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Hilal who was getting an impromptu attack, was of course very surprised. But, ha it did not last long, because the longer the man had started to enjoy even now Hilal immediately released the hand of Khalifa who had since cupped his face. The man retaliated for every treatment given by Khalifa doubled, making Khalifa lose.
“Gusss ... “ Hilal instantly let go of his pagutan when he felt the air supply of the two was starting to thin, the man fused his two eyebrows while his hands were embracing Khalifa's waist which was currently right in his lap.
“You woke her up, Khalifa? And I was afraid that I could not control myself,” Hilal muttered so softly in front of Khalifa with breath that was still breathless due to the heat of the two.
Gluey!
Khalifa swallowed her saliva violently, she could not deny that she was afraid when she heard Hilal's murmur. Her courage at the beginning a moment ago, now seemed to vanish in an instant as she got an instant reply from her husband.
At first, he thought that Hilal would reject him. But it turns out he was wrong, even the man was very easily provoked, and could do more than he imagined.
“Why are you doing this Khalifa?” hilal asked for a few times.
“Did Khalifa make a mistake? Is it wrong for Khalifa to want that? Did Gus Hilal marry me just to make me Aca's mother? Not wife?” Hearing Khalifa's voice start to rasp, Hilal immediately distanced his face.
Her hand is now outstretched gently rubbing the sweet girl's face on her lap, “Wife? Are you sure?”
The breath sounded so heavy from Hilal's mouth, so did Khalifa who immediately frowned, “A—I know, maybe I'm not as perfect as Ning Kirana. I'm not as good as him, and I can't give you what he's given you. But, is it wrong if I want to be treated like him?”
Test !
Her tears are now pouring down her face. Khalifa was unable to hold back the tears she had endured. Makes Hilal feel guilty.
“Yes, you are right. Kirana is so great and you can't give her what she's already given.”
Like being pierced by thousands of needles, Khalifa's heart now feels really broken. He bit his lower lip with all his might to hold his sobs from breaking. Khalifa wanted to get up and leave, because she could not see Hilal and heard much more painful things.
But ...
Hilal quickly pulled his body and hugged it so tightly. Making Khalifa cry break right then and there.
“You and him are very different Khalifa. And how can you give him what he has given, because Nasha is only one in this world. Even if you could give a child away from me, it would definitely not be as similar as Nasha. Because she has a face that only her mother has.”
Khalifa raised her head, looking Hilal heaved her sigh heavily while cupping Khalifa's face.
“You guys are great at different things. Perfectly? You know that perfection belongs only to Allah, Khalifa. And every creature on this Earth, has its own advantages and disadvantages. Never compare yourself to others, because what you have cannot necessarily be owned by them."
"Khalifa, do you want to know, the reason all this time to refrain from touching you, is not because I do not want to, but I can not force you. I'm quite self-conscious with all my flaws, I'm sorry Khalifa. It's not your intention to want to be your nanny for Nasha. It's just, I don't want to be selfish.”
“As you said, that our marriage is based on a misunderstanding. Therefore, all this time I have refrained from touching you, because I do not want to be considered taking advantage of the situation.”
“Khalifa! Be yourself, never try to be Kirana or anyone else. You are the same great woman, you have also been a great mother for Nasha so far.” explained Hilal at length, making Khalifa even more sobbing.
“Hiks hiks yes I tried to be a good and great mother to Aca, but I can't be a good wife to you. Ah wrong, I mean, you, I emmmttt—“
Not finished Khalifa mumbled and finished his words a little convoluted because confused, suddenly he had felt a warm touch that swept his thin lips, making him surprised instead of playing.
“If you are ready for it. Then we do it now!”
...~To be continuous......