Mommy, My Angel
chapter 3

Her steps are now so weak helpless, Sandra stops in front of a towering high fence at the residence of Kendrick, her former lover.

Sandra firmly grasped the thorny fence, making both her palms hurt. The woman intentionally injured herself, to vent the pain and tightness in her chest cavity.

The woman, continued her steps regardless of her bloody palm.

The face full of disappointment and hurt that implied, now makes Sandra look so sad and fragile.

The poor woman now continues to walk away from the luxurious residence of her former lover —. He walked with a blank look and his tired body looked fragile as well.

Her beautiful face now looks so beautiful. Unrelenting tears continued to flow soaking the face that was implied by disappointment.

……….

"What, the girl's gone?" Asked a woman with her flat face to one of her personal bodyguards.

The man before him lowered his head and answered the question of the woman who was over Fifty years old. "Already madam," he said with great confidence.

"Hm! Keep an eye on him, I don't want him to be a household bully, my son," he said in a sarcastic tone.

"Good, madam." The grown man before her replied in a stern voice.

Lady Louis was twirling the drink in a luxurious glass with a satisfied look he aimed towards the front. The slanted smile full of cunning was beautifully imprinted on the face of the graceful woman's—.

"You don't deserve to be together, my son," his inner self with a grinning face.

"Women don't have a clear family background and just, a poor woman," her inner self again.

"My son is mine and not yours. Look, it's so easy to ruin her life" the great mistress Louis laughed.

The middle-aged woman with an elegant and classy appearance, who planned her only matchmaking son — Kendrick with his famous daughter Client has more wealth than the Loius family.

Grandmother Louis forced her son to accept the match. As a threat, Louis's mistress and lord would remove Kendrick's name in a power of attorney.

Lady Louis threatened the son, would hurt — Sandra if Kendrick refused, an arranged marriage between the two distinguished families.

Kendrick Louis could do nothing and had no choice but to accept the match. He also insulted his lover at the behest of his mother.

Kendrick also did just that so — Sandra could forget about herself.

…….

Sandra is now on the edge of a high cliff which is her favorite place with Kendrick.

A place that presents a view of the high seas below. Also the surrounding scenery is so beautiful and soothing.

Sandra looked pensive with a blank look that continued to shed tears. One of his hands stretched out, rubbing his stomach. Where there is the seed of his former lover.

The poor woman's cry broke again, at the thought of her miserable fate. Her lover betrayed her while she was pregnant.

The woman's mind grew increasingly chaotic, thinking about her love fate as well as the fetus that now fills her womb.

Sandra was devastated, confused, disappointed, hurt, hurt and now she has to think about the future fate of her baby.

Which man will accept a woman who is pregnant with the seed of another man? Sandra smiled thoughtfully at everything.

"Who wants to live together, poor and pathetic woman, like me?! He said with a smile full of misery.

"I'm just a stupid woman and a kara. Who will accept the reality of my life?"

"No! No one will ever be able to sincerely love a low-status woman like me."

"I am a woman who has been dumped by a man, after all I have given him. Life and my pride," said the woman softly with the accompaniment of a whimper.

"I am, disgusting woman as they say," Sandra muttered in a stifling trembling voice.

"Me, disgusting trashy woman!" Strangled Sandra who grabbed her own hair and continued to sob bitterly.

"Akhc! Shouted Sandra, rubbing her own body roughly.

"I'm a bad, disgusting woman" cried Sandra exclaiming all the tightness in her chest.

Especially around him in a state of silence and there was no one but him there. Until he is free to let out all his emotional feelings.

Sandra spread her arms wide, then shouted as loud as possible until the body moved strong like someone trying to rebel.

The woman decays on the rock with her legs folded back, her head lowered until her tears shed the ground, his entire body was still trembling violently with the accompaniment of a packed cry.

Sandra let out her cries there, letting out a fragile feeling with those painful bloodless wounds. Which is so very stifling also ached to the throat of the neck that seemed to suffocate.

