"Don't blame yourself, you have nothing to do with my separation and Sandra, even if you want to blame, I should be blamed.." Raga stroked Zivanna's back gently.
This time he will not be careless again, he promised to be patient until the time comes, when they are legal to become a married couple.
"I'm evil..."
"No. to me, you are an angel dear.." Raga unraveled her embrace, rubbing the tear-stained cheek, gently.
"I'm sorry, after meeting my parents, I'll marry you soon." said Raga.
"What Sandra.."
"Don't talk about Sandra again, she'll definitely be able to accept it someday, hopefully she can get a better replacement for me.."Raga smiled gently, cupping both of Zivanna's cheeks.
Zivanna inevitably ended up smiling, and nodding."yeah.."
Crutches.kruk...
The voice of Zivanna's stomach was so loud that, of course, this afternoon she had wanted to eat noodle soup, but there was even an incident that irritated her heart, so she stopped to eat.
Raga chuckled, looking at Zivanna's face that was blushing with shame, inwardly cursing that shameless belly, why it sounded at such an inopportune moment.
Zivanna covered her face with her palm.
"You're hungry...we're out for food?" ask Raga while laughing.
"Ah, don't laugh, I'm ashamed." whine Zivanna.
"Why should you be ashamed, because of me, right, you're starving?" Raga forcefully opened the face that was covered by that hand.
"Yes.padahal had just eaten.." Zivanna frowning.
"Sorry, as an apology, what if we eat out?" Raga looked at Zivanna expectantly.
"Is it not too late?"
Raga glanced at the watch she was wearing, "it's still eight, not too late, change clothes gih.." Raga said.
"All right..." Zivanna got up, and headed for her room.
Raga breathed a sigh of relief, finally she could conquer Zivanna's heart again, she had felt so afraid, just in case Zivanna intended to leave her, I don't know what would happen to her.
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