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Hearing Alina's words, Barata's embrace grew louder, then he confronted Alina to face him.
Somehow just imagining Alina leaving him makes him almost crazy and his emotions explode.
He felt that something that already belonged to him should not go away from him anymore.
"Honey," whispered Barata with one of her hands that had touched Alina's neck, one of them sneaking into Alina's shirt and rubbing Alina's body.
Pushing Alina's body into her arms, her gaze deep and terrifying, was the same as the gaze when Barata was angry and lost his mind.
"I'll tell you something" whispered softly, kissing Alina Barata's nape exerting her terrible pressure.
"I was a discarded child, not accepted even by my parents, I was educated to believe only in myself, whatever truth was ingrained in my mind, it would be forever true,"
"Yes, you're right, my neighborhood and my family have educated a monster, I'm a paranoid person, which means when I believe you'll be mine forever, then it can't be denied,"
"What that means is, whatever the truth may be, you won't be able to get away from me, baby" the whisper sounded like fear, pain and anger, all mixed up.
Barata's deep eyes and that horrible smile, did not make Alina fear but pity.
Yes, strange indeed, but now Alina pity, she sees Barata like seeing a little boy who can't let go of his favorite toy.
"What do you really want from me? then you tortured me, and now you want to have me and don't want me to go! I finally have hope of finding out the truth in order to get away from you ...."
Alina had not yet continued her words.
Barata immediately pulled Alina's face, kissed her with great demand, shut Alina's mouth who said the word go.
Barata slightly loosened his kiss, then spoke from a very close distance.
"Don't I ever hear the word go from you, or I'll do something crazy again,"
"I've given up on you once, but not this time, you can't turn me down twice, baby!" barata whispered still touching Alina's face, her hands shaking.
Actually Barata also does not know what he will do if Alina is not wrong, but all that does not matter anymore, the important thing is that Alina is already his wife and he will not let go again.
And more painful if the truth is revealed and Alina is not wrong, then Barata will be even worse and hit, not only because of the guilt on Alina but also it will confirm if her life is really treated like a toy doll by her own family even until she grows up.
The thing that makes Barata afraid is that he is sure if all this must be helped by his own family, so the case can be very closed and manipulated in such a way.
"Now, I'm more afraid than the fear I once felt, you can't leave again" Barata said quietly and clasped his wife tightly.
There are some things that make Alina surprised, she was confused by the statement of Barata who said he had rejected Barata, but never.
Alina also first saw a different side of Barata, not only the creepy side that made her chest tight, but her deep eyes that were often hidden were visible to Alina, the eyes of someone who was scared and hurt.
It seemed like the cuckoo Alina who had been acting like a cold princess all her life had really missed something, someone seemed to have played around and taken advantage of Alina's nonchalant nature.
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