Mother
6. Go Without Permission

That day Sasa had a high fever, his face was deathly pale and refused to eat at all,

All day he remained in the room, all trying to persuade him to eat but none were heard,

Dad even asked him to want to be invited to the doctor because Sasa had a fever and always delirious every time he fell asleep, but Sasa also still did not want to,

Yes, days later until all the family members of the Father and his late Mother went to return to their respective homes, Sasa seemed to have not changed, either,

He did not go to school and remained in his room alone,

"Sasa just wants Mommy back, she is not okay, and Sasa can not let Mommy continue to be tormented,"

Said Sasa to Dad when Dad was willing to work and still trying to persuade him to rise from sadness,

"Dad is also sad, Dad also lost Mother, many things even that I regret because I have not had time to do with Mother, happy Mother, but this is a Suratan Sasa, we must be sincere, sincere, we humans have to learn to accept every suratan as bad as anything,"

Said Dad giving advice before he really left, though,

Yet...

Sasa could not forget his dream of a tortured Mother there,

Mother who was tied to a large wooden pole with fire blazing behind her, Sasa was terrified at the thought of the dream,

The dream that continues to be present in his dream every time he closed his eyes, a dream that seemed to continue to encourage him to do something so that his mother survived, he said,

Sasa's room wall clock moved closer to nine in the morning when finally the house had been completely deserted and Sasa was living alone,

Sasa seemed to wake up from his bed, sitting for a while on the bedside looking at the wall clock, and,

Sasa shed tears, remembering every thing Mother did for him made him instantly so remember what he did to Mother,

When he was angry at Mommy for something trivial, even in the last morning when Mommy was only late to make breakfast and the fried rice was too salty,

Sasa also remembered his dream in which Mother asked him to go to her old house,

Sasa paisian moved down from the bed, looking he who was still weak walked closer to his wardrobe to look for a sweater and also blue jeans long, long, he said,

With a still staggered step Sasa walked towards the bathroom, too,

"Must, I must go, I must do something to save Mother,"

Sasa muttered his intention before he entered the bathroom,

Sasa took a bath only at a glance, he was in a hurry, really,

There was not much he prepared other than to wear a sweater and prepare his small black backpack,

Once it feels enough, it then immediately out of the room, and quickly out of the house to walk briefly to the highway looking for transportation that will be able to take him to the terminal,

Sasa decided not to tell his father directly,

Just later... After he was in his old house, after what his mother asked him to do, he did it completely,

For Sasa, the important thing now is that he can get to his old house.

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