Move On Sky Path
01.
..."They said the end of the year always had an impressive story, but it was different with me that the arrangement of the story was a mess"...
... @kak_py...
Haura Az-Zahra well that's her name, familiar in greeting Ura by family and friends around her. There are so many things that make him interested in adventure new things.
"hey if you look around dong, don't get hit" Ura scolded
"I'm sorry I didn't intentionally rush things" replied the hitter who felt guilty
"Other times look around, before the road let's not bother people" replied Ura who still looks upset
"yes again, I'm so sorry" continued the man
"excuse me" replied Ura with her jutek mode
"ohhh, you weird guy, wrong but not guilty, he thinks with apologies gtu doang already what" inner Ura who is still cocked and passed away from the hitter.
why the hell I get so angry gini, even though the guy accidentally too. This must be because my problem is so bad that even someone else is affected. I have nothing wrong with my brain. Lately my day seems like a mess.
Why am I so different now well, the effect is so rough, overthinking, and so evil, the worst version of me out all. Just because of one object that managed to make me this destructive, I instead became wrong with everyone by assuming they would all be the same as him. Just because he lost the trust and let me down to be a gini, it makes me not trust anyone anymore. I shouldn't have been able to. Because, not everyone is as rich as he is and besides there is a good side that I still have to remember well from him or whoever it is.
That day, still remembered clearly imprinted in my memory, banyangnya enough to haunt the time I passed to this day. I seem to be the cause and source of the problem, being the only antagonist who makes him a victim.
The one who should be blamed first is that person, he started, but he pleaded not to accept the consequences. For all his guilt he feared risk and wanted to grasp many things at once, though he knew not all of them could be had. He forced his will by risking love, which is selfish.
I even gave all the love I had, loved sincerely but was let down very seriously by someone who promised me hope to make me forget how the pain was.
Until he himself made me realize that the words of men are nonsense that should at least be trusted to deceive by making us as if we are the queen who can not be disturbed, he is trying a new game.
Ha ha ha ha aaa I even laughed at myself for such unhelpful stupidity. I tried to organize my heart until I was finally broken back which left a shadowless wishful thinking of tranquility.
I can judge many things, but not with this one human being, not with the love that I glorify and I'm proud of a lot of people just so that they see I'm happy enough just to have a special male figure in my story at that time.
This time the wound that Haura felt was not caused by a wedge, but a scratch that was enough to make the outside and inside of him make it a figure that changed 180 Drajat in his life. The cheerful, humorous, loving figure, ideals and extraordinary spirit now vanished in an instant just because of the irresponsible figure of a man and never grateful to have it.
Without guilt and shamelessness the man blamed Haura for what happened, making Haura the cause of doing all these things. A man who turns the facts upside down with lies that never end. Even though it has been discovered even though he still continues to evade, even making others his scapegoat.
Haura the sorry girl is still again and again loving Ricky Prayoga a man who always makes her cry. He doesn't blame Ricky for his mistakes, instead he blames himself for everything that happens between them. Her best friend was tired of hearing Haura's very sad curses and they felt free to keep Haura aware that Ricky was not a good man that she had to defend. Being loved by Haura who gave her whole heart just to feel loved by doing many things that are not liked by her man.
Love blinds him that there are people who appreciate more and want to stay by his side under any circumstances. But he denied it all just because a self-informed man had wasted his stupid feelings.
"Ura should how else we tell qe if the guy is not real" said Tiara Haura's best friend who most opposed their relationship
"yes really Ra, I've seen him with other people, who I originally thought was you, but apparently not" continued Silvia Haura's best friend who had met Ricky
"qe denger is not Ura"
" you are afraid of not Ra" Tiara and Silvia replied simultaneously, upset Haura, not answering a single word they both said
"yes, I know you're worried about me. But I can't believe it if I don't see him in person. Not that I don't trust you guys either, ahhh I'm confused" Haura replied with an end to the scream that made her almost crazy
Because this is not the first time the two sabahat Haura commemorate him with all the things that end Haura still kekeh with his own stance.
"Your mother is beautiful, who is chasing after also bnyak why must choose a guy anyway, she is too childish" Silvia still continues their chat about Ricky's girlfriend from Haura
"Udah lah Sil, this is a child is stubborn free and also I love you in any way, people in drunk love where the cry of advice" said Tiara who was upset and snatched the word Silvia
"yes I'm good, I'm diem" replied Silvia who was finally silent
while Haura is still struggling with her mind that is not because of it. There's a lot of things that have made him stun since he had a relationship with Ricky. So often arguing with his best friend just because he talked about his girlfriend.