
Part 1 ` you guys swapped me for money`
In this life the only one he has is self-esteem, from a small Moon has many dreams, one of which is to have a harmonious family, full of laughs , lovingly, he had no problem living simply than the glittering treasure he was now but the heart never felt alive.
“ what do you mean father , Ma ?” ask Moon to her mother who is sitting next to her father
“ follow and just listen to what your father says?” answer Mother Moon chuck
“ you have to marry the second son of bram pack , so that the company father does not go bankrupt “ collapsed already defense Moon all this time , his tears just flow without him knowing . everyone knows Mr. Bram's son one of the successful companies but his son this one has a shortcoming that is sitting at the wheel chair already from a few years ago because of an accident that does not know what reason .
“ company dad no financial problems because one of the subordinates father there who fled the new project fund “ said Father Moon again without thinking about his son's feelings . is it just the company that you guys are presenting asked the Moon in the heart
“ is so meaningless Month according to the same father mother?” tanya Moon's voice can hardly come out . how could her parents just give her son to someone else , did they never think what if the person I was going to marry was not a good person .
“ don't ask much , you just need to get married just think of this as a return for this father and mother raised you “ said mother without feeling .
“ why I'm a child need to return the favor bu “ ask Moon this time as if she's pierced something in her heart so congested her taste , but her parents just left her without answering her question . the moon was a little bit unwell to hear the favor instead of the child having to be filial instead of the return , as if he were a broad man .
“ Yes Allah what else is this , hiks ... hiks... hiks.....” Moon felt weak now and her feeling of her bust was so tight, before she was still so trying strong that she never cried in front of others .
But now that he really feels so rapu, he is not out of thought with the way of the parents mind, how all this time they ignore his feelings and now he is willing to sell it .
“ what treasure is more important than me “ her word in heart and it added make her heart broken , how could her parents not care at all about her life .
At this time Moon was in her room she was contemplating everything she had ever experienced, now she forgot when was the last time she smiled , in her childhood she thought her parents were just busy working alone, then she did not have time to take care and accompany her play and dropping off her school .
“ all this time I always pray and try as I can “ said Moon with a blank view he was so devastated by this situation . he is not his unwilling to marry but he wants to marry a person who can accept her with a free chest without coercion . if it was like this he was sure that the man must also be forced because with his circumstances like this surely no one would want to be with him , indeed who would want to accept a paralyzed man .
The moon can only cry now even though she knows crying is impossible to change anything .
“ALLAHU AKBAR , ALLAHU AKBAR “ azan voices are heard from his phone Month ,
“ has entered asar “ said Moon saw his room wall clock and he rushed to the bathroom to clean himself then recused to pray
When praying Alana tried to be solemn because when praying again – again her tears flowed by themselves as if something was leaking from her eyes so it could not be controlled . after the month of prayer then pray this is his routine when he has prayed, never forget to pray .
“ bissmilahirahmanirahim “ said Moon while neutralizing his feelings . he hopes to be calmer but in fact his tears even more profusely ,
“ hiks .. hiks…. “ Months crying she spilled all her now , from earlier trying to hold it but can't .
“ Yes Allah , are my sins so much that you punish your weak servant . hiks.. “.
again one of the places where the Moon spills all that is the moment above its peace .
The moon kept asking why should he , in the Al’Guran explained that really Allah will not test his people not limit his ability , but now that Moon feels he is really incapable, Moon always remembers that God is always with people who are patient but still he feels always weak .
“ sometimes I feel you are punishing this servant of yours, not testing him because the servant always felt weak, O Allah . and now what else is this O Allah …. “
The moon can only weep now and complain to the almighty hoping to be given ease and a more patient heart in everything , although he tried to be patient but he was still an ordinary human being who was desperate and unable to continue .
Cape crying Moon fell asleep on top of his couch because of his prostration earlier then he was unconscious when asleep .
Moon wakes up when she hears her cell phone voice , it looks like someone called .
“ astagfirullah .. I fell asleep “ Moon said while rubbing her face and her eyes were swollen, it seemed like she was mostly crying
“ hello , Assalamualaikum “ greet the Moon on the person across the phone
“ waalaikumsalam , bu anyone looking in the office ?” said the person across the phone .
