
"i brought you into this situation, I was so selfish that I ended up ruining your life". Allan stared far out the window, clear details flowing in the corner of his eyes, unbeknownst to Raina.
"i never mind getting married to you, but one thing makes me sick". Raina looked at Allan who was still looking out the window.
"i'm sick, imagining if our pretend relationship is known by Aleta, how she feels". Raina lowered her head, gently peeping the top of Aleta's head in Allan's lap.
Actually all this time Allan loved Aleta very much, but if he saw the little girl his memory seemed to return to when he was fired from his unity, a unity that he was very proud of, he was very proud of, an ambition that was hard-won and had to oppose both parents, because Mr. William hoped Allan to become a policeman like him.
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"good night rain". Allan leaves Aleta and Raina's room after laying Aleta on her bed, while Raina catches up with her to pick up the clothes in their closet.
"mas, is Monica still inside?" raina asked hesitantly.
"well, what's wrong? you want to sleep in the room with me?" hearing Allan's question, Raina was upset, Raina understood very well if a wife refused to serve her husband, the reward was a big sin, but their relationship was different, after allan never asked for his rights.
"i want to grab a nightgown in the closet, ehhm.. Just look at it, I come in, I wait here, get me my nightgown, which one, okay?". Raina's eyes sparkled, as if he had found a brilliant idea in class with Albert Einstein.
"get inside".
"no, I'm lazy to see that woman". Raina lowered her head, imagining Allan and Monica making out made her heart uncomfortable, yes, uncomfortable, because Raina did not want to interpret it with a word of jealousy.
"are you jealous of rain?" Allan lifted Raina's face with his fingers.
"for what, haven't we agreed in the first place, so what should I be jealous of?" raina said with trembling lips.
Cup
Allan kissed Raina's lips at a glance, Raina's face was flushed red, she was actually crying at this moment, she said, Allan who was confused by Raina's attitude could only hug the skinny body because he felt his actions that made Raina shed tears.
"you're so skinny rain". Allan stroked Raina's back, while Raina just hiccupped her face in Allan's chest, though her hands were still reluctant to return her husband's embrace.
"it seems like you've been having a really hard time living your life lately, I'm sorry rain, I promise I'll make your life better". Allan kissed the top of Raina's head growing sobbing.
"honey, what the fuck, why even make out with him?" Monica immediately pulled Allan off her arms with her wife.
Raina looked at Monica with poignant eyes from crying, though it looked blurry but Raina could see that the woman was wearing her maroon-red satin lingerie, a gift from a relative of Allan named Diana.
"Permisi". Raina menerobos pintu tempat Monica berdiri.
"heh, what is this, how dare you". Monica pulls Raina's long hair out of emotion. Raina screamed in pain while holding the base of her hair, holding back Monica's pull.
"Monica, stop or get out of this house ! " hardik Allan to his lover.
"sayang, kamu bentak aku? apa salah aku? gara-gara aku ngingetin kalian biar ngga kebablasan?" Monica memang tidak tau malu, bagaimana bisa dia mengingatkan sepasang suami istri untuk tidak kebablasan sedangkan apapun yang mereka lakukan halal di mata agama, halal di mata dunia.
"why is that rain?"
"i'm lazy to go into this room again, tomorrow I take the rest". Raina said, then after he came out leaving a pair of lovers who are disgusting to him.
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At 5 a.m., Raina had woken up after her alarm went off. Raina immediately took a shower, 2 rakaat that became his duty must be immediately fulfilled.
After she finished praying, she went downstairs, made breakfast for Aleta, meat stews and parchment, although the housemaids were numerous, but Raina still keeps whatever enters her child's body because she is afraid of events such as the other day repeated, Marni's incident means.
"sir, please later martabaknya the one in panatin yes, was malem already not ready to eat, later the two make mbak-mbak". raina said she pointed to three boxes of sweet martabak fresh out of the refrigerator.
"iya Ma'am". replied a maid named mbak Aini, actually Raina was uncomfortable called mother by her age, but that's the rule that Allan made, so she could not refuse it.
At 7 am, breakfast is ready at the dinner table, Raina has also come down with Aleta, because today is a holiday so the little girl only wears shorts and sleeveless T-shirts.
"sad, guess what, mama cooked what?" Raina teases Aleta, to arouse the child's appetite.
"definitely meat stew? it smells here ma". Raina is happy not to play seeing Aleta so happy when smelling the savory aroma of her artificial stew.
"pinter, eat a lot of ya, mama bribe".
"yes ma". Aleta went down the stairs with a small jump, it meant that her mood was happy.
At the dinner table there were only the two of them, Allan and Monica had not come down, as usual, every Monica stay must have been they woke up in the afternoon, sometimes not to leave the room, even food was asked in between.
"Aleta, today we go to the timezone yes, like the same time om Jojo". Raina said after taking a spoon of rice for Aleta.
"horrah.. Aleta meets Jojo again".
"no, baby, it's just the two of us, Jojo om busy".although Aleta looks disappointed to hear his mother's answer, but it doesn't last long, a carefree smile is re-engraved when Raina says she will buy him her wish toy, she said, LOL is a surprise, a strange toy that must be soaked in water first to find out the contents in it, although strange for Raina, but she will be happy to buy it for Aleta.
"good morning rain". Allan said as he approached Raina who was fixated, the man further eroded the distance, until his lips stuck to Raina's forehead.
"mas .. ". Raina is aghast, but does not refuse, her facial water turns red. This is the first time Allan kissed Raina for good morning.
"good morning papa's son". the kiss moved to the top of Aleta's head.
"where's Monica?" ask Raina cynically.
"he's still bathing upstairs". Allan sat next to Aleta, the man looked enthusiastic with the menu at the dining table, Raina who understood his duty to immediately take the dishes to fill the rice and side dishes according to Allan's wishes. The look in her eyes unintentionally traced Allan's still wet hair, water running down her husband's neck, why, there was a strange hissing running through her body, but alas, a red mark lodged there, making Raina hate herself, why should she see the real evidence of Allan's heated struggle with Monica.