"You shouldn't have grown in my womb, I'm just a miserable woman who's slumped. You'll live with me." With a sobbing of grief, Sandra rubbed her stomach which still looked flat while speaking softly.

He considers himself unworthy to have a fetus in his womb whose life is full of suffering and pain.

"Sorry! I can't make that guy know where you are. I, not ready to listen to more insults and bring you," he said again accompanied by crying as he pleased.

"You should not be present now, in this heartbreaking atmosphere. Pity your life later that will live like a mommy and get a lot of insults and gossip. Born without a figure, daddy," said Sandra whose voice again shook violently and her cries broke.

His hands still faithfully rubbed gently on his stomach, and one of his hands hugged his own stomach affectionately.

"Sorry, sorry, sorry!" Said Sandra who was still hiccuping.

His slim body still looked shaken. The head always looked down as if hiding tears that continuously decayed endlessly.

The person of the tough and independent woman now, looks fragile helpless, with today's events that are very painful.

Not to mention he has to accept the fact whether, he must be happy or getting worse with the news of his pregnancy.

He who has a delusion of the lover's happy reaction when — finds out her pregnancy, now only materializes a reality of bitterness and bitterness.

What is the meaning of a relationship for 6 years of living one roof, which is decorated — love and affection every day.

The romanticism and gentle treatment of Kendrick made Sandra complacent, so she did not think of a bond between them, namely — eternal marriage.

She always underestimated the bond of marriage, every time she got a stop from her co-workers about marriage, Sandra always dodged and said. "We don't need a bond, because we're happy with this wonderful relationship" Sandra said after each meeting.

From the events he experienced, Sandra can take a valuable lesson. That a beautiful relationship without sacred ties will never be whole and solid.

Also Sandra can draw a golden conclusion during a relationship with her ex-lover. If, the place of a woman's pride is in her honor that is always awake, until a man who is serious to her binds herself with an oath and covenant with God.

Regret only makes Sandra's feelings more broken, she only needs to heal herself physically, let alone her soul.

Sandra raised her face to stare at the overcast sky, as if descending in sympathy to the destruction and hurt feelings of — Sandra.

The woman with the messy appearance, pulled both corners of her lips, smiling full of wounds.

Every time he closed his eyes, the teardrop kept flowing through the tail of his beautiful eyes. Sandra did not want to continue to fall. He must force to rise, for the sake of the fetus that is in his womb at this time.

"I can get through it all. For the sake of the growing fetus in my womb," his monologue whose voice sounded raucous and agitated.

"I have to endure and forget everything. I'm sure I can forget him" he continued, still staring at the dark sky above.

"Company mommy, forget her and get through all this with a smile and happiness." Sandra now lowered her head, looked at her stomach while rubbing gently, inviting the fetus to speak.

"We can do it, Sandra Matthew!" Shouted Sandra with a tone of complete confidence.

The woman tried to catch her breath and throw it away slowly, in order to neutralize her emotions.

He also intended to turn his body, but, when he wanted to step away from the edge of the high cliff, suddenly one of his feet stepped on something slippery, slippery, make Sandra slip followed his body staggered back and fell into the cliff below which there is a sea off.

Sandra's body now floated to arrive at the bottom of the high cliff, the woman could only close her eyes resignedly.

The sound of her body sounding loud when arriving in the open ocean, Sandra was seen trying to go up while her body was in the sea water. But unfortunately, the effort of the woman was in vain when tired of basing it. The woman's resigned face looked so pitiful, with her open eyes looking gleaming red.

Slowly, his two eyelids began to close and his body was getting down towards the bottom of the ocean.

Still visible teardrops full of wounds poor woman, now the fragile body floated in the middle of the open ocean.

Sandra could only resignedly accept her fate and her fate that had been written for her.

The appearance of the woman's body now disappeared in the darkness of the vast ocean.

Now the atmosphere is full of grief with the sound of waves and a group of birds that fly to return to their nests.

Seen the day began to enter twilight, making the atmosphere around there so full of sorrow.

Until the sun began to sink and the earth was again covered by dark night.