“ who's well La ?” ask the Moon
“Bu hani bu , he said already made mom sma promise ?” answer the person across the phone
“ because of this problem I so forgot my promise , astagfirullah .” said Moon
And because of that he also remembered the problem that his father and mother who had just discussed, more precisely his Moon just in the 'tells , mareka didn't even care about Moon's response, again it made her cry .
“ why am I so weak?” ask her to herself
Then the Moon bathroom to be ready – ready to pray magrib he will go to the mosque for worshipers so that he is not so down , tears like to flow on their own if he continues to be in his room then his he always pray in the mosque and Back after isyah and listen to the lecture, ' he said , it was better than staying home and it was not good for his heart that always felt troubled .
Currently Moon is in a mosque not far from his house, he drives alone because indeed he never uses a driver, he feels uncomfortable if the car with strangers .
Because the time is still showing at 6, there is still a long time to enter the time of the magrib prayer, Moon decided to teach this is also one of his habits, while waiting for the time of prayer he always taught , The moon is so focused and does not feel the time of prayer now, the azan began to sound and the Moon ended its reading .
Now so many people are not like last night that is still lacking . just like the night before each has prayed magrib aka tone ustaz that will fill the cult while waiting for the prayer time isya ‘
Moon can feel better now after the prayer and now she is in her room will be ready – ready to sleep when she has not eaten but she does not intend to eat because she feels full now .
The morning began to come with the sun ,
“ is morning should I be ready – ready to office “ says Moon on himself .
The month has been up from 2 am again after the tahajud he did his work that was delayed and monitored the work of his employees . it is one of his routines , when his work is finished he will teach to wait for the dawn time after his usual dawn he will go down to make breakfast, although there is a maid but she who always cooks but
now he's not ready to meet his parents .
Old man Moon doesn't even know if he has his own business not even Moon published his, he shut his identity tight all this time , he also always spent every pocket money given by his parents so that his parents did not suspect him , he did not want to take the initiative to tell his parents because there were several reasons .
His parents never suspected because every month must have spent his pocket money , and Mareka took the Moon like other children who like to waste money when they do not know that all the money Some of it he donated and some of it he will buy food and divide it in orphanages – children orphanage children who know him because Moon did this since he was in Junior High School .
And since then also she always comes home slow but her parents don't even care , Moon always comes home late because he works part-time at the restaurant so he took the initiative to build his own restaurant because the cuisine is also quite good and he likes to look for a new restaurant only sometimes he is lazy to be in the kitchen .
Currently Moon is in his restaurant he already has several branches and also catering services now, although he has so problems with his happiness but he is grateful his business is smooth .
“ morning bu “ greet Lala aistennya Moon
“ assalamualaikum, morning La “ replied Moon did not forget he gave greetings because that was his habit
“ waalaikumsalam bu , ehehehe “ replied Lala while grinning grin because she forgot to say hello .
Which is only responded to by nod by his superior .
“ she always like that , although she is friendly and always smiling but I know it is just a professional smile not because of happiness “ Lala said inwardly seeing her boss go .
At this time the Moon is a little busy because lately many catering orders are good for his company but he also has to make sure for all of them run smoothly and consumers are satisfied with the work of mareka .
After finishing with her work Moon came out and her goal now was one of the orphanages that she opened by herself with the fruits of her labor . he always felt happy to see the smile of a child who was so innocent without burden, that's what was in his mind, until he was not aware if he was empty of bumping into people
“sorry, I daydreamed earlier , sorry well “ words Moon on the person earlier . he said himself almost harmed the person sitting on the wheel bed .
“ hmm “ only that comes out of the mouth of the person sitting on the wheel chair , and Alana remembered with something when she saw the other rod chair , she laughed blandly
“ please continue , I am sorry well “ words Moon pasted her hand because there is no way she greeting with that is not her mahram she is trying to get better by avoiding from making mistakes , ' he said ,
Then the Moon continued its activities .
While the man beside the wheelchair saw his boss smiling as soon as he felt strange, they actually came here to see the woman who would be the wife of the man .